1:00 AM Wanted to see better some faces on Instagram. More than a year ago i created an Instagram account. Never posted anything or even watched much with it, but after a day or two the account got closed. Then they wanted me to upload a video of myself with holding a number they gave sort of like a jail mugshot. Don't know what to do.

8:45 AM I took another 1/4 of Zyrtec and i slept, with the head next to the AC column. Though it was stopped, was emanating sulfur dioxide because the dust inside of it is soaked with it from the leaks by the light fixtures. Got my upper respiratory ways irritated by it. I believe the humidity created by the nearby pool entering the walls exacerbates the issue. When the pool was closed earlier this year it was not that bad.

9:02 Can't sleep with the open window. The noise next to open window from AC fans is 62 dB

11:31 PM I was one hour into the trip Portland-Canyonville, 190 miles. I was doing 75 in a 65 like everybody else. Talking about everybody else. Got into a jam right after leaving Portland. Got stuck near a semi with the brand May Trucking for about 15 minutes.

Basically i had behind me most of the time someone too close though the traffic was pretty relaxed. They just liked to stay there. I moved out of the way about 10 times but guess what. They went and started to push the next one. Never understood why. They could probably gain a few seconds per mile.

Yeah this image taken from the mirror would have made sense at 20 or 30 mph. But at 75?


As i was saying. I was doing 75 in a 65 when i saw a dust devil on the field on the right. I started to (excruciatingly slowly) to pass a semi. From behind, a small red car was approaching fast. How fast? He was probably doing 90. Could not get out of the way, i tried to accelerate, i think i was in a slight slope, the car would not respond quickly.

Finally i caught some speed, at 85 he was still glued to my derriere. So i finished passing the semi, moved out of his way on first lane in front of the semi and slowed back to 75 when i felt like i was hit by something. Very quick. Left-right. Or right-left. Seconds after i took the first picture with that guy. I figured it was another dust devil but an invisible one, right on the surface of the freeway (no dust). Wondering what would have happened if it caught me doing 90 when i was pushed by that crazy.

But guess what. He himself was pushed by another guy from behind. Maybe. Whatever.

Within the same minute i caught another dust devil on camera.

But why? Is the nature, the Universe or the kami all conspiring against me to cover the story with dust and s...t i left home for this weekend? See what i'm talking about? That building is deserted, they got furniture and stuff at the monster apartment but no one really lives here, like in the whole complex, they just show from time to time.    

10:15 Last night had big trouble falling asleep and was awakening each time with apnea. Then i found a big through hole in the wall in the bathroom, behind door, about one square inch in size. Was previously taped (probably by a customer) and the tape has been removed. Numerous uncaulked (never caulked) areas everywhere. There are 5 recessed light fixtures and three sprinklers, all with big uncaulked gaps around. Fell asleep and slept maybe 5 hours.

It  probably wouldn't be such a big deal if it wasn't for noise and/or slammed doors.

Base from music outside and even talking aloud would vibrate the paper thin wall, make the content spill inside.  Not talking about slamming doors like right now. Was curious about one thing (nothing about sulfur dioxide soaked dust leaking from the wall into the room).

10:36 When did i hear this BS the first time? 20 years ago? From China only? "Sulfate, a component of gypsum". Synthetic or not, "drywall" has the same incurable chemical formula. Calcium sulfate is the only component of gypsum.

All drywall leaks sulfur dioxide. An old leak is not that bad cause it has vented and the concentration inside wall is low. Problem is with sealed areas where there is a new leak.

11:35 I started to get sleepy, was thinking to go get more sleep and then i looked above from where i slept last night. There are 7 light fixtures like this, installed inside ceiling with no caulking. I think this area of the hotel is fairly new or newly remodeled but this fixture is the worst. Right above bed where people try to sleep.

Thing is last night was feeling too tired to drink after a whole week of being exposed to dust and especially after last day with the base sound so i did not have one single drop of anything.

Maybe that was the reason why i did not look in the past and did not see those cracks and holes. When i was drinking i was usually falling asleep (or passing out whatever came first) and was awakened by the maids slamming doors and shaking/sprinkling dust on me.

4:25 PM There are seven of those lights in the room, like the Seven Suns in Buddha's sermon. Like the 7 Fathers or 7 Lucky Gods in Wa Shinto.

I have the proof the gas (aerosols, whatever) is coming from those holes. I covered the one on top of the bed with plastic foil and it became electrostatically attached to the ceiling and i slept two more hours. After that, it fell (should have added some tape, stupid) and the smell became apparent. I woke up in that smell, completely drained out of energy, like it was kryptonite. Can barely walk.

How many times i got sick in this hotel, lately, running for Angela on the casino floor?

4:50 That curved light fixture could also represent a fishing pole, and i am the fish?

7:07 The Shinto worship the kami and their own ancestors. The founders of US Constitution are often referred to as the "Founding Fathers" while George Washington is shown as god on the highest point of US Capitol building and worshiped as a kami in a Shinto sect in Hawaii.

7:32 One slammed door that moved my head on the pillow... Two slammed doors that moved my head on the pillow... Three slammed doors that moved my head on the pillow... For one to understand how flimsy these structures are... It's exactly like at the apartment when they slam doors at cars, letting me have it...

8:11 Does the word communist have something to do with kami? (one big slammed door here).

8:53

12:22 Though it sounds very "scientific" a negative ion generator is the simplest device. It is made of a high voltage power supply, usually electronic, and at least a couple of very sharp pins. The high voltage power supply moves (pumps) electrons at the negative output and creates "holes" or lack of electrons at the other.

The surplus of electrons at the negative end is then applied to sharp needles, the most simple ones having the shape of a snake's tongue. Because they repel each other, the surplus of electrons tend to slide on the surface of the pins and create naturally a pressure on the tip and from there they are expelled in the air.

A small fan completes the setup. So this is what it is, a sprayer of electrons (LOL i believe it also sounds "very scientific").

Once the electrons in the air, they are attracted by the dust particle that have been electrified positively or stripped of electrons and float in the air being repelled by each others and insulating surfaces (like a whole wooden building painted with polymers) surfaces that get also positively electrified by some of the dust particles by stealing their surface electrons.

The dust particles, that can be sharp nanometric ground glass or silica breakage, get their electrons back and then they fall to the ground (or carpet whatever). Because they are so small they cannot be seen in the air before or after the fall when they fall they forever combine (mechanically entangled) with bigger, microscopical normal household dust and are vacuumed at the next cleaning.

Small electrified mineral dust particles are stingy on the skin because they can trigger pain receptors. However long term exposure lead to inflammation that goes beyond the skin surface.

1:00 Apropo mi-am amintit de o chestie. Numele dat de europeni românilor, acela de vlahi cred că se trage de la îmbrăcămintea de in, fiindcă în limbile europene de origine germanică la in se spune flax în engleză, Flachs in Germană, vlas în olandeză, etc.. În engleză cuvântul de origine germană, flax, coexistă cu cel de origine latină, linnen.

1:48 This guy who comes from time in and out apartment D5 and owns two Silverados could be...

2:07 Last night we went to a store and bought some poppy seeds rolls and i ate some...

8:00 What?

11:50 AM I can't believe loud base is coming out of the apartment with damaged wall.

10:55 PM When Angela came at 3 she started a video on her computer and my ears could not tolerate the sound of it. That because they have been playing base all day long in the next building, the one with holes in the wall and now my ears hurt.

Dust from the wall including mineral microscopic paper particles soaked with sulfuric acid from gypsum panels outgassing SO2 was flying in the air, electrified by the vibration and stripped of electrons by the Sun. Being electrified positive, they repel each other and create some sort of ionic pressure that pushes them under the floor and by the AC unit and then they get attracted by the human body which has a slightly negative potential. However, it is an ancient technique.

Got in the living 5 filtration systems, one is HEPA with carbon pre filter and negative ions at the end, one electrostatic (ionic pro), two electric negative ion generators and a diffuser that also generates negative ions and the dust situation was somehow was better than other times but still after a week with that open wall i am sick. My stomach hurts and got inflammation all over my body from the stingy dust.

However i forgot of the whole situation with the wall and went outside and torqued the lug nuts. On both wheels on the right they were under torqued and i noticed after i came back last week from Southern Oregon, passing through Florence (the three rivers casino). Other mysterious things are happening at the car.

This whole complex is under the patronage of Japan Imperial Family. The buildings next to us, ours, are actually empty but from time to time people come for days or hours and pretend living here. Princes, princesses are here on regular basis and at one time the emperor himself was here as supervisor of the team who installed the new windows.

In the meantime i figured the mystery woman at the crushed entry of building D is one of the 4 Harajuku girls of Gwen Stefani, but they could be taking turns. My eyes hurt so bad, (got nauseated) after i went outside for half hour i can't look at the picture.

Maybe it was good i fixed the car today cause tomorrow i will just take off, don't spend time outside, otherwise i would be blinded for the trip to 7 feathers (yes, we got 2 more nights in there). But it will be hours until i can fall asleep because now my eyes  hurt so much.

Ever wondered where the pepper spray came from?

However bear in mind this what Soke Anshu showed in this video is a very basic thing. BTW the reason it was "popular with the Police" during Edo period was because ninja secretly came to power in Japan through shogun Tokugawa dinasty of shoguns that ruled during Edo period.

I would believe they could use glass dust ground to a a size of a few molecules or ruby (corundum) dust from burning aluminum again made of several molecules only or the plain old silica dust generated by the breakage of lava mineral insulation (an impure glass, rockwool) using vibration that could be a modified exhaust or base speakers.

Small enough to repel each other and fly in the air when electrified possibly by the Sun, depending on concentration, incapacitating on short term and with devastating health effects on on long term.

BTW a small more permanent amount in the air can induce a very diffuse pain, something you might not even recognize as pain, having psychological effect, mostly inducing obedience or other weird effects, especially whey combined with dog or cat poop aerosols.

1:05 Y'all don't understand. It's a shark feeding frenzy in here and i am the meat. Passively resisting has reached its limits (long time ago).Waves of statically charged mineral dust, probably by the sun come in here with every slammed door.  I'm so in pain i don't even care about s...t smell anymore. 

It was a trick. That night when i came home and took the picture of the pile of rubble there was a car in the spot at F6 casting its lights on it to make sure i see it. They showed the next morning to gather the pile but they left the wall full of holes uncovered and did not come back in a whole week.

Was thinking of buying one of these but then i'm gonna need one of these and the place is already full with all kinda stuff.

There is need for people of this country to re-take control of this area.

12:50 AM Linkclump was my most important tool in opening multiple links in tabs to search for matches. Starting today it is not working anymore (for me) cause google AI still lists it as main tool for doing so.

9:54 I think it's good to live in these times of google. The only thing i regret is the music of @year 2000.

And a few other things.

Our tomato plant keeps growing and growing and as it started to produce tomatoes, the "branches" are getting heavier and break so we started to add sticks to sustain them. Could be because of the shade or of the unknown fertilizer we used. Tomorrow it will be 100 and then the temperature will start to go down and i will remove the shade. Maybe. In the picture, half of the bed (about 6 ft or 2 meters) is now occupied by one plant only.

Most interesting, different branches produce tomatoes of different shapes.

6:42 AM Slept 5 hours. I felt a smell. Went a couple of times and found numerous ones. Last time i saw a small one after i knotted the last bag (out of four). Went to grab one more bag only to find two new ones, that were brought within 5 minutes after i went inside. There are lots of items including an old mat in the no dumping area. I am nauseated. A woman carrying some sort of cart like a suitcase on two wheels full  empty cans on two wells passed by my back windows. There is loose out of bags garbage at the dumpster. I am nauseated.

12:30  Three more days of heat and they did not come to close that wall today. Had to start the AC. Because it is a cheap window AC, there are leaks of air (and dust) from outside. There is again a pile of abandoned furniture near the enclosure i call yard at G1.

BTW the area were poops are is between building F and garages G and the dumpster with open bags is left of the mailboxes. I do not believe the persons coming out from E 7 or the rest of building F (we live at F5 but ground level is the same as 6) do actually live in there, it would be impossible because of smell. 

3:15 Psychological warfare. Worst of the worst. Just because his name is close to the name of current Prime Minister of Romania Ilie Bolojan of whom i wrote so much lately.

3:47 Just because i wrote about Guantanamo, someone from the office came with a woman dressed like Arab women to visit the apartment upstairs, and then they went forward in the complex to see more. After KKK, all i need now as neighbor is some Arab sleeper terrorists.

4:17 I believe they keep that wall damaged (nobody was here to work today) as pretext. Soon after i wrote the above i saw a guy with a dog fully dressed in this scorching heat, passing real fast in the back and the presence of invisible, irritant dust in the room intensified, with pains.

Don't have the time to watch the movie but from what i heard from Angela, is riddled with anti-Romanian propaganda, demonizing Elena, daughter of Stephen, the greatest ruler of Moldavia. In the movie is said Elena wanted to seize the power of Russian Empire and tried to kill Sophia, the reality is the opposite.

Also watched earlier this year two Russians Sci-Fi movies on Amazon, full of anti-western propaganda. Blackout and  Attraction.

10:07 AM Last night at Ilani the parking lot was near full. I could find a spot near the main alley with bushes on the right and behind and a huge SUV on the left, with a less circulated alley in the back. I told Angela, i should not park it there, and then a more central spot opened but i was too lazy and i thought to myself, it may be too late already.

I few days ago i stated i wanted to check the battery connectors before i go to this trip today (200 miles, 7 feathers) because it seems voltage is not right by .1 volts (got a meter in a lighter plug).

I don't know if they did anything to the car but today i took it for a trip to see if the CAT is ok. A number of people got intentionally in my way. A white male kid about 14 kept waving at me.

It took more than a couple of minutes trip for the CAT to get hot (by smell) and then i remembered i had a scanner in the car (sleepy) so i plugged it in and it seems both oxygen sensors are  malfunctioning. First is stuck at 0.8 volts and the second says -100%. CAT temperature is 1200 and 900 F.

Last time i used the scanner for a different reason so i didn't look at O2 sensors.

Outside it smells like open wall. I want to leave ASAP.

10:45 Last night i did reset the MPG indicator on the dashboard after Columbia bridge and the MPG at home was 45, exactly like last time, at a tire pressure of 36 and 98 gas. (The trip report shows always lower and is closer to reality at pump). The difference between that and with loose nuts soldered battery connectors (or using only the stock connectors) is up to 10%, probably for reason of fuel pump and other devices running smoother on better filtered DC pulsing voltage.

I would thing at that mpg the emissions are much lower (don't feel any smell at idle with my nose near the exhaust), even with bad 02 sensors but yeah, looking forward to replace those.

12:12 AM It's not very loud on frequencies that can be recorded but i feel it inside my brain. About 10 minutes ago, a modified exhaust came sounding very loud at higher RPM and was idling until i forgot what i was thinking about...

12:52 Just crossed my mind. What if the crazies want to install a cell phone tower in that park? This is what google has to say. Note that EMF sensitivity comes more and more in discussions. It is not hypersensitive per se. It is you reached your lifetime exposure limit and can tolerate no more. Of course screenshots for any google question and answer.

And yes, cell phone tower proximity has become a factor in home pricing.

Scientific evidence in studies payed for by the providers. (In politics they are called lobbyists).

Thousands of times? There are many countries that have limits hundreds of times below those in US.

9:57 Wanted to go for a walk. I grabbed the garbage to take it out too. But when i got outside i realized i don't have my hat and the sun is up. So i went back but i could not find it quick (i think it's in the car, all my routines have been messed up by cleaning and painting), can't jus get back on track. But when i went back outside, they were ready.

Two groups of women, one Japanese and one Hungarian came at once out of building D and E. One Japanese girl went to the dumpster right in front of me, but with nothing visible to take out and then walked back towards me. Then they all climbed into the tan SUV that makes a terrible noise and smoke.

The Hungarian group, with their specialty, took the dog to the lawn. Just ordered one more hat on Amazon, they are really hard to find, those with nothing on.

Got to go for a walk, after i washed the carpet they kept doing laundry with the broken exhaust in the basement, floor is wet under, carpet now stinks like mold though i had the ozone on all night.

Now i smell fresh poop.

10:07 Opened the door to leave. When they know i am leaving they start pouring, always. 12:34 Waves of porta potty deodorant are coming in my room. I was fine until today watching my old photos on flickr. I have been member of flickr since 2009. In 2018 it was acquired by a wonder startup from California, with a weird name. SmugMug. Father and son.

First it was free by Yahoo. Then... It is hard to make sense of the whole history. Thing is, like in the case of g+ i have uploaded there more than 4000 pictures, and some are part of my memories which i could until today when i tried to do a search on the keyword. Harajuku. 

12:50 My last pic was uploaded in 2018. It is true. I do not have time anymore for FLICKR. But still...

For many years i was deceiving self about the nature of Harajuku phenomenon. Of which i found out from Gwen Sefani song. They like to think of selves as the radiant point of fashion in the whole world. In reality, the weirdest collection of kitsch and bad taste. Fortunately, largely ignored by the whole world.

Ok as soon as i finished writing the paragraph above they moved and started to work at the next building. I was tired from sleeping only 5 hours last night (because of a new dog in the neighborhood, i will explain later) they moved to work at the next building. Wall to wall with ours. They pulled the siding and exposed the basement. I was falling asleep and been awakened while sitting at the computer, many times).

Then i cooked for Angela (zucchini) and then we ran away from here, at Ilani. Got caught in daily traffic, one hour between downtown and the bridge. After bridge, it all clears out. I take it is because of the speed limitation on the bridge.

A lot of things happened there i will never be able to describe. Got back here. They covered the holes in the wall with a black palstic sheet. However they left a pile of debris similar to this one. I was tempted to go and hose the grass and pavement for the dust they made which is wood dust mixed with insulation dust but Angela did not let me to so i just used a watering can for the pile on the spot at Nr.6. Very similar to this only it's in the open. My face and eyes are burning already, don't know how i'm going to sleep tonight.

4:15 PM In the morning after 4 hours of sleep, went to look for poops and saw this.
All of a sudden three cats appeared. Then i took a Zyrtec, and after a while sitting at the computer hearing knocks in the wall i put some earplugs, fell asleep and slept 3 hours. When i awoke i saw they have done nothing at the wall accross. Also have not seen (or heard) them anywhere else. Those covers do not block the dust completely, i can feel some in the air. I washed again the screens and the AC.

So they will come back Monday and who knows for how long.

8:23 PM Fell asleep because of Zyrtec and awoke in pain all over my body. Heard some noises of "children playing" looked in the back and saw Kacem doing yet another meme in the backyard.

I knew there must have been a trick. They removed some of the nails of that panel, don't know the reason or how they did it by damaging the boards, and exposed the inside of the wall and did not cover it. Not that covering it the way they did with the rest makes a difference. And yes, it probably stays there unless there is a vibration, like a modified exhaust or a base or something like this.

But 10 minutes after Kacem's parade, the all left. Because it's not safe to stay there or here inside.

Angela got one night at the hotel at 7 Feathers. But we still stay here tonight and then Sunday night will be back and don't know for how long they will leave that wall like this. Yeah i know. They were meant to cover this.

It's been 2 or 3 day since i first saw this. It is not very apparent because i wanted to take the picture in prospective. It was not apparent to me, whom i walked all the time in the area. Behind the tree on the right there is a portable toilet, probably from the construction, way inside the complex, i believe too close to a building here (by their own codes) and stinking all the way to the apartment. This way, any extra poop had become unbearable, especially in the morning hours before a significant action of the UV from Sun.

Yeah could have posted this as one of those stupid games seen sometimes in media, like "can you spot the portable toilet in the picture". (Yeah that building in the back belongs to the complex).  And here is a picture of the same place taken from my back door to have an idea how close this is. Just around the corner.

7:47 And the market went down following my entry above.

7:50 Nimeni nu poate înțelege ce se întâmplă fiindcă lumea a căzut sub influența unor grupuri lipsite de morală așa cum o înțelegem noi.

Tot ce a fost abject și refuzat în societatea indiană și japoneză a ajuns acum în vârf, după revoluția (necunoscută) a ninja din Japonia 1600 care ninja încă sunt învăluiți în secreție și după migrarea magarilor și a shakya budiști în miezul Europei.

Ei au luptat și luptă împotriva lumii care i-a oprimat după ce au migrat din Australia acum multe mii de ani și nu și-au găsit încă locul, însă nu au nici o idee ce să facă după ce au preluat puterea și luptă în continuare cu ce li se mai pare că li se împotrivește.

Ar fi găsit înțelegere și au găsit inițial la sclavii legați de glie din Rusia și în general estul Europei, dar și aceștia habar nu au avut ce se facă după ce au preluat puterea și au dat-o normal cu oiștea în gard după ce au consumat toate resursele vechiului sistem și cele înglobate din Germania.

De aceea media, entertainement și politica sunt pline de lături și lăutari. Indivizi de o speță atât de joasă încât nu pot fi înțeleși de restul lumii și uneori sunt confundați cu elita.

8:33 Da am spus de studiouri secrete și posibil alte chestii (ca de exemplu centre de calcul subterane) la Felcsut și au venit și ei imediat cu ceva.

5:48 PM Today i went for a walk. At some point i realized i will be late home and called Angela to pick me. Started the phone, went 10 meters away, let it negotiate with the towers, then i know the signal goes down and then talked to her on speakerphone for about 10 minutes (and still got a hot flash episode right after).

While i was walking towards where she was supposed to come from, surprise. Saw a construction sign. Exactly in the moment when i made a step towards left to see better two minor children on electric scooter passed me on the left at high speed, narrowly missing me.

6:58 This is how two spots (here and upstairs) looked after they did the curbs yesterday with a power washer and then they blew the parking lot today with 200 mph blowers. There was dust to the sky when we got home today and caught him blowing. However, much of it was left on the asphalt as you can see below. Went with the hose and washed it.

10:15 Can't remember what it was. Angela asked me sometime in the spring, April maybe, to go and help her to dig the garden beds. Two, cause she got assigned another one from the caretaker at the Church.

But we did not get any fertilizer with us and we searched in the shed (common use stuff) and found some bags near empty with a few pounds of leftovers on the bottom. It was night so i did not see well what was written on the bags. I think i put a combination of two different ones in the fist bed and ran out and on the second i put something with calcium? maybe?

But look how they grew! In the second bed! (pictures below). Those tomato plants are 1.5 meters high, and that after Angela pruned them to fit under the shade. How i wish now i knew what i put in there! Sure it was organic, but whaaat? 

10:52 I know why they brought the porta potty. After i killed most of the senches with painting the ceiling and cleaning the carpet, they brought that one to cover it. Now everything smells like that kinda deodorant.

7:40 AM Tipul ăsta nu poate fi Bolojan, nu? Născut 62, ar fi 7 ani diferență. Atipic. Eu merg cu căutările doar 4-5 ani în urmă. Cum se citește Zs în limba lor?

8:28 Already been twice outside, at 6 and now. Found a total of 10 so far.

2:12 Went and found 3 more. Tiny, hidden, protected. Kids on bycicles. A tiny one walking alone. As i got back, i saw Kacem, disguised in a Latino with a hat with some sort of neck protection (like the guys going in Safari) passing again in front of my open back door, looking desperate inside, like he lost his kid.