Monday, February 26, 2024

9:51 What a good idea!

9:52 How can i describe this. On top of everything else, there are a couple of people that come here near my sliding glass door, usually when i eat, with their dogs. They wait until i get mad (how do they know) and then bend and pick, making it look like i got mad because they picked and didn't leave the trophy for me (to those who know i got mad in my mind only).

9:54 Last night at Lucky Eagle casino. I was in the smoking area and again tempted to buy cigarettes, which i quit about 18 years ago. Mostly because i thought it might help kill the parasite that may pass through aerosols in my lungs because of the presence of dog waste around the building here.

I was a bit drunk and pissed because there are many months since they don't let us win. Who knows, they could be passing through a difficult financial moment, which proves again they have settings at the machines. What regulations. There things way more serious that got hopelessly out of control in this country.

So i went to the cigarettes vending machine and bought a pack of Marlboro, with 14 bucks (back in the day i was paying around 4 dollars a pack). First cigarette came with an incredible high. It almost knocked me out.

I didn't know until yesterday that Marlboro come in a such variety of flavors and strengths. I read a bit on forums and saw the red is the strongest and the gray is the mildest, apparently color of filters too being an indication, with again red strongest and white mildest.

There was a tingling in my painful areas in my legs that have been close to the old PCs wi-fi for years, which means there is inflammation in there that is aggravated by the whatever inflaming chemicals in the cigarettes'. However i don't thing there was enough time for the extra inflammation to set in. Could have been from vasodilation caused by something, maybe nicotine. However it proves (as i didn't know) there is something wrong with my legs.

At the fourth which was actually at Ilani where we made a pit stop that turn into a 2 hour checking of a large number of machines, again, unsuccessful, i said to myself, ok, this is the last one ever. I thought i was not going to be able to walk back in (i was smoking outside doors) to find Angela.

So there it goes, my attempt to fight dog parasites with tobacco.

One good way to prove i am not anymore what i used to be until i moved to Lake Oswego and i blame it mostly un heavy use of cell phone, which have been on highest setting of emitting power. Could have been because they were not towers close enough. One good way to prove that cigarettes are so much worse than alcohol which i still tolerate.

BTW i don't know what to do with my car. For large portions on I5 south of Tacoma, it drifts badly out of the lane, either left or right, depending on which lane. At times i was simply fighting to keep the car on the road. But that doesn't happened south of Ilani, where the road has been repaved. I replaced struts, control arms, yeah, tomorrow come my new tires. After i do that, the only thing i can blame is the freeway in that area.

10:10 A constant presence upstairs. How do they know and start squeaking when i try to remember something? Trained ninja psychic powers or technology? BTW i forgot what i wanted to say next and opened this entry for, so whatever it is, is effective.

10:35 Nevermind that. Here are some things i can remember. I read early about dogs not being tolerated by a couple of major religions (kaboom kaboom kaboom, upstairs). They probably have their reasons. BTW, is it me or that tree in the parking lot at Lucky Eagle looks like a menora?

BTW the black woman who looks like a black woman raised in Japan, with her hair painted pink, just came with one huge and one small dog, playing hide and sick with my point of view. Exactly when i got mad, i saw a hand with a green bag, picking). I call it doubling (double down), because she did it right when i wrote about. But to they keep their pooping animals on stand by?

Kaboom kaboom kaboom kaboom kaboom, my ears hurt. Kaboom kaboom kaboom kaboom. I still remember what to post next. Kaboom kaboom, the enter in what i call the acute furious stage that now is continuous. More more more more.... Deep into my brain...

Now sulfur and mold smell from the space between their 2 inches floor and my 3/8 ceiling got in here, i can fell it in my nose.

11:20 Ok so i'm taking a break to set up the new computer. I will (attempt to) clean my desk first, something that didn't happen in a long time. Kaboom kaboom kaboom big kaboom etc.. Now it will go on like this until 11:30 when he/she will leave on an electric bike through Stoneridge tiny park (i guess). Now it's so  hard i can feel the vibrations in my chair.

11:36 The noise upstairs stopped though i did not pay attention if anybody left. I instead opened the glass door to air and i heard a woman yelling and saw a small dog coming from the yard at the next apartment next to ours (nr.2). Did it leave anything behind?

4:55 Ok i'm done installing the new computer, with no major troubles of holding breath. I even split this post in two, moving the more important part on my main blog.

6:25 Sweet smell of colitas crept in, keeping Angela awake (she didn't sleep at all last night). Went and picked one poop. I figure the smell comes in here through basement (like that of cigarettes when they live them in the same area, not that i care about so much). Met with a guy with a small white dog, twice, but the poop was bigger. The guys from upstairs left. I covered two rat holes next to basement, where a coal like smoke (with a sulfur component) came filling the apartment.