12:10 AM Finally my pain has subsided for the most part. Went outside to smoke and it was stinking too bad for that and went and found the other giant poop of the evening (there are 2 or more in the morning, 2 or more in the evening, but they came after i was there the last time.
Went to smoke and looked above where that big plane passed earlier, at very low altitude and saw Orion, the constellation of pyramids, with its belt and Betelgeuse at the shoulder.
And an idea came to me and just did a google search by it.
It must go against the idea of an emperor, like that of Japan. Or a king, like Trump. Or a tsar like Putin.
The big, practical problem with the rule of law is you have to have people, or better called heroes that are willing to enforce it or at least citizens that are willing to complain and constantly fight for it.

There are random stomps upstairs after hours, oftenly showing disagreement with what i say or think. It is like having an extra influencer in the same living space. They don't call it School of the Hidden
Door for nothing.
Trouble is they (ninja) serve a hierarchy that could originate outside this world, like on a mothership near planet
Mercury and all their moves are coordinated in real time (shinshin
Schengen shingan) from there.
12:20 Which means you'll never know how much i worked for the last 3 matches.
I hate doing matches. Their
charismatic faces made of a mixture of European and Asian charm nauseate me more than anything else. Imagine that. Seeing those faces for 12 hours a day, 3 days straight. And then going out and picking 50 cat poops. Even right now i have to choose. Eat? Pick? Take a charcoal cap? And every time going outside trying to cheat (with little success) their built in allegories.
(Yeah i know some could have all the matches already done on supercomputers with strong face recognition algorithms but i have to do it by my eyes only. Prime directive? It should not apply since they must be aliens too. Pardon my language but i'm binge watching TNG on Paramount and dr.Crusher just left the scene on S2).
Everything else i do on the other two blogs is relaxation compared to that. And i (almost) had a heart attack last night, from eating too many Hot Flaming Cheetos (out of depression) which kept my heart pumping while breathing on a congested noise, pretty much like real coffee, because of running out of nose decongestant and i'm not completely out of the woods and probably will never be.
BTW every time i get an oil or coolant leak in the car i can feel the taste of oil and coolant on my lips which become oily like after using a lip stick. I got it on my lips all the time when inside the apartment and hours after. What it is? Could be they put some propylene glycol made deodorant in the basement? It is the oils on
poops?
1:08 And why the market goes up when i go in the kitchen area? Because they know i will get
sick sicker and maybe have a stroke or something?
And i just ran out of decaf K-cups.


1:25 PM God i got so nauseated after i ate i am dizzy (High BP).
1:28 Alternate medicine. I once went to a doctor (called doctor Weeks) on an urgent care i think in Tigard (Providence Schools Ferry) i think soon after i stopped seeing doctors all together) and he did some strange chest massage on me and at some point he pressed really hard on my chest, possibly briefly stopping the heart. I got really mad at the time but when i went home i realized my (heart related) symptoms disappeared.
Could it be he briefly reversed blood flow in coronary arteries, possibly dislodging a clot? But the clot had to go somewhere (else) and ease the symptoms caused by a bruised, oxygen starved
area and then dissipate or break in smaller pieces? (Sorry, the AI seems to be confused on this one too).
God i wish the young(er) dr.Crusher (S1 would do it) could be here.
I think here like in so many other cases in (not so) modern medicine they (doctors) miss the cause effect relationship (or logic) flow of events. Yes they were times when i went to the ER every time i had those symptoms, the reason i am so broke now.

2:05 Sorry for what i said last night about a transponder, last 20 minutes are missing from webtrack.
This guy came in very low though when i was thinking about going in the battle zone. Earlier there was a base that prevented me to do so.
Alaska
Airlines. Yeah and Vanguard, Black Rock and 100 more others so called institutional investors own each other in so called cross
ownership or circular ownership unhealthy financial
relationships which can only be compared with the unsubstantiated market cap of the big 7 (the bigger bubble).


2:40 Got it. These so called AI and politicians gaffes and mistakes can be voluntary and elaborated and actually be a subliminal mockery like in doubling down mockeries.
Lately i think i discovered the self psychoanalyses, in this form. You write down what bothers you (like for others to read) and then when the emotional makeup is over and all subconscious starts to came to surface, you start reading and evaluate and correct self. Nah, it's been
discovered by others.
But at the end of the day it all comes down to...
11:43 Last one first. After we came home i went for a test drive around the building. When i got at the dumpster and Asian short creature looking terrified turned her head around and got hypnotized by my headlights. Rest, later.
10:55 Yeah. We we got back here at the complex i stopped at the locker and Angela went to pick something but could not get the code on her phone. Got at the apartment, the coffee was on the porch.
Good coffee BTW. I think decaffeinating with water leaves more flavor in coffee. Not distinguishable from real coffee. No i won't say what brand cause i want to find more next time.
But when i drove from the locker to here the music was off and i though i heard a noise in the right side of the car (earlier i thought it was a panel). I put the jack and raised it. I looked and saw oil on the half shaft damper. Jesus came and started the loud car right next to me and left a stench.
I think i might have figured his algorithm. He tries to tell me my car stinks on the road (or punish me cause he does it many times when i eat or concentrate to write something).
Then i looked at the oil level and is missing one quarter of a quart. Then i checked the filter and saw the filter was loose again. Don't know what else to do. I tightened the filter back but i know it won't hold.
12:50 It took me that long? Went and checked for poops. Found only about 10 cat poops that i probably missed the first time though a few were new, and one not buried. Could have been the source of the smell.
When i was finishing the battle zone, a very small white dog with little fur probably the one since yesterday, but not a corgi (why i thought it was bigger) came out of nowhere and started to bark viciously at me, scratching ground with paws, continuing until i got inside.