7:18 AM Less than 6 hours of sleep and my morning stomach pain that today does not go away. Again, breathing litter dust fallen from above. As a rule, all dust inhaled slowly clears the lungs and gets into your stomach. The reason for my persistent stomach pains between 1996 and 2006 with the high doses of "proton pump inhibitors" like Prilosec and Nexium and the sorts.

I believe it has something to do with what i posted from the hotel (doubling).

Then that Arab or Persian guy moved downstairs and started boiling sheep meat for hours, weekly. That bad smelling sheep fat getting inside walls and attic would help stabilize some of the dust.

And yes new mineral insulation is stabilized with (mineral) oil, other binders that evaporate in time.

No i can't remember exactly when i started the long hikes in the park and then at the wildlife refuge in Tualatin. Before the Greenway park was destroyed first by the disc golf course and then wet land restoration project that flooded a good part of it and before they put that kind of gravel that turns to dust on all the miles of refuge trails and you get rock dust on your shoes and pants.

After being in Romania in 2004 where i went to all hospitals in the area where i stayed for a total of one month. Some doctor in Cluj told me i had so many ulcers on my duodenum, it got bent by scars. In the same time Angela got diagnosed with colon cancer, probably for the same reason. Breathing that dust.

At the time (after Angela's surgery) i also heard about Vitamin D and at times i would take my shirt off for minutes at the time on trails. But that ended after i moved to Lake Oswego and started to hike at Tryon which was mostly forest with no sun. BTW was this post since 2012 that triggered the fading away of the cholesterol craze?

We live in the times of Metsubushi. The dust lady of 911. Could it be the current trend in the construction with "mineral wool" and "drywall" that started in the 70s was intentional.

7:42 A while ago they started to knock on wood at the construction site. It was supposed to end during winter time but i still see a mountain of gravel being moved from one place to another, vertical pillars in and the symbolic wall. And today they start the siding project. Yeah i opened the backdoor to take a picture and the place filled with poop smell. And the human butt shape of the bush groomed by the landscape team of ninja this week.

8:15 And yes eating ice cream in time will complete the job by cooling killing your pancreas. While in Lake Oswego when and where i got the diabetes i discovered the one gallon bucket with cheap ice-cream at WinCo.

8:30 Yes i will! get for a longtime the echoes of what i posted abut Romanian, US budgets.

1:54 I went for a walk. Can't remember when exactly it started, but by the time i passed the hospital i became very stiff and it was hard to walk. Like all my muscles have been invaded by parasites? From the litter dust yesterday?

When i left for the walk first i went and knotted a bag in the dumpster. The mailman came with one of the old vans (they got newer too, i saw in other days) at high speed and stopped suddenly. He was very nervous and he was hitting the boxes. He looked Asian and he wrapped his head with a red silklike shiny scarf.

I noticed some exhaust smell from that van. I crossed the alley and went so search in he grass. I found one that was stepped upon and picked with a bit of soil and thew it in the dumpster. Then i left. He came with the van and passed me giving me more exhaust and when i looked i saw a Caucasian looking guy, a celebrity maybe, reminding only of the first. He stopped at the mailbox and the entrance, giving me another pass.

About 15 minutes ago i heard a sound like a shotgun being fired in the alley near building D, a couple of times. Never mind, is July 1st.

During my trip i met with several stinking vehicles. I caught one on camera. The Revit pickup, again.

2:37 Vibration from construction site is so strong now i feel it in my legs.

10:31 I barely escaped going to the ER last night. I believe my insulin went bad and after the last injection and the three hours drive yesterday with no stops and then sitting at the computer, started to have some terrible cramp like pains in the left foot, very painful, like someone heavy stepped on my leg. It was like that. No pain for about 1-2 minutes and then a shooting pain that lasted about 5 seconds, awakening me like 100 times.

I also forgot the wi-fi on on my PC after i turned it on in the hotel, but there it was 2 meters away and here is less than one meter.

I took some ibuprofen and wrapped my foot in aluminum foil to preserve heat and finally feel asleep @4 AM. At 9 AM they came upstairs to vacuum the kitchen area after Friday before we left they did a carpet cleaning. There is also noise and vibration at the construction site.

We got a notice in the mail. Tomorrow they will start doing all siding in select buildings and one is building D across. A couple of years ago when they replaced the windows they also replaced the siding above and under the window, which counts for about half of the siding in front and rear of the building. A few more years ago they fixed siding and replaced large areas of it.

Now i have a burning sensation in both my calves and some sporadic shooting pains again in my left foot and soreness at the injection site.

Last night before i went to bed i also found and plugged a number of holes in the ceiling on top of where the AC blows. They were tiny holes in the paint like the paint shrank when it dried, but when touched with a dental probe, the probe went easily through.

The whole ceiling is bent in places by the up and down motion of the building when vehicles, some heavy, hit the speed bump in the alley and started to crack. Yes i was wrong in this posting. The outer "foundation" of the stairs gave in because of that speed bump and gargantuan trucks that most are not from here that move day and night and hit that bump.

1:57 PM I slept 3 more hours (after being awakened a number of times). The shooting pain is still there, though it lasts now only a second and is located in the tendon above the big toe of my left foot. I feel no pain when i massage the thing which indicates it is sciatic (if it's not, God forbid, in my brain).

But then why it shoots only when i stress out? And why it does not start if i keep the other foot on top of it?

There are also signs of dehydration. Toes and fingers are hard to bend and i feel no thirst and that is indication of falling of maybe litter dust through the tiny holes on top of the AC or presence of poop in the yard. Stomach and esophagus pain indicate i have been breathing that s...t yesterday.

10:17 It was not the insulin but the fast current of cold air coming from the cheap AC and inside the car.

10:18 Kale soup is elaborate but the results are up to the effort.

Hardest part of course is to obtain the kale when in season and then to wash it.

You need a big vessel of at least one gallon, cut the thicker ends that are more than half cm thick and throw them and then fill the vessel with cold water from the tap and then wash as much kale as you can hold in one hand at a time by reputedly immersing and letting loose and catch it again in several waters until the water is clear with no residues at the bottom before you throw the water.

All the other ingredients are well known and common in produce areas in grocery store. Best to go Sunday early norming when everything is freshly stocked. Sometimes organic items (bio, eco) are not as fresh as the others because of course people don't buy them as much. Yes, ideal is to go to a farmers' market. It looks kale is the first to grow and most abundant in your own tiny garden.

Wash 4 medium potatoes. 3 beets (a whole bunch), 2 carrots and one onion and optional one tomato, thoroughly  in several waters. Peel the potatoes. Cut them in cubes. Don't need to peel the beets before cutting them in cubes. Cut the carrots first longitudinally in four and then in small pieces a few mm thick. Peel the onion of one layer and chop it. Chop the tomato.

Roll the kale in manageable rolls and cut it perpendicularly as small as you can (about half cm will suffice). Yes, it would look like fettuccini LOL

Chop half onion and wrap the other in plastic foil and put in the fridge.

Sauté the chopped onion in olive oil for a couple of minutes on medium high or until translucent with your favorite spices (sweet paprika, curry and freshly ground pepper), add one or two spoons of white flour and mix and press with a kitchen nylon pallet until golden brown, then add some V8 and then a couple of inches of boiled water.

Put the potatoes, beets both cut in one cm cubes and carrots cut in pieces. Set it on high and wait to boil. Add the chopped kale. Add more boiling water (from a boiler or a separate pot) to cover it all. Some just add (bottled) water. I use bottled water for all soups. Bring it to a boil on high and then lower temperature to low (2.5 on electric stoves) and then set the timer to 15 minutes.

Ideal would be a glass lid to cover because it keeps more heat inside being a heat insulator and thus you need less vitamin destroying heat at bottom. Adjust the temperature to a simmering.

Set the timer to 15 minutes. Wash and roll and cut some parsley and add and boil a bit more. About 10-15 grams of salt would suffice for the amounts above (1/2 to 3/4 of a topped spoon) but you can go by taste. Note the liquid will be much saltier before all those ingredients absorb salt.

I  hate to make it only like to eat it if i didn't make it myself.

In the end you need a big soup spoon (i believe it is called ladle)? to portion.

Because it contains beets and potatoes it is a variant of a traditional Romanian, Ukrainian and Russian beets soup called borscht and it goes well with a bit of sour cream on top and yes you need a small army to eat this amount.

Though it can last in a well adjusted fridge (under 40 F or 4 C) for several days because of slightly acid ph (sourness) due to V8 and tomato, provided you cool it fast and put in in the fridge on a rack (to cool faster) and not on bottom and eat it like me, at past midnight, breakfast, lunch and dinner.

11:43 And yes, i did not fully understand and done interpreting your weekend posts until this evening, sorry. Cannot call it retardation because of the amount of stimuli and distractions and under influences in my life and the vast amount of information i have to go through daily. But you kind of expected some day i will screw up somehow. Wish it was morning so i can see your new posts.

As for the epidemic of "mental illnesses" in the US i believe there is only one thing to blame. Outdoor (traffic) and indoor (building materials, poor design) pollution.

When you live in a building that sheds stingy insulation and stingy sulfur dioxide loaded pieces of cardboard from walls dust you of course become overly excited and wanna go shopping like in a mall where there is less of that and then when the dose is lower with less noise and vibration and stimulation on your skin and guts you suddenly crash.

Of course you can control it provided you realize when it happens which is kind of impossible. I believe you can control it except for the pheromones. That is the toughest of all.

12:00 PM Just realized all icons on my desktop doubled their size and can't remember doing anything. This is scarry. Doubling doubling? Could it be i used a different cable for the monitor in the weekend and that changed the settings?

I can still feel the cat litter deodorant that fell in the room through those holes. Need to look for more holes and i am so lazy right now.

7:21 Is Pikachu inspired by young Princess Michiko 美智子?

10:35 AM First thought-inspiration of the day. It may be Metformin lowers your BG by promoting intestinal movement, the opposite of constipation that BTW may be caused by predators' symbiotic bacteria (through paralysis of intestinal muscles) and also by psychosomatic means (reverted bow). This way it releases back flow pressure on the pancreas that starts working more normally.

Exposure to that type of bacteria and reverted bow may be also intentional by groups of people that learnt to use it in their advantage, throughout recent evolution.

BTW just remembered. In the last week or so i started again to hear toilet flushing in the building every time i go to the restroom and sit there. It's automatic.

10:37 Second thought of the day. I watched a video too disgusting to re-post here, about the possible evolution of the mankind 1000 years from now but i want to add something. Why all depictions of aliens that supposedly visited us differ so much?

12:08 PM Went to Grocery Outlet store and Dollar Tree in TriCity. At Grocery Outlet i saw Kakcem with another disguise as a local with a beard, wearing a T-shirt with all kinda green guns on his chest at the nearest checker, turned towards me. Earlier the obvious German looking woman at that checker made me yell "Enema! Enema!" because she could not understand the first and second time when i said it. No they did not have any. At the Dollar Tree store the had but the Latina looking fat Japanese woman at the checker did not know what that was.

On the camera's card. Now i remember, the Mustang driver turned to left lane when i was ready to take the picture while the first truck turned to the right.
 

The view from my hotel's room.

Yet another coincidence. The roof where that kid's been before i saw the broken fiber optics box. For some weird reason the camera is not putting the timestamp on all pictures. It was taken May 25.

12:21 PM I think there was a laxative in the sealed Keurig cup. I almost burst while getting back at the hotel. Still not sure if i did not break my colon. Feels weird in that area (though no pain), could be a spider bite though and started to have chills.

There was missing about 2 gallons of gas from the tank, yesterday on trip summary i had 185 miles with an average of 41.5 mpg (5,7 liter per 100 km) and one more line or 1/8 tank on the gauge. Today it was near the last line with steady warning light on.

12:35 Was in the restroom. I thought i heard something at the door. The deadbolt was off.

12:45 I wrote about this several times but never did it right. I guess was too nervous about having to write it.

One day in spring/summer of 2007 i went and sat in the restroom. The old man from downstairs yelled "silence, cause i wanna poop" though i was not making any noise and it was silence (no other sources of noise). Ever since or suddenly since that day i can only go to the bathroom with an enema (unless if i have diarrhea or i take large doses of Metformin, 4 a day or as prescribed). 18 years now.

These days they started again at the apartment, flushing an audible toilet (nobody is upstairs) every time i get there, which generally makes me sick (by gas retention).

1:25 Last night Angela hit a 800 dollars jackpot. When this happens, it is always followed by something weird but this time it was also preceded by some weird stuff.

2:15 It could not have been a laxative in the coffee after all. Just discovered a small amount of dust on the TV where i set the PC under.

Having heard one hundred slammed door this morning. Some from the maids, most from customers.

The doors are poorly designed, very heavy with strong springs that sometimes are not well adjusted. When the door hits the frame the there is a shock wave transmitted to the whole building potentially shaking a bit of dust from the TV and i got to breath it.

There is a whole bunch of stuff in the gutter next to window (see the picture above) and yesterday we had the window open. But that could be just a starter or a "breeder" for the nutrients in the dust in the room with weird bacteria and yeasts your immune system is not accustomed with.

School of the hidden door could mean lots of things. One could be making a loud, "legitimate sound" when one eats in a light building, making him literally eat dust. They were doors being slammed, some harder than others as i ate an apricot before i got so sick i had to take a charcoal cap and go and look for Angela.

3:10 Went to get gas. I told Angela not to wait but she insisted to make a salad and ate it. At the gas station, a show. They were lines at the 12 pumps. A U-haul van. An Indian man from India with a van with LPN 66633 who moved from the line on a left gas door pump who parked 2 meters away from the pump and they tried to use the hose on the other side. Symbolizing, he is of the left and trying to fit on the right.

When i started pumping, a very annoying barking dog in the U-haul van. When i exited... Whatever.

409 miles, 11.5 gallons. Not too bad after Angela going to work with that fillup done at Spirit Mountain, for a whole week. But i remember clearly. It was at 1/8 tank. Would not have parked with a level that low, risking to remain in the parking lot when i passed by the gas station last night.

Ok so it might not have been dust from the TV. What i did different from all other times. I said, what the heck, enough with the paranoia and did not stop the AC last night.

And did not describe well enough. When the heavy doors closes, the latch hits the frame and the springs of the door goes against the spring of the latch, stops a little and then it slams. The only way it does not is if you control it with your hand, if you are lucky.

The AC ducts are full of dust inside, will try to take a picture through the grill. So the shockwave shakes the dust inside the AC ducts.

Google AI sophisticated computers (even when not in AI mode chosen by user) keep changing answers to questions so i will do a screenshot here. Yes, the door requires a force to close which is provided by the spring on top, but when the latch is closed, is slammed. Guests do not have always something to do, though many are tempted to let the door close by itself since it has a spring for that purpose.

But that is not only a spring, it has a shock absorber inside that is supposed to slow the door down for the last inch or so, resulting in a smooth close. I think i've seen some (too few) doing that. But that shock absorber wears out first and then it's useless and hopeless.

And of course "the system" can be also abused.

4:05 Got hungry, went to eat a can of fish. I ignored the slams before that. Got yet another dysphagia episode. Went at the restroom. More noises. It feels like it's only me and the ninja here at this end of the corridor and they are continuously speaking to me. With doors slammed and stomps.

Back Street Boys. They wanted it that way (the only other way away from women).

4:20  Ok maybe it was him at Grocery Outlet, not Kacem. Maybe he is about to give up his "career".

No i did not watch the CMA fest show. I fell asleep in a minute or so. I am not familiar with the young ones.

4:42 It never ends. Angela put her 800 bucks in room's safe and came to take another 200. Kids were running on the corridor when she left.

I tried a prune after got sick from an apricot earlier Angela bought from Fred Meyer yesterday and they seem to be in the some state of suspended animation, which is not ripe but sweet rotten. Kids again talking to someone at their door. Kids again yelling and running.

4:50 I believe they have the same type of ACs in hospitals

6:00 After all that happened and all i wrote here tonight and after i heard "dead man walking tonight" in the casino i thought maybe it was time i get back in the room, have another drink. Yes i wanted to cut the hair on my face before i left yesterday but i did not have the time. Have a great weekend too y'all.

12:40 AM Next day. Our door is next to a door at the end of the corridor that says "employees only". To "retaliate" for what i wrote today they came and slammed that door about 100 times in the last couple of hours, awakening me about 10 times. In the end i started the recorder and they kinda stopped, but i hear them again.

2:30 Angela made a surprise to me and bought a bottle of Courvoisier. Got to confess, been very disappointed. No much difference with Paul Mason which is 5 times cheaper especially in 1.7 litter bottles. I drank something similar in taste but much better at my father who made brandy from discarded grapes after pressing for wine (with some water and sugar added).

4:00 AM My stomach started to raise all the way to my mouth. I knew it was time to go and check outside. It was Thursday, the dumpsters have been emptied, leaving behind a one inch mud on the bottom. But that was not stinking that much since i poured pounds of baking soda last time.

But tonight. Someone brought a bag with fermented garbage wet brown and black from somewhere else and poured it in a corner making a pile of a few inches high, hard to dry or come in contact with oxygen. I went with my fishing pole and tried to spread the thing however hidden in that pile they were two open bags with poop inside.

They were too dirty to even think about knotting. So i just caught them with my tool and threw them in some open big brown grocery bags that were in the other end, harder to reach, hoping the paper will absorb the smell. I don't know if that is going to help but i am not knotting those.

One gigantic pickup, the size of a tank with four blinding lights in front and one under, lighting the pavement, passed by.

Question. Is anybody actually living in this complex or they all live in the next one and just pass by for show?

Better idea. Should have put them with my tool on the ground and pick them like poops in the bag i had in my pocket by i was too shocked and that truck distracted me.

10:55 Începând din ziua în care am postat clip ăla cu CC Catch care dovdedsc antifenismul unor clipuri (și mai sunt, mult altele, nu am timp de asta acum), apare în fiecare zi tâmpenia cu pantera neagră din Bulgaria. Mai lăsați-ne.

De fapt după cum am spus de atâtea ori, apar atâtea contra știri ca să dovedească inutilitatea a ce postez eu încât nu am timp să mă ocup de toate. E ca un concurs din ăla la grădiniță care spune ce ultimul. Amin.
 
Apropo oare Trump s-a simțit luat la mișto când am postat clipul acela și a vorbit cu Ayatolahul să scape și niște chestii pe acolo?

11:05 This song is ok but the guy sings like he has his mouth full of dumplings (găluște). So is it ok "to say a lie and not to hurt you"?

11:40 Cannot remember right now who else is singing like this but i'm sure there's more. I checked a song by Duran Duran and what do i realize. The style, instruments, rhytm machine, female voice if not melody is taken completely from Michael Crețu's and Sandra's Enigma.

No Duran Duran was nothing like that prior to 1990 though it contained plenty of sexual allusions in the well known, still played The Reflex.

In fact, i always thought Come Undone belonged to them. Enigma.


12:43 PM Yeah Tears for Fears and many others as they say. New wave derives from punk.  

I didn't know! Lip Syncorporated (while disko derives from funk).


2:30 Got about one more hour till i leave for Canyonville. I did laundry all day, now packing things, ready to take a shower, started one more load. A guy came upstairs with a can of something, i thought it was detergent. I looked and saw a van that resembles of a carpet cleaner van. However he started hammering above and is so loud it vibrates the floor here and i feel the slams physically.

I tried to record it, my other computer is packed, this one does not connect with the recorder. It's violent. I think they are getting me ready for the drive. (And i got to something at the car before i leave, about 15 minutes). I'm sure it's got something to do with what i posted above.

Now he actually started the vacuum on his van with about 70 dB of noise i was dreading when i first saw him but that is nothing when compared to what he did earlier.

3:15 I would estimate about 300 sqft or carpet upstairs, it's more than half hour now, yeah he's going down the stairs as i came here at this computer near the window and the stairs and he now he stopped it. Got to go at my car, do something as i said.

4:17 What? ;)

4:38 Kids came yelling like crazy in the alley when we were getting ready to leave. Angela went outside and the guy with black BMW with modified exhaust started the alarm.

5:15 I was moving towards the car with the suitcase. About 10 kinds surrounded the car, yelling and conversing.

9:46 Ok i'm here at 7 feathers in a room with a single bed and one for kids  next to window. Courvoisier taste so much better after a 3 hours drive in almost clean air and in the cleanliness of the hotel room. This time could not find a room at upper level, i got upstairs neighbors too but the stepping on the floor is barely heard in here.

10:45 Somebody yesterday put on my windshield a sticker saying "Noche de futbol" and then probably some finer print under. Today i moved the truck but was too lazy to take it off. Now i realize i should have. But last time when we left an equal amount of kids gathered thought they were not playing soccer like today. They destroyed the fiber box at the next building exposing the mold under (my camera is in the car) and now we got an email saying they will do the siding on select building. But  they did the siding a few years ago?

10:57 For some reason i was craving noodles soup. So i made some using the Keurig. You have to add more water, over the sign and it works. And of course no coffee cup.

11:30 On my way here. Before Rice Hill a guy with shaven head (skinhead) in a Toyota with LPN GRB (which i translated garbage) passed us on the right and he gave me a look wile covering his face. A few miles after, on a... hill in a forested area i glimpsed on the left shoulder two familiar green bags with knots as big as Trump's red tie knot.

I was telling Angela. If i went and pulled both sides of those knots it would give in 3 inches before being properly closed. In other words, opened. In the same time i felt the familiar smell. Within minutes the floral make up of my intestine changed from human to dog. But there is psycho active component to it.

Dogs as descendants from wolves are social animals. In fact i read the assimilate the owner with the leader of the pack. I believe in certain conditions their poops contain chemical signals for other packs to stay away or else.

But for pray it could be their doom, smelling that stuff. It completely changed my mood. In other words, i started to feel weird and submissive. And that only after driving through that cloud of smell for a few seconds.

When we got here i parked in the back in the only empty spot while Angela went to the reception, trying to get some rest after 3 hours non stop driving. Behind in the grass must have been some and the result is now after i ate two cookies... Now if i go in the casino, the people would start to believe i'm a dog.

No, i'm too tired. I think i will go to bed and get some sleep (only slept 5 hours last night).

9:22 AM (28) Yey! The year plugs i made last night of cotton balls worked! (and i slept through the morning rush of doors slammed at the hotel) (forgot to take some).

Last night was too tired to get here at the computer after i realized. One of the results of the stumps yesterday one hour before i left was to get dust in me eyes for the trip. Eyes were hurting throughout the night.

BTW have you ever seen 3 semis passing a Mustang with 75 mph? They passed me and other cars among which the newer Mustang. Got it on camera but was late, one of them rushed back in the right lane, like they knew i was taking a picture but the 2 others were "trapped" in the left lane.

BTW just after we left at about 5:30 (when i finally finished to dry the last load of laundry) when i got on the freeway, there was a jam and a Panske van went in my lane, ignoring me and i had to move on the shoulder. (But the stink was coming from an empty gallon bottle of milk which i am positive i have rinsed twice about a week before).

1:27 AM A crescut kale în grădina noastră (și ridichi) așa că de câteva zile facem supă de kale (noi îi spunem și borș sau chiar supă, mai ales în engleză), nu e nimic ca o supă de kale la ora 1 jumate noaptea. Ce voiam să spun. Am mai spus și cu alte ocazii.

Ați văzut prin filme și nu numai cum se salută japonezii. Se apleacă, în funcție de nivelul social al ambilor. Nu am să caut acum de ce sau alte detalii, dar vreau să spun că ei au și plecăciunea inversă, rezervată pentru dușmani. Se uită când te uiți dar cel mai bine dacă e semnalat de altcineva, așa încât să pară că nu o face pentru tine, și se apleacă invers cu un motiv oarecare, a scăpat ceva, arătându-ți fundul. Bănuiesc că ei aleg și un moment, în funcție de starea ta de moment, nu știu.

Chestia e că în câteva minute sau ore (nu știu exact când și de ce) începe să apară un disconfort în respirație care poate merge până la palpitații, prin ridicarea mușchiului diafragmă care răsucește inima.

Bănuiesc că unul mai slab de înger poate s-o și mierlească de la așa ceva. Bine întotdeauna trebuie combinat cu obstrucție nazală parțială care de asemenea trage diafragma în sus creând vid parțial în plămâni de fiecare dată când tragi aer și pentru asta îți produc oamenii niște fum pe lângă casă.

Deci e posibil, arte marțiale fără atingere, de la distanță, nu lasă urme și nici nu știi ce s-a întâmplat (cine își amintește că s-a aplecat unul cu fundul la tine să-și ia cheile de pe stradă) dacă nu ți se întâmplă de o mie de ori ca mie și până la urmă te prinzi. Dar plecăciunea nu e niciodată din genunchi ci din fund. Fundul trebuie să fie în sus, mult deasupra capului.

Deci mi-am amintit, pe când făceam poza cu sticla cred s-a aplecat cineva tocmai în capătul celălalt al parcării. A și cel mai bine merge cu pantaloni negri sau de culoare închisă.

Da și au lăsat și semnătura pe asfalt, un soare cu niște raze.

10:57

10:22 PM Can't find my phone. I had it last night when i went at the locker. Today i went for a short walk and i never leave wihtout it. I forgot to check the sign at the door when i left. I was very tired due to eye irritation last night. Then i thought i heard it beeping somewhere like for low battery and stuff.

10:33 Today when Angela came from work and Fred Meyer a little Latina girl with a phone in her hands stopped by our car, staring at us.

1:25 AM the next day. Found the phone while searching for something else after i gave up and had the rest of my birthday ruined. It was sitting vertically on the edge of a drawer hole (drawer is taken out for ventialation purposes) on the tween beds next to bedroom window.

In the morning i've been there for about an hour, before giving up trying to get some more sleep, laying in the other tween bed, far from that side. Can't think of any reason to have taken the phone with me there. Phone is off all the time. Ok i fell asleep watching CMA for reason of being drunk and must have fallen out of my pocket. And then i figured i don't have it when i went to the garden.

Could it have had a USB cable plugged and then removed through the window (screens are partly glued) while i was sleeping in the living? I remember when i was trying to fall asleep in the living i heard it beeping next to me like going out of battery which right now is 17%.

I think it was meant to fall in that hole and would not have found it for a long time after that hypothetic USB cable was pulled. I don't know. No there are no calls or messages in the logs. Tomorrow a radio tag goes on it. With a ring attached to the plasic cover. Ok maybe after the weekend.

1:03 AM Every time i go at night to pick the poops i get like 10-15 quiet minutes to enjoy my poops time. And then when i pick them all and start walking towards the dumpster somebody show up just in time to pretend they caught me and that was the only reason i threw them.

Wait a minute. Are those pennies falling in the water in the beginning? I think i know where Nirvana inspired from in that video with the baby chasing a dollar bill in a pool.

And yes there is a pool in most cheap motels in the US. Never went in one of those because i know they never change the water, they just filter it and add chlorine.

10:59 PM Just heard a big stump upstairs in bedroom areea. I thought she left, two guys from maintenance worked today (one of the reasons we left) and there was light upstairs and open windows when we came though i heard no noise so far or after.

11:30 My eyes hurt, got a headache. There was a big traffic jam both on I5 and 205 (normal at this hour). 37 miles took more than one our and a half. Here are three pictures showing the timeline (though the last one (first here) was taken half hour after i got there).

The reason i took the pictures. First, to show how many people are involved in this. The GKZ car, one way or the other i always get a few at every trip. All other cars surrounding have all kinda symbolic LPN suggesting everybody in traffic is involved somehow. But not only the plates, the brands are symbolic as well. I just can't go and photograph every of them or at least make notes.

The horse trailer. The AI that directs the traffic, through instruction to drivers let me catch up with. that after i felt the smell of some sort of yeast, for many minutes. When i reached it, i was tempted to photograph it but the traffic was halting every time i raised the camera putting me at high risk. they were one hundred cars in front of me that all stopped simultaneously (not one by one).

Many of the drivers i looked at were Asians.

Last picture (first below). There was a broken bottle made of glass in front of where i found a spot and Angela went inside to get food (for points) spot and every minute one car was passing, cracking more pieces, projecting in the air the finest glass sharp dust. The reason i have trouble seeing right now but also sleeping. My voice has changed as well and i got a sore throat.

Right now there's also a chocking smell outside.

In the casino, on the alleys, most people were displaying all kinda racist allusions. Next to me came and parked a car rear first saying Gutierez on it, probably "the name of the owner" and a tall Asian got out. There was this guy picking garbage with a short grabber figuring a gun that passed between my car and the next while i was kinda laying, resting. Later i saw him picking the garbage from a can at the entrance while i was entering the casino and i felt it was an allusion that i go all day and knot poop bags at the dumpsters.

I complained yesterday i saw a cop car with 3 cops in Tualatin. When we left they were 5 Tribal Police cars in front and the cops were all gathered on a side, talking.

5:30 PM Last trick first. When i entered the complex i signaled long before. However an older Nissan Quest white van was so close to me it made me honk when i cleared them. However, that was not a good idea. The group of Japanese kids disguised as Latinos that usually hangs around the building was there in the Legacy Parking lot and it appeared as i honked at them because the Nissan Quest was on the street and me on the alley when i honked.

I had others in mind when i came from Walmart. Yes my brain is defogging a little after i've been under poops all day long. Ok i remembered. Yesterday when i went at Walmart a Security SUV started to follow me right after i entered the lot. Today when i got in the store the Tigard Police were arresting a guy. But they were at least 3 cops in one SUV.

Thin and skinny with a goatee and tattoos everywhere. Was trying to remember when it was the last time i saw the Police arresting someone around here.

None since they arrested me in 1996 (but that doesn't count since i was arrested by Joan Jett and Lita Ford). No i can't remember any. As i was passing going towards the entrance, a Police woman came after me and stopped at yet another... Alexa Crush meme in front of the store who apparently was with the guy. She was pushing a bicycle.

Which reminds me of earlier. I went for a short walk though it was 86 degrees outside.

Had to breath a little. I picked earlier numerous poops from an area beyond the alley on the right here and also on the grass, a total of ten maybe. The guy with gigantic poops moved to poop there. When the wind shifts in this direction i could smell those from  here. After they dried (at the surface only, in the sun), they have the exact color of the red chips they sit upon. Looked yesterday but did not see them.

So i went. Right after i passed the Brookdale Memorial center for seniors, a woman came from the hospital alley and started to walk in front of me, forcing me to see her "sexy moving body". When i decided to turn around and go where i came from, she did that again. She was walking faster than me, passed me and again was walking in front of me, talking on the phone with an aggressive voice. Which reminded me that last time i went there, a similar thing happened.

A blond more old woman walked intentionally in front of me for about 10 minutes.

When i came from Walmart a driver was playfully chasing the kids on the alley in front of our building, honking. I figured because he did not want me to give me the Doritos and the cake i bought from Walmart for my birthday.

When i left the second time a small shirtless brown kid was running in front of my car for the whole length of the complex.

Ok i think i saw (or better said heard) last of the woman upstairs yesterday when she dragged that thing on the stairs. Today they started to come from the maintenance to maintain the place.

12:15 AM next day. Ce mult îmi doresc și eu o inteligență din aia artificială. Am muncit azi mai mult sau mai puțin toată ziua doar ca să transfer 110 cifre din buget într-o foaie de calcul și să fac două grafice. Da chiar am încercat chatGPT de care am auzit atâtea însă mi-a cerut să convertesc întâi fișierele pdf în text bla bla.

Ce fel de inteligență artificială e aia care nu știe să citească două câmpuri dintr-un fișier pdf? pfff...

Problema însă nu e așa de mult munca ci posibilitatea de a face greșeli.

12:30 I think she looks like one of the cops who arrested that guy in front of Walmart.

8:23 AM I went and neutralized some poops, did not have enough bags, just saw a guy who i think does not pick with his dog in front of my windows.

2:20 PM I slept for about 4 hours and when i awoke i saw the market reaction to the Iran's missiles in Qatar. She upstairs then came to move again. Now she's dragging something down the stairs.

Did this had something to do with what i just posted about Qatar being on top of the list of biggest CO2 generators per capita in the world? (Click on the arrows next to 2000 twice to sort the list with biggest consumers first).

3:43 I got a jacket i go to casinos with, after i washed in a load with other stuff and sitting in the drier after it became all wrinkled, it was wrinkled to start with, i put it in the washer with just water on "a very small cycle", upstairs it became silent, the Princess appeared at 4 in the balcony, tested me with some music "Love Me Like You Do" then she moved back upstairs (through the attic) and then she left.

After drying the jacket alone for about 15 minutes most wrinkles disappeared.

3:55 Angela came from the garden and Fred Meyer with bags, at least one kid passed behind the car as i went to help with the bags, there are three now across alley. I wanted to go take the big rocks that appeared on the grass after the rain near the door, they create whole ecosystems under. There are two more in the middle of the yard. The blond guy passed with his dog.

8:08 They were 5 kids behind the car when i left and now they are three, talking lasciviously (is that such term?) Did not understand what they were saying, just the tone. Took two of the rocks from the grass near the dumpster, about 5 pounds each, neutralized 5 poops.

A new strategy, the new guy with the big white dog i think he started to use clear bags (still unknotted that weigh more than one pound) after leaving the huge poop in the grass for weeks) and i just figured clear bags are not as bad as black bags which block any UV. To compensate, he always hides them under big sacks but still not that smelly. The yellow bag must be from the blond guy.

(A few paragraph above i found something i wrote i did not intend to or maybe i did not write. Maybe i used the spell checker and did not pay attention. Corrected).

5:00 She is now back playing music in her balcony at 4.

9:40 For a moment i forgot want i wanted to write about. Forgot again. Ok after one minute i remembered. Keep repeating in my mind. Walmart. T-shirts. Polo-shirts. Ok i wanted to get one or two and throw the color fading ones i own for 20 years (yes like in the commercial youtube pushes me all the time (how they know?)).

However. Walmart switched from 30 years old George brand (which BTW was solid but under average even for Walmart) to Reebook. With tiny red and colored subliminal logos, colored and/or red on black or blue embraided on the left side of the chest. AsDa.

I did not want anybody to believe i started to read books (on paper) so i just passed. Thinking Amazon.

10:53 Wanna know if you are high on something or drunk or burnt out or... whatever (and should not drive or social networking or anything). Here's a test (i just passed, hardly).

Read this once (please don't cheat):

WORCESTERSHIRE

Look away from the computer or phone or anything for ten seconds and try repeating (without re-reading of course)...

11:23 Who is that guy on the right?

11:30 I was thinking about today and i thought i heard a voice speaking singing in my mind. With music, it always happens like this, and then i make a connection to what just happened and i figured my subconscious was right. It was ethereal Michael Stipe voice saying... "This was just a dream" "This was just a dream" but then when i searched for the video, i saw the guy in the first frame and then i became curious and watched the whole video and realized, though i watched it many times before, i never played attention to the one million symbols present in the video...

Trouble seeing, when she was here (again) besides stepping hard, she dragged something really heavy on the stairs, disturbed all dust from walls and stairs with some from attic and now my eyes are so irritated i cannot see what i'm typing..

3:40 AM Been to dispose of the poops. There was in the dumpster in a bag too tight caught in other things. Got wetted by sprinklers. In the spot at F6 (upstairs) next to our car there's a fat Asian woman made blond who started the very loud exhaust engine and then stopped and then she was smoking and then... whatever.

I thought i forogt my phone in the car. Opened the door, there was a guy walking under the door towards that SUV. It was like he was visiting someone at the next entrance.

3:45 Went to search for the phone, it was not in the car, but a racoon came towards me and then hid under the car. Found the phone on the carpet next to where i sat. They started that loud SUV again.

3:50 Earlier at the Spirit Mountain. We bought fish and chips for me (my own choice) and burger for Angela. In the food court they were two of the princesses, made up like Spanish women. Too big faces though. Another Alexa meme. A guy who looked like Dr. Michael Jaczko.

For the third time in a row, including once at Indian Head, the fish tasted like unkooked flour. I believe they are pre-cooking the fish and then put it in the batter and fry the whole thing and the batter is uncooked because the uncooked fish is apparent (hard). Or the chips were pre-cooked and wrapped in flour and then fried.

Then in about half hour i got the sickest ever. Was walking towards the casino, crawled back at the car, was confused, could not find it, took two carcoal caps, and then two more inside, that thing fermented in me and was full of gas and then two more in the car and finally cleared from that food infection.

That exhaust is really loud, i think i'm going to record it. No i can't cause they left. Part of the LPN was MUX. Did not see the brand, closest an older, square at the corners white Toyota or Ford.

At Chinook Winds they had a 30 years anniversary, with fireworks. I parked in a higher spot to watch the fireworks that was in the an area with much signal from the cell phone tower, got the pains. The machines like usualy in these occasions were loose. They announced a number of jackpots over 5000 dollars. Angela made 350, me i lost 10. We stopped at Spirit Mountain to get food and gas and Angela lost 250. I swear i will never go there again.

10:58 Slept about 5 hours. Got violently awakened by poop smell. Found several on the ground and one big black bag open in the bin about half hour ago.

8:40 Slept through the day until half your ago. Kids were yelling at our windows for hours, awoke me once. Got pains in hands and soles of my feet form yesterday's exposure. Tried to eat something, i hear yells at every contraction of my irritated esophagus.

12:33 Asta se spune și despre ninja în Bansenshukai. Tot ce văd în complex, Tualatin, Oregon e doar ninja.

(Friday night at Spirit Mountain an Iranian looking woman (tall and thin) came and sat next to me for the few seconds i pulled the money out of the machine and left, Yeah i know i shouldn't go but by the time Angela got home i was dizzy by the smell of poop. Once i dispose of one another one pops, no chance).

11:48 While listening to my stick in the car i re-discovered a completely forgotten song since... 96? 94? (when music sounded so much happier). Anyways looks like a source of inspiration for today's our Taylor Carpenter. Can you believe the catchy, obsessive combination bass-percussion is not AI? (And the black guy salivating (never saw the video at the time or did not pay attention though i listened to the cheering, mind blowing song one thousand times on the radio).

2:03 AM Longest day of the year just began. From now on days only get shorter until December 21. Rainy in Portland. Horror stories from the dumpster i won't tell except ever since i said i have a hook in the tip of the fishing pole to fish the bags and knot them, i find every day a broken bag. Never broke a bag with that hook, the pole is too thin at top, it does not have that kinda of force. And is a discarded grocery produce bag, the kind i use.

2:08 Just because i posted about the tiny desk studio?

2:15 Yeah i don't like the way i spoke tonight in the recorder. Too tired, too much hesitation and of course my purest Romanian accent. I will try to summarize here.

Ninja nation. Don't know if this is the first edition but is proof they knew about, before many other Europeans. And yes, ninjutsu is not a sport. 1985, now we're talking.

2:26 Too awkward to be AI. "On camera! On camera!". "European Union". See (hear) what i'm talking about?


3:53 PM Citesc știrile și mă îngrozesc. Prea multe mesaje (subtile) contra ce scriu eu în toată media dar am decis să răspund la câteva. O elevă puțin prea sexy îmbrăcată și un al doilea mesaj secundar. Prietenii (e vorba de titlul blogului meu principal). Al treilea. Cele 15 10 porunci de pe tablele legii ale lui Moise.

Ceea ce mă face să-mi amintesc o notă mentală (să scriu pe blog) de ieri din mașină, imediat după ce am plecat (și pe care o uitasem după  niște faze-șoc pe stradă).

Am ascultat zilele astea în mașină muzică bună pe săturate, în loc să fiu bullied the (normal, AI) DJ-eii de la radio. Și aveam chef de Eagles și am pus Eagles și am ascultat de mai multe ori New Kid in Town urmărind normal cuvintele fiindcă melodia o știu notă cu notă și de-odată am avut niște revelații.

Prima revelație e ușor de explicat.

Pentru cea de-a doua, trebuie să adaug niște cuvinte. În melodie sunt două prim-planuri, unul cu noul venit (come out) și al doilea, intercalat, cu inutililtatea relațiilor cu femeile. Am văzut și la Freddie Mercury.

9:10 Did you know they can induce diarrhea with a dog poop with diarrhea outside your door? And one hypothesis. Every time they put one on top of the bin i get dizzy.

May layers traps for me this morning. First i went to take the garbage (and check the bin). It did not rain in what, 2 months while i never say furniture with upholstery in the no dumping place. Today it was scheduled and it sprinkled like .1 inches of rain and there was some in the dumpster.

But surprisingly, the lid on that side of that dumpster was put on (they usually remove it after Thursday when the garbage driver leave them closed). Why. Because there was a poop in a bag caught on top between the lid and the dumpster. But did not see that one at first because they used a clear bag,  the same kinda discarded grocery produce bags i use to remove the poops, so it did not trigger a visual alert.

Have seen no poops in the bin and went around a little bit and then i saw it. It was one with diarrhea, also sprinkled by the rain, in the elevated far area of the yard. So that explains my belly pains after i ate this morning.

Picked that one, went back to the dumpster, finally saw the one on top, thinking to come and get my tool but i saw a stick in the dumpster, tied to another stick with a few leather or other material ties, in a ladder or stretcher like fashion,  however i could use it to get the one on top but it fell in the intricacies of that piece of furniture, not to be seen, and now i can't knot it tight. While i was staring to see where it went, a truck with a trailer (drivers are always new to me, but this one was looking like professor Yuji which prompted me to go and try to see if he is Stevie Wonder as i thought he was but no, Stevie Wonder has very small ears.

7:37 AM Last night i went at the garden with Angela to consolidate the shades on our beds and i felt, like last time, smell of dog poop and for sometime i ignored it, but then i went around to check and there was one like metes away from one of the beds, big and black and we did not have any suitable bag to pick it for removal and we were leaving anyways. There is an apartment complex nearby.

I was nauseated all evening after and this morning i awoke with a headache, also because of AC yesterday and now i feel the smell of another one probably coming from outside which probably awoke me.

5:35 PM I saw Kacem in two different disguises today. One, distracting Angela when driving while a car came down from the alley at Legacy building.

Somebody broke a beer bottle (yes, Corona) in the alley and lots of cars ran with their tires milling it in a very fine glass dust making us very irritated.

There was a huge poop near the sliding door, making me sleepy and dizzy all day.

For several days now insulin is not working on me anymore. Started two new pens, no effect. No initial reaction (shortness of breath, hot flashes for about one hour) and no lowering of BG.

The kids came in the backyard and started to hit a ball while i was trying to finish my salad. I put the blinds on in the living.

5:40 Now they hit the rails at the stairs, really hard, shaking the whole building.