12:35 AM Can't remember when, i was pretty wasted but did not realize, lost track of how much ive been drinking but it was like half hour before i posted that picture (8:54 picture time) with the portable potty. I think after i took that picture at the locker i went for another walk when i saw a white car with a woman inside again resembling AlexaCrush (i saw so many lately), it was dark and i saw her face from a side for a second, but enough to see she was kinda desperate.

That car passed me as i was walking towards the building, then it stopped at another building, way before mine, backed up in a spot as it seemed the car was self driving (not the known kind), a white newer car with many LEDs in a line on a short beam and though could not recognize her through the wins shield she looked desperate as i passed but never got out. Then i stopped to look and saw another car from another spot like blocking me, preventing from passing or justifying the fact that i stopped.

Then i continued walking towards my building and kept turning my head, but i think she never got out.

Welcome to the era when your own car can kidnap you.

12:50

1:00 Last night at about the same hour i had my BG @230 and took half of the prescribed insulin and tonight i have 217 and took again half (17 out of 34) and earlier today i had under 200 for the first time after a long time. I guess it happens because i re-started to take the Metformin.

1:30 CAC40 index almost reads like cacao and FTSE, well, like...

2:05 Just saw it on google news (local). I think Angela said something but was it yesterday (28) or the day before. She said she saw multiple fire vehicles and ambulances etc. when she went to work. Thing is there have been 3 fires in the last 24 hours in Tualatin and one of them early 28 right behind the "Las Casitas" park construction, that is really close to where we live.

I could have been anything, i am so used to the loud noises @here like doors being slammed much harder than normal, very loud modified exhausts, i did not pay attention.


Last few days i heard upstairs other people though her car is parked next to my truck. I think they are coming and going through the attic.

8:40 Just awoke after 6 hours and a  half. There is a guy upstairs with a whooping cough or something i heard yesterday for the first time but he only coughs once (every hour or so) like i saw a guy in a video yesterday. I don't think is her boyfriend or the woman who was there for almost one year is still there though her car is parked next to my truck and his truck is in the spot.

My back pain that could be my kidneys is back as i walked yesterday, got all perspired, and last night in the cold. Could have been someone bending as well.

The weirdo in the video above is young István Vörös who looks like Frank Bubenick, the mayor of Tualatin (The City, in the song he keeps saying "there's love in the city").

Good morning to you too, you look tired, is this clear enough? Sorry for what i posted yesterday, i was drunk. These days i loose count after a couple of drinks and i was really really pissed and kept drinking and could just not realize why i was feeling so weird. "And i still wake up". He coughed one more time, only once. Again. Yeah i think his name is Gray like i just posted about Seal's song "kissed by a rose on the gray". These guys are inhumanly cynical, could it be they brought him here.

I thought i was ok but after i shifted my brain in high gear to post here, now i feel wasted again. And i breath through my congested nose. Let me check my BG. 280. That is because i did not take a metformin last night. Moved around a bit, my back pain is almost gone. Heard a diesel engine, then a big gas engine with modified exhaust. Looked and saw no truck in the spot.

Things are moving fast from one scene to another but generally one scene at the time which suggests AI coordination.

There is something i wanted to say last night but was too pissed. It was all smelling like some sort of mold, inside and out. Found on the red dust, in front of the other entrance, a couple of almost empty cans of Bud and one was crushed.

They usually throw empty cans of beers or soda or food wraps but only the kind i ate or drank last time, maybe to create through mutations by the tannins of the red dust weird specialized bacteria or yeasts or molds that attack me. It's like the "doubling" with news and names and people.

9:20 Now i heard a sound upstairs, but it's light, not the kind i used to, though someone is trying to stomp. Coming from the dining to bathroom, now flushing, now back in the dining area next to kitchen.

7:57 Ce atitudine sictirită are tipul. Pare că vrea să spună... "Uite cum m-au îmbrăcat ăștia!”. Știu de unde s-au inspirat.

12:54 Specialized teams of ninja that hammer on demand are building concrete sheating in the "park" while the portable toilets are here (though water restrictions were only for one day). The plastic toilet boxes resonate when they hammers hit those, with other (humming) noises, summoning bad kami inside the complex.

There is no car in the spot but upstairs someone was stomping all the time. With pauses when i was starting to record. As the recording grew bigger, they started again, knowing i cannot upload long recording with long periods of silence. Just figured why the Japanese have to stay light and the Japanese women have to walk like this. Not to cause small earthquakes in their wooden houses...

The toilet boxes were present since the day they started to hammer and they are still surrounding the building almost one week after. No matter how the wind blows, or how much money it costs, the dictators should be annoyed (nauseated) and their hangovers amplified.

4:00 From the memory card. (I think) The real meaning of "i've been kissed by a rose on the gray" (grave). Here it started to wine (the kami of) a power tool in the distance. (Is that a swastika embedded in the  lower part of that panel, the park belongs to the city of Tualatin)

Yeah was thinking about filing a criminal complaint in the local court (a swastika next to or embedded in a devices suggesting strong racial violence). However, Tualatin belongs to ワ Shinto county and the court house it 25 miles away from here. Besides, i don't know how to fill those forms. Anybody sees this? 

Sergei Kuzhugetovich Shoigu.

4:36 On the freeways. Here are the most usual scenarios. I go on the speed lane with posted speed limit + 10. One or several guys come from behind and get too close, "suggesting" i should let them pass. I either move over or...

4:45 Next most usual is when i drive on the speed lane with speed limit +10 and i'm about to pass a group of vehicles on the other lane. Exactly when i start passing, the last car on the group moves in my lane, forcing me to hit the brakes. Both types of incident combined yesterday were in excess of 100 occurrences per 300 miles.

This one was the closest. I moved the camera because zoom was pretty high and Angela kept yelling at me not to take the shot because i can cause an accident because of speed. I was trying to explain i just avoided one by hitting the gas pedal real hard, under the overpasses when we was about to hit me. Then i moved right and back and accelerated so i can take the picture.

Most of the guys causing closest encounters had tinted windows, probably because they were all Asians.

When i got closer to Lucky Eagle, some guy came in front of me and put out a bad smoke. Same smell that came in my urine a couple of hours later.

I was turning around in the parking lot looking for a spot (they usually let one always always the same for us) and at a corner there was this big truck stationed and from around came a white new smaller SUV and almost hit me (or i almost hit him) as i was wasted by the 120 miles drive and that smoke and concentrated to a song on the radio, but Angela yelled and i hit the brakes and that (and all the others before) kinda ruined my day.

Angela went inside, me as usually, stayed a bit longer in the car, resting, having a drink, eyeing for Security, when i saw the short stocky guy with multicolored (white and black) beard getting into a different vehicle and leaving no problem.

5:10 Get ready cause this is about to get heavy. Angela got another offer for 2 nights with 29 bucks (a 200 dollars value) at 7 feathers, best hotel i've ever been to (Besides Marriott in Frankfurt, the one next to a forest with very tall trees). She usually spends there the amount she would have payed for the hotel, i get to breath some air (now that i fixed the coolant leak, saying by the smell) so everybody wins.

Some hum from upstairs, reminding of a garbage disposal drives me nuts so i will take a break but got more pictures on the memory card and stories to tell.

5:17 Yes Angela built a guacamole (she can't go on further until she eats some real fresh made food), told me like 5 times to eat but did not want to as i ate before i left for my walk. Think is, something, probably Metformin, or the portable toilets outside severely cut my appetite these days and to me Metformin is more effective than insulin. If i only had taken it when i was first diagnosed, @2015.

5:50 Man i had this very important idea in my mind when i was eating but they started a big base in the lot and by the time i got at the computer i forgo! Ok i remembered it, it was not that important, what i wanted to say, the new remodeled part of 7 feathers is as good or better then any hotel in Reno or Las Vegas except if they give you the room 469 that is directly under a studio with a jacuzzi and the motor of that pump drives you nuts.

The  noise upstairs that started when i was still debunking that "Seal" song was a washer, and they only do it (the KKK) when they are ostensibly trying to suggest i should do laundry (as the basket is near full, how do they know).

And one more thing. I am totally disgusted with slot machines. Tables won't do it either since they have hundreds of cameras that can be pointed at your cards and the dealer could have a micro device in his/her ears.

7:30 Do batman ears and mask suggest a KKK costume? We all know (animated) bats eat bugs...

8:12 Wa asking myself, why we don't have cute anime in the US like in Japan, but now i figured the answer. We do, but we didn't know.

While i was driving yesterday back home surrounded by bullies, they played on the radio this song. Yeah why all American superheroes come masked?

11:11 Went to pick an item from the Amazon locker (blue bright wall) next to the office. At least they're not honey pots.

11:31 It was him! The guy who came from around that truck in a white SUV to hit me at Lucky Eagle! But rather short. Alexa, you're a genius. How did you know?

8:00 Yeah. I installed the clamp by sticking my hand through one or another of the panel holes. Not that difficult if you figure how. Probably not in the bet possible position but i did tighten it enough and i had enough of laying with my feet higher than my head on that slope.

Angela has a 9:00 AM at the dentist. Only two cars passed coming around of the end of the complex (probably not from here) and only one honked when i cursed in my mind.

8:45 Upstairs they are hissing the water big time so i can't write something. Angela changed her mind, she said she wanted to wait for dr.Grenzer, tried to call them but there is only a voice mail answering and the voice mail is full.

Ok she changed her mind, not going anymore (Big sigh or relief here). Was nervous about an unknown doctor pulling difficult wisdom teeth.

11:10 332 miles and probably half is the number of bullies encountered. Unprecedent. Some were putting my life in danger. A flock of ten followed me through the last miles, projecting high beams, featuring wide opened wheels.

By popular request. Animism comes on a TV near you from Japan via its only ally, Hungary.

12:17 AM Went outside and secured that connector, do not want a short in there, on the positive battery side. Then i went to check for poops and i forgot the door open though i checked the sign from the back. When i came back a car honked and forgot to look at the sign and pulled the door's handle and the door was open while Angela was sleeping.

My mind is everywhere tonight.

Yeah, outside was smelling big time including this side of the building. Found 3-4 poops, one big (it now shrank a bit from what it was this morning), one open bag in the dumpster, a cat one under the door. Wetting the area with water and vinegar lasts only about 1 - 2 days. I am really nauseated.

2:00 AM I tasted some soda from a 2 liter pop i opened before i left. Everything smells like ethylene glycol (antifreeze). Too tired right now to do a freezing or boiling test. But i found out it can affect kidneys. I know ethylic alcohol is an antidote but i don't now how well it protects you. I fell asleep and awoke with apnea and fast heart beat. I will try to use some decongestant.

Got a clamp ready, tomorrow i will ad one more clamp next to the existing one. I think it's bad design by Hyundai, to put a spring clamp on a vertical hose that hangs on its weight.

9:15 Can't believe, the two, much more lighter younger @20 people that came yesterday in a big Ford pickup i've seen here before and did not move from here for almost 24 hours started to do the same thing as the woman before and that is intervene when i read news. They do not talk to each other or do other things. I can't remember even hearing the toilet flushing, and they are supposedly two now.

9:40 But now i hear a much heavier person, though moving slower than before. It's a trick. It's probably the same woman at 4. Basically, she won't let me read the news. More audio recorded right now here (New share on the right side of my main blog).

12:25 PM Angela is coming from work (4 to noon). Got to drive her for a 2 PM at an emergency dental clinic after one of her molars or wisdom teeth broke, hoping for an emergency extraction. Yes the car is still leaking coolant and its 12 miles away.

11:55 No matter how small the advantage. Just got a letter from Copart, saying my account number has been deactivated. Copart is where i bought the car from. The car has been totaled twice. Both time s

it was a long scratch on one side and on the other, covering multiple panels with no structural or light mechanical damage (first time, on the right).

The half drive shaft however has been bent and both struts cracked solely due to engine vibration and that has nothing to do with the crashes. I fixed that vibration and the new shaft so far has not been bent, after adding the same amount of mileage the car had.

The throttle body cooling hose or what that vertical hose is is falling due to its own weight from the pipe due to inadequate design.

This email proves the under connection between a multi-state auction like  Copart and Hyundai, like everything. One more thing. They wouldn't have bothered today if they didn't know that my email is hacked and read.

4:00 PM Went to Beaverton. The clinic was at a different location. Drove all the way there. Got lost. Angela had to start google maps for a couple of minutes. Got beamed (much of the skin of my body hurts).

They took an X-ray (we asked them to send it to us). It is a wisdom tooth with two roots with enough crown left to grab. However dr.Sung there said he is not comfortable of doing it so he sent us to their clinic in Tigard, tomorrow at 9 (where Angela Angela called first). Did not show any sign or rot. I'm sure if dr.Grenzer was here he tried to save it as he often does.

When i got home the bearded guy who pushed the Chinese's woman SUV in the ditch showed (he didn't have a role for a long time) with beard grew back with a T shirt saying Ducks, suggesting ducks mate for life? Getting in between me and a guy with a baby coming from behind.

I saw a guy leaving a visitors space and i saw earlier a guy from the office taking pictures of cars that stationed for a long time in a visitor space so i just ran to move my truck. They were counting on it. Next to my truck was an SUV with opened back door full of clothes and i saw a woman with a baby.

4:20 Upstairs she is back in the atmosphere, with a load of laundry.

7:30 I awoke about an hour ago, i started to get emotional while remembering but especially writing, she started to work the floor in the rhythm of my thoughts.

How many days since i quit smoking? A week? After sleeping in the thermal sleeping bag, my back pain got better, my urine became yellow from reddish. But i still crave cigarettes like crazy. And i was only smoking a few a days, for a few months.

Too lazy to go put the new clamp on the hose, especially since we're not going anywhere tonight. Or fix the battery (will see about that when Angela awakes). BTW i remembered. Wanted to boil some water to calibrate my thermometer and then some soda to see if there's anything else in it. Too lazy for that too, i think and the probability is very very low.

Ok so maybe i got tired and blue bags under my eyes only from driving while breathing that stuff. Cause the driver breathes more because of the extra effort.

12:00 Did the boiling point experiment. First with water and then with soda. But surprise. Soda boiling point is lower a few degrees. Maybe the level in the small pot was lower...

12:17 AM Somehow i forgot i read it was the City of Tualatin doing the project on the property of the complex. All i remembered was the email address they put there did not work, when i asked them a question (if i can save water and use it in the toilet).

And then when i saw that error message, it was too late, the office was closed. Then the next morning i forgot. Yeah now i realize i could have sent it right away and have had the answer in the morning. So i was surprised to see City vehicles on site and equally surprised to see they are working at something that has been done one year and a half ago. Lately i do pictures of everything i see intriguing in my path.

I believe is my right and the City person tried to stop me. Then he accused me i was doing something behind his truck, maybe forcing me to prove i was not and publicize the picture. Yeah i was not all that comfortable going there and taking the shot, i recon that. I caught the whole thing hoping i will get the red curb but that viewer is too dim for a sunny day and did not frame right.

Yes i took many pictures here inside the complex and did not have problems so far. Yes, i am too tired right now to look if there's any restrictions in the lease contract but i remember i once saw a contest on the fb page, something like most beautiful balcony and for that you should have taken pictures. There are kids playing and doing selfies and streaming with their phones all the time.

But those vehicles were just there, the City was not involved with the work.

Usually CTL do not put an email address in their emails and i have their address in contacts which is rollinghills@ctlmanagement.com. A missing e i recon.

In August - September 2023 i did not see any City vehicles during the 2 months work at the pipe. All it was was MEI Construction. All people there seemed Japanese to me (like when working at the windows, siding, roofing, etc., in 9 years i caught them all). The email management sent to us regarding this project made it look like it was related to what they are already doing in and out the complex.

Question. Is the City acting as a contractor for CTL or is just doing some benevolent work on a private property. It could be they are planning to do water works in the park that requires a good draining. There are numerous versions of the design, but yes, one includes pillars and they are making the concrete on the sand. Mixing gravel they pour with the excavator cup with water from a hose i guess.

1:30 My teeth. For some reason i can't explain, could it be extra curing on a heater, the gypsum became so hard i cannot remove it from the final product but it seems so far they fit. Soaked it in vinegar, waiting. Got a couple of crooked teeth, one is fixable, but so far it looks like they're useable. And yes, they cured very hard, tried with sandpaper, just like the regular product. Can't finish now cause it would mean too much noise.

For the first time in months, upstairs there was no activity, last evening until now.

I will try but don't know if i can fall asleep with the smell, without going outside to take a look. Yes, the portable toilets are still in place, wondering if they provided pristine ore used ones. But i won't go in there to look.

10:30 Yes. My teeth are working. Though i made numerous mistakes (mostly esthetic that i will correct next tine), they fit perfectly and probably won't have to use adhesive.

So all my questions were answered, as if moved the acrylic on the model (no), if i had to correct the negative angles (shadows on the model actually i forgot about those) no cause they contribute to keeping denture in place, if i damaged the alginate after one impression (that broke), no. The alginate damages only if you let it dry long enough.

I do have some misalignment between teeth, i had to trim a couple, but that won't affect functionality.

And the biggest question of them all. Is this process valid and if it's doable. Yes and the time, besides alginate impression and model, which is about an hour, should be under one hour (applying acrylic and teeth) and then curing (with a timer on the stove) for a total of 2 hours and then some trimming which is hard to predict as long it takes.

BTW when trimming i realized the gums are harder than the teeth, also from the dentist done upper which i had to trim a bit. Could be because i cured them in hot water directly, without the injection casing.

Cost of materials per denture, under 5 dollars.

 When i look to some of the old ones i have in a drawer, these look better already. Way deeper, with better aligned teeth (except three of them).

11:00 And the unwanted, surprising market reaction. The reason for reason. Yeah i know. Thou should not taunt the market or AlexaCrush, one of the biggest forces of (my) Universe.
11:30 Ate my brocolly omelet with a piece of hard bread forgotten in the toaster. If i could eat with them? Yes, better than the previous but only with adhesive, otherwise they move up and down. No, they don't have any "taste".

11:45 Got a sharp edge that hurt my tongue while eating. I think i fixed it.

12:00 That is so tempting and frightening in the same time. Also still have to do some homework that is watch the Supernatural. I think i'll pass... i'm afraid my brain, heart and kidneys will explode or something due to high BP of course.

12:30 Yeah i know it's got something, hard to describe, subliminally linked to what i posted about my teeth (which i did because of millions in my situation who got time on hands and skills to do it but just don't know) or about what i keep saying about the market (an influence i got no control over, i wish i did, saw it too many times, since i was talking to Aurel Patras on the phone) but it's too tempting.. (Post first, figure out later)

1:00 PM (4 Eastern, closing time) Yeah i was right, it was all designed for an end of Friday closing time mini rally, re-starting of numerous doubts (dubito ergo cogito ergo sum).

3:25 Anybody else thinks it is gross to post my teeth? I wouldn't if Shikosha lab had done an acceptable job last time i paid them to do it for me.

Left for a walk after i found my keys (that was easy), my charcoal cap little box and my water. Phone battery is near zero, had no choice and took it. Could have worked for one short E call. Grabbed my camera but when i opened the door, what do i see? A huge truck parking back first in her spot (BTW at 2 AM her car wasn't there). Two very young people, could not imagine a guy so young could drive a truck so big came out of it and... climbed upstairs.

As i walked in the alley, the guy from building D (whom wife i saw yesterday with a kid coming towards me) went from his truck parked always on the same visitor spot near the garages, so it could be always in my way, left his truck, went in his apartment as i was searching for poop of course. Found a big pile, but had no bag. Turned around to grab a bag, but changed my mind and proceeded for my walk.

I saw him with a baby in his arms, going towards the truck.

On the alley, the city truck was there in the same position, on the red curb.  Thinking he might be in there, i choose to climb to the upper alley when i met again with the man with the baby, heading to a potty cabin on the upper alley.

Went back on the lower alley, passed the city truck and another guy with a baby came from an entrance and started to follow me. I walked as fast as i could, could not keep up. By the office and locker the handywoman came flying on her golf cart between me and him.

At the street, the same dead squirrel as yesterday only fatter re-started my nausea that lasted for the whole wa. At the school. Another volunteer flagger was helping kids passing at the school.

And i remembered. What if the lyrics in the song were "A growing tower"? instead of  "A growing tower" then the phrase "I've been kissed by a rose on the gray" and "When it snows my eyes become large" would had a totally different meaning, pretty much like in Madonna's like a Prayer "I'll take you there" "Down on my knees" "Now i'm dancing".

A bunch of kids left the playground, cross the whole baseball field and came at the fence. I crossed the street, a Japanese woman came in between me, the street and them. A bus saying "Renewable energy" passed by.

Three empty school buses passing at the same position at a slightly different hour than yesterday.

3:35 Angela came and got to cut this short. When i came back i saw they are also throwing in a piece of fiber optics. Currently i have a fiber optics line all the way to my apartment.

5:15 PM I think i found my answer...

7:35 BTW got an email from management saying since the water will be shut down all day tomorrow we can use the 6 portable toilets they installed all over the complex. But i can save some water in the tub and use that one.

I started to watch a cat video and within minutes they let the two black cats out and now are at the patio. There is one more black cat white white color (like St.Dominic's dog) that roams freely and lives under the patio of the one story apartment (and leaves poops under our door).

Myself have been again contaminated with dog bacteria, am going right know to knot the bags, gather the ones in the grass.

12:38 PM Exactly a week? ago i came back from my trip and was dog microbe free. Slowly by breathing the remnants inside and the new wave from outside i got contaminated again. I think today during my walk (if i will make it cause i'm quite dizzy with nausea while parasites are digging in my brain) i will enter to check the prices at the Commons on what is that, Naiba or 65? If they have a management office.

Either way, i have to get out to check the poop situation.

Yeah dopamine from rage from what i see in my path will surely help my standing and walking as it always does. I call it "rage therapy" which on short term is so much better than "sex" therapy. But what can i do, it is written in my character.

1:20 Tried to go for my walk. The complex seems to be besieged again by an out of state sewage something firm. They are again working at the sewage line like they are doing every year which confirms my theory they have to do it every year because the main line they replaced a couple of years is used for something else.

They come every year from the city or like now, a firm, to unclog the line that leads to the one the they just replaced. Like the flow is being stopped somewhere and they are only a few users but have to empty it every year. Of course it stinks like hell, i thought it was something else.

The email since yesterday was ambiguous. Never said we should not use the toilets. They just said we cannot because the water is shut off.

City vehicles are also present. One Hungarian Gypsy opera singer dressed in a neon vest who happened to speak English came to me asking me what i was doing behind this truck. I told him i was peeing behind his s...t city truck. But he was acting like he could not hear what i was saying, like having his ears plugged with micro speakers and the man was trying to read my lips, for himself and was saying only what instructed, with a delay. 

1:47 PM On the other side of the building. They said a few months ago in an email they were building a park SW of the complex. However as the construction progresses, it turns into something else. They are about to turn all that mountain of gravel into concrete, on the spot, and pour it in some forms, some inside the complex.

3:17 It's my fault. Should just have just done it, not say it.

3:20 The name of the firm is AEGION (G Ion, figures) and i think i saw Illinois on the LPN. Are they going to tell me they came all the way from Illinois to do this?

Yes it does stink really bad inside, like sewage. They had two dark little guys in the street two, with a sewer popped, measuring s...t. When i passed the second group of vehicles, near the office, i saw they stuck in the ground a big tool, reminding of a Tesla Earthquake Machine i posted about 2 a few days ago. I smelled solvent and saw in one vehicle a bunch of gallons with solvent.

In the fall of 2023 MEI Construction (like from Meiji restoration) gutted the whole area behind the complex, made terrible noises for two months, like they do right now at the park construction, brought a bunch of green pipes the size a man could have fitted in, replaced all the line in the back, maybe .2 miles, all the way to the street. I take it there is something wrong with the engineering that the pipe is clogged right now. Maybe it does not have to right inclination, or the Earth has tilted.

I remembered the first incident of this kind happened at Sussex. At that time, i did all kinda fixes at the walls, and oftenly i will wash my tools with gypsum in the sink. One day they came with a camera, stuck it in the pipe behind the building and i was paranoid (about gypsum clogging the pipe) and went to look. In the end they pulled a ball of roots from the pipe and that was it.

In the last days i again washed tools from small amounts of gypsum in the sink, from doing my teeth.

Here instead they came every year to unclog the pipe.

3:22 Angela just got in, heard the door outside, opened the door and she was probably gone for the mail which i already picked, and instead saw a mother and a child coming from the day towards me care (but i think she lives here, i see that Japanese woman all the time, i'm confused). She is now here, telling me i should go to the garden and dig the beds for spring. Right on.

She told me diapers which are partly made of plastic could do it.

I wanted to leave somewhere (would have been ideal because of the smell but Angela said she could not sleep because of the woman upstairs).

Cannot see on pictures above, but the city truck (that came dark) was parked on a red curb and is still there doing nothing all day. Will try to take a better picture but i'm afraid of that bully.

BTW just figured why they called a firm from Illinois to unclogged the newly installed clear water sewage pipe.

And why i was so mad. I saw them earlier slowly sifting gravel from excavator's cup and adding water with a hose and probably cement and some dust (the fines) got on my skin and inside my lungs.

5:30 Went to Walmart. When i left i saw steam coming out from the sewer at the street, when i came from the hole inside. They worked at the hole in the middle, to prove wrong what i said about being used for something else. It proves nothing, who knows what is in that pipe,

At the beer, i grabbed a 30 pack of Buda light for 23 bucks and made a few steps and i saw Bush for only 20 and i switched boxes while a cute Latina was pointing her phone at me.

BTW for the first time ever i heard on the speakers a voice with Latino accent. Hardly understood the words. When i left and when i came back i saw one more truck parked at the same red curb, with an older guy inside at the wheel. Double or nothing.

Did i say totalitarian? In the parking lot at Walmart there was a security van with the word camera on it with big white letters on black background. (Daily double).

Yeah they did not restart the water. In the email it says for the day. It's 5:40. If i go and poop there who knows what they're gonna say they found so i keep waiting. Was thinking. I already got that kidney test with higher albumin which could also mean i only eat meat.

On my way there and back i was thinking at the two special license plate numbers i saw (besides variations of letters KGB). One was BIG FUT, which is an offensive word in Romanian, and one PAY DAY which seems a Mafia number used for threatening. Could not find PAYDAY and it was on a a regular Oregon Twin Peaks plate which means it was fake.

First i went to US Bank to deposit a small check. Before me was this guy beeping non stop for about 5 minutes. Can't understand how one could make an ATM beeping like this. Tall, bearded, looked American but had a small head.

Then i went at the Liquor Store. In there, the guy with long hair (whom i saw in a Japanese pranks video) bowed to me at the stand. Kept asking myself why, maybe for what i posted about Japan, and when i got out of my spot, it was the beep of the car's radar beep that saved me from being run over by a big black SUV coming from right, speeding.

Yeah i recognize the style, is very similar to what's happening to me on daily bases, minus the violence. At Wa_mart i was checking with the portable gun cause i had only big heavy items in the cart and the gun broke when i had 2 gallon bottles left to check (ran out of battery i guess). Maybe because i was checking the same bottle like 4 times instead of checking each 4?


6:00 PM Today they were more than ten big diesel engines running simultaneously in the back and front of the building.

But among all there was this big generator, DOOSAN, in the MW range. Never mind, it was only half megawatt.

More construction going on at the street, at the corner of the hospital alley, for weeks now.

6:42 Was eating, standing, in kitchen area (not visible from outside) with blinds on 90% however a kid came and started dancing on the lawn. Now she lays head down on the TV box.

Could they are trying to influence the (long delayed) elections in Romania, where the mayor of Bucharest is running for President?

6:55 Went and spoke with one of the guys from that firm that was still there and he said water will come in 20 to 30 minutes (10 minutes ago) and i can use the water in the tub. He asked me what the office told us and i said just the water will be shut down. He said if i live at that "complex" (i was pointing towards our building, i can use the water from the tub).

He also said without me asking that today they introduced another pipe inside the pipe they put on one and a half years ago, because that one was broken? (or clogged or something similar). I think i saw pieces of that pipe when i went at Walmart, it was about half diameter or less. Still left enough room inside the big one for a man to pass. Wrapped in something or inside a small capsule i recon.

Today again at every corner a woman with a car. When i got at the Tennis club, a woman came and partly blocked the sidewalk while signaling me to pass (i was afraid cause one time another woman that was stopped started when i was passing and almost hit me) and she wouldn't start so i got mad and took her picture. She went in the street, stopped and took my picture with her phone which was ready i assume.

Guys mowing the sidewalk in both directions, raising dust (doubling). There was a car full of dust at the ATM when i went to deposit that check.

Yeah i don't know why the time stamp disappeared from last picture. Must have touched a setting accidentally.

 7:40 Still not having water, almost two hours after i asked that guy. There is now a city truck parked with one wheel literally on the red curb. I wanted to go and ask, this Asian guy came from the building in the same time with me. Then i saw in the distance the same vehicles were there hours ago. 5 kids and a dog ran by me towards those vehicles. So i just went back inside. They got their last pipe scene.

7:55 With big hissing and some rust, water came back.

11:07 Aired the room, exchanged the acrylic smell with dung smell. A trade-in.

No i did not have time to go check for poops. I need my teeth. I crave tortilla chips like crazy, which i enjoyed for a months with my first two UV cured prototypes. So i tried instead a new set of teeth. Had two gypsum positive models of my gum done yesterday, with one single alginate.

Heat cured acrylic is a totally different animal then UV cured. UV cured is like a putty and stays like a putty for the whole period you work on. It only hardens when you apply UV period. So you can make as many mistakes you want, if you are patient enough, you get it right in the end.

Heat cured behaves more like a paint than a putty. It's designed to be injected it in a mold. After it hardens a bit, can't change shape much. The real challenge though, being initially so soft, is attachment of the teeth, but i figured a technique.

I try as much as i can with heat cure, for the promise (and i know i had those in the past) it won't smell or have a taste after and will eventually last as the dentist ones, since i use the same materials, that is indefinity.

At first when you mix the dust and liquid part of Diamond D the dust part behaves like a sand and falls to the bottom (i use a plastic cup for measuring detergent). In about 2 minutes of continuous mixing it start to become like a paint. I added like 7 grams of dust (filler plus initiators) and 7 grams of monomer (using a kitchen scale, mixing with a plastic knife).

So i poured one layer on the gypsum then i soaked each tooth in it and attached them. I only had to be careful not to touch them after.

If you are fast enough, you can attach all teeth with the first batch. Starting with the incisives or front ones, one after another to the last molars (they come in order anyways, stuck with tape like adhesive on a small plastic board). I used the Halloween type, which are made of the same material and have the exact shape of some dentures i had in the past.

In the meantime it hardens enough for all teeth to stay in place and you can do some corrections, align the teeth. For that, i recon, my "experience" with UV cured acrylic proved crucial. I already have in my mind the shape of my gum and how the teeth should stay there.

Then i made another batch, about the same amount and when it became hard enough, or in about 3 minutes i started to pour to fill in everywhere around the teeth and the rest of the gypsum "gum" covering it all. It kinda runs and you have to move the models in all positions to correct that. But you cannot touch it or you ruin it. Ok, maybe a bit with the plastic knife when it's still liquid.

The lifetime of the running phase of the "paint" is about 5-10 minutes. So i did it with two batches.

Then when it hardens, you can trim the edges with a box cutter and then thin them pressing with your fingers, like i did with the "putty". Trouble was i did not search for the box cutter first, i used a short Zyliss knife (from the set) which was not that sharp, and the acrylic moved on the model so i had to again press it with my fingers all over to put it back in place (it was now hard enough to do that).

I have a small chrome pot with thick bottom for making coffee (we call it Turkish style), filled it with hot water and i put it on the small burner of the stove and set the dial between Low and 1 and adjusted until i had 165 degrees in there measured with the steak thermometer, as per instructions. In 90 minutes i will start to boil it for another 30 minutes, then i can try it, trim it with my new, feeble rotary tool, whatever.

I hope i did not break the gypsum model like i did with the first one. There are two front teeth a bit misaligned, i think it shrank after i put it in hot water. Yeah the smell is still here. Got to go and put away the fresh poops so i can air some more.

Had some problems. I did not hit all the spots right with the second batch, etc. But i know it's doable, if you stay tight on the learning curve.

Half hour to go at 165 F and then i'm boiling it half more (210).

12:40 PM. It lasted 24 hours only. I poured water and vinegar under door. It is still wet. However, there was a cat poop in there. It used to last more. They probably cut any other possibility for the cat that lives under that patio. Thinking of something else.

3:17 Now i realized i never been too serious about making a good match for her. Part of it was because i kinda liked the game.

6:00 PM To cut costs, Meridian Legacy uses a pharmacist, Herny Tran to dose insulin though the prescription is signed by a doctor. When dr. Michael Jaczko (read Michael Love) told me i need to see him "about my blood chemistry" in 2023 he did not tell me it was for insulin so i lost a whole year of treatment. I went to see Henry Tran in December, he prescribed me some.

However the prescription was signed by dr.Jaczko.

Dr. Jaczko retired in  December and Humana threatened to kick me out if i don't have a doctor so i went back to the clinic, talked to the same old woman who got me on board with dr. Jaczko, at a time when nobody wanted to take me in, and she filled again that form and made a first appointment with dr.Bedolla in May.

The primary care doctor written on my Humana card, Nicholas Sweet says he is not in the network anymore.

I saw Henry Tran last week cause i was running out of insulin and he wrote in the notes things not related to my visit, i assume his personal, non-professional impression about our conversation. He made another appointment in 4 weeks though he prescribed insulin for much longer than that. I think he is Asian, but i never saw his face, he is always wearing a mask.

He seemed to have a slight English problem, had to repeat things to him. I was complaining of a permanent nose congestion and the fact i cannot use over the counter decongestants for more than several day. Actually i told him that the whole diabetes thing can be caused by lack of oxygen due to chronic nose congestion and he said that was a beautiful theory, but someone still hast to prove it.

Yeah i know he was critique by the fact that i did 20 units if my BG was more than 300 and 10 if less. Now i do 34 once a day as he said and it always above 300 even after i started Metformin again.

Got an appointment in less than 2 weeks with dr.Bedolla to established care relationship for insurance continuity i guess, cause i don't see any other reason. By his looks he is also Asian (Japanese to be more precise) though has a Latino name.

6:35 I went to take the garbage. They were more than 5 kids playing on the stairs at building E. Then they came here, one of them hit our rail and then the upstairs rail. I went outside to record, he ran in the back, i went in the back to record, he ran away.

6:40 Now they are yelling in the distance.

6:52 I just did 34 unites, got the known reaction. Hot flashes, shortness of breath that lasts up to one hour.

No it is not possible to do it wrong. If i injected it in skin or a blood vessel the blood glucose would go down immediately and dangerously and i checked several times after.

That was not an emergency prescription. I still had half pen or about 5 doses. Visit was planned a month before though it had been delayed by several weeks (he was not in office). I would assume first prescription ever in my life also was not an emergency.

7:07 Just checked by BS. It went from 293 before the injection up to 350. Got chills. Before my injection i went to take the garbage and knot a bag and Angela was sleeping.

1:00 I am half past dead tired, 270 miles, two casinosw and don't know how much i slept however need to share a short one from the road. Everybody tries to run me over or how that guy in shorts said on tiktok. BTW the big difference between me and that guy is he was broadcasting and me not and there is no way from somebody to see me from outside when i come at the computer first thing in the morning and then stay there for 3 hours until i get really hungry.

So i was about 40-50 miles to my destination and at the time shown on screenshot i tried to pass a semi, something very routine on that stretch of freeway.

However, when i was in the middle of it, or parallel with the semi, a freak violent spring rain started. I could not see the lane lines anymore (almost). So of course i raised the foot from the gas and slowed from 80 to almost 60 (i guess) like everybody in front of me did (saw that after).

I then had this idea to look in the central mirror, out of precaution and what did i see. Two bright white headlights in the mist, getting closer and closer. So i put back the foot on gas and tried to get away which i did. Then i finally passed the semi, while visibility got better and pulled on the right in front of it and guess what. The cistern that was following closely passed the semi, passed me, and a few others while pushing other cars from behind but i believe that was just the cover or the alibi. About 5 minutes later on blue sky he finally switched lanes on the right.

Question is who or what started the rain in that moment?

When i got at 7 feathers of course i made an audio and tried to upload it on wi-fi. Guess what. Google drive, a google made app, would not upload the file. Ok now i know why, i never got to accept conditions or check to see if i was online cause i was too mad.

1:20 This guy looks exactly like Jason at Les Schwab Aloha (Beaverton, 1995) who was jumping for joy every time they were playing Looking Out My Back Door (a song about clear water a flying spoon) on a boombox in the brake shop on an old oldies station here in Portland.

My boss there was General Hammond from Stargate Atlantis, together with Teal'c, the Colonel, two guys from No Doubt (she herself came one day as a hippy customer with an old junk, yes she is/was gorgeous), etc.. (Almost like you). Manager of the whole shop was iVan Morisson. Are you impressed now, y'Al? Yeah i know, i didn't know, so it doesn't count much but still.

(No i didn't drink in the last 8 hours or so but the sound of my own wheels still rings in my years).


8:53 Woman sleep is the only thing that matters. Slept almost 7 hours today and some in the parking lot last night and i feel like a human. Yeah they started big noises at the construction behind the yard, i think i have 60 dB inside. Got to run at  Home Depot and buy one of these, cause mine broke to pieces.

Last night i attached one piece with tape to my back and my back pain is almost gone.

They say 97% reflective, the mylar blankets are only 90%.

When you have poor circulation, low metabolism and your blood vessels are damaged (like from wi-fi radiation) your body cannot keep core temperature in the optimal range for all bio processes needed for healing. Heating with an electric pad won't work because the heating is uneven and can exceeded optimal.

I built myself years ago a sleeping bag out of one of these. The only inconvenience is it rustles when you move at night and it breaks after a number of usages, that is in the hundreds.

No i don't believe there can be a sleeping bag to match it or maybe there is but don't have the time to search for one, try it, etc.. I know this works.

Just ordered one of these to put it on a side.

There is this but don't believe is as good.

9:33 No it's not the construction. It's tree cutting, at my back door. No i did not hit the recorder. That is a big piece hitting the tree mill inside.

10:20 Fascinating


10:27 BTW


12:55 PM Went to Homo Depot @noon (3 Eastern) to buy that stuff and that did good to the (already trumped out) market.

Because. When i entered there was this black guy dressed in the known orange uniform, talking to a woman, saying he is going to the restroom and then started to follow me. Should i had recognize him, from a movie or show? I watch very few movies and shows.

In the store i asked this tall guy where is the aluminum polystyrene (how do you pronounce that) bubble thermal insulation and he had to ask other two guys and in the end one of the said i did say right. However on the label it says Double Reflective Insulation. Whatever.

Then when i got out in the lot here came this pickup with LPN QGF (Queer Girl Friend, i immediately translated in my mind). He got out of it and started to stare at me. Again had to open the right door and bend inside because the lock on the left is broken. Two young guys were at the vehicle on my right to ride on that momentum.

All the (old fashion) women in the store and parking lot were smiling at me for a change though (i only have seven on my mind right now).

About one hundred other things out of the ordinary happened to me today during my walk and at the store. Can't possibly mention them all. (Is Mr.Bruce here mocking the walk of an old man?).  

1:55 Imagine that. After being bullied one hundred times during a walk and then during the drive to Home Depot, while having my mind something else all the time (thank y'Al), having to avoid almost ready made accidents and then in the parking lot guys pushing empty cards ostensibly raising their butts up, i felt relief when i entered in the store where it's much darker then outside. I was even telling myself, it has been a while (a self imposed ban due to things described below).

The door would not open, i was at the exit door, would have been too long to walk to the other door, finally someone got out and i entered, and though i saw this guy, did not look at his face, and probably even if i did could not have recognize him without his visor (yeah they always bring in guys i just spoke about, for reasons that are still unclear to me which in regular psychology or neurology whatever translate in erasing immediate memory of the careless viewers of course).

Then back in the lot, that guy stressed me with the LPN, and though i took a good look at his naturally arrogant face i said no, could not have been him. The two young guys next to me, one could have been the son of McCartney, but who the hell cares. Yeah the market cares but honestly i do not care about the market.

Question is. How long are they going to do this cause it is obvious they can afford to continue this game, indefinitely. Though it contains obvious criminal elements that no one appears to care about either.

How much cheaper would have been if they compensated me for the "accident" back in 96 and let me have a regular job and home, would have never crossed my mind to post on blogs and stuff.

2:22 Al what's really really gross is clear water your first pinned video. (Do you really think you can beat me at b...g, look at my blogs).

7:30 In other words...


8:12 She upstairs is here. About ready to wreck the building...