1:25 AM My face is visibly swollen after being outside for about 10 minutes (with a mask) during the peak of smoke which lasted from about 6 PM until well into the evening, for several hours (i think after 10).

1:50 Asta e... Art Nouveau în Armenia? Vreo legătură cu Xenu?

6:15 Did i say my face was swollen because of toxic smoke yesterday outside? Still is a bit.

6:25 Shy noises upstairs as my brain (spine whatever) is not putting much signals because this morning i am not so much in distress as i was lately.

6:30 He finally went outside, started the engine which is now idling at very high RPM and let it idle for several minutes or until i started to write this paragraph. Once he shifted in drive, the noise disappeared.

6:40 The market is high today on rumors the government shutdowns will end soon. The whole US spending budget for the past fiscal year was about 7 trillion dollars and the ceiling debt has just been raised in July by 5 trillions. Is the US budget revenue made entirely by loans?

7:00 No i did not listen to Blues Traveler in the car, i listen to Sister Hazel, after days ago i listen to Blues Traveler. Why am i bring this up?

 

7:28 After i did a number of things rather hard to predict, wanted to make a phone call but gave up and then i opened the door (the beep was going on for some time) and in that moment, before i could shot the door, a car stopped at the day care. There is only one way this could have happened and that is peering into the (immediate) future.

BTW there is an excavator right between the buildings across, it has been there for the last few days, including Saturday, it cuts through my brain with beeping and vibrating. They are building an enormous grave at the entrance of the complex with dirt they pick from here, supposedly for making a walking path.

That after they made noise all summer long at the project on top of the hill which now is done at least one month before winter, as they said, because they stepped up to make more noise because it was needed. Had to have something to continue with the misery.

More answers to my swollen face.

12:25 PM The reason many people have to do this is many of the actors are not native English speakers, though they pretend they are.

1:31 I bought this air quality monitor from Amazon which BTW is again defective with display problems and charging problems because it features a parameter like counting, besides the now classic 2.5 and 10 microns, the 1.0 micron dust particles.

It is on and shows zero on all three counts however i perceive dust in the air and is justified by vibration in the walls full of mineral insulation, sulfur soaked paper (from outgassing) from drywall all day long.

Though they moved with the excavator at the right of the building across the alley where it has been this morning and past days, i can still hear the beep and the vibration din not change much. It's a dejavu, cause they worked this area about 2 weeks ago and then they decided to lower the path by several feet more.

This morning i tried to film it but it was stopped and then it ran away and i think i forgot to put the block at the door and then slept 3 more hours  which means the door could have been open with a key from outside while the market climbed up again, again on a rumor and who knows what else, cause the end of government showdown was a sure thing, no surprise here and the market did not take a hit when it started.

We had a notification from management for the park project (south, uphill, visible from my windows) about a year ago saying it will go on for all spring, summer, fall and winter of 2025, one for the siding work that lasted all summer. but never for the one on the other side of the complex. 

So i take it the dust particles from the walls, electrified by vibration and flying around are even smaller than one micron so we're getting here into charged nano particles area which are still a challenge to the eyes, nose mucous membrane, etc..

Will construction at this place ever stop?

I had to ask one of the guys what they are doing and for how long and he said a walking path, for at least one month and that was 2 or 3 weeks ago. I opened the blinds about 45 minutes ago and while writing the above paragraph and now a guy that to me looks Japanese disguised in Latino, looking dressed too neat from this place came with his dogs and is moving kind of stiff, a bit like a robot or doing pre-learned moves, like a dancer.

I cannot stay and look to see if the dog is pooping, while my Michelina is cooling in the microwave after four and a half minutes on heating so i missed the moment and i don't know if he left anything. Here another person, a young black woman, kinda tall, with headphones, passing right in front of the window.

Yeah i recon is much better with the spell checker turned back on. I could not had turned it off myself accidentally, it is not easy (more than one click) and i didn't know how to do it, had to google to figure and turn it back on.

2:03 The Michelson-Morley experiment, which proved the AEther does not exist was based on the assumption that AEther was the medium for propagation of light as an (elastic) wave suggested by the earlier double slit experiment.

Within my theory, photons do not move, but jump (transfer) to the next position while disappearing from the current one (nothing moves at the speed of light except for neutrinos caught in whirls).

And of course any attempt to move a whirl of a neutrinos would create a reaction we may call inertia. But once in motion, it would move together with a mass of neutrinos caught in the fabric of other particles caught within an object. There is no other way to aggregate neutrinos than in whirls.

The faster a whirl moves, the more neutrinos will encompass and at speeds nearing the speed of the whirl it will catch more neutrinos, will grow and it will be impossible to move anymore.

Here i am at the point trying to figure analogy with the blue flame in the video, and the circulation of AEther within an open whirl and i am bound to look at the ancient symbol of vajra, again, interpreting the symbol as a scientific message from the past carried religiously through millennia.

In a frictionless fluid with some mass as it would be one made of neutrinos, if one starts a flow of particles within an object, it will keep flowing forever, with some entering and some exiting, all by inertia. But we will also have a reaction by the law of conservation of momentum and that object will start moving in the opposite direction.

But if  we  have 2 of these objects that at that scale and state of matter could be only whirls, tied to each other, the circulation once started will go in opposite ways and the object will be stationary until the whirls are exhausted. However the rotation of the whirls will create new whirls next to those, that will start doing the same thing, eventually catching the flow of neutrinos that will go this time inwards, pretty much like in my animated model.

It has to be this way but the only way to prove it would be a computer simulation and that is beyond my capabilities right now.

I am writing this from a position against all odds within a hostile environment, feeling vibrations from the construction, breathing electrified (nano) dust and hearing a beep that disrupts my thoughts so again could have made mistakes.

4:32 AM According to Heisenberg, we don't know where the photon is. Also because it is very small. Wouldn't it make sense though to be in the crest of the EM wave?

Again in a laser we know all photons travel in the same direction (which is obvious, does not need any other demonstration) and are in phase and have the same direction by the way they are produced and their EM fields are also in phase, by definition, summing in a big crest and only one EM field (while in a non coherent monochromatic source we have an EM wave for each photon, right?)

Which means the photons would have the same longitudinal position, right? Again according to Heisenberg we can't know their collective or individual position, but if we catch one, we know were all the others are and that also sound a bit like entanglement.

12:05 I didn't know! Also didn't know!

2:25 PM The bullies upstairs became animated and started to retaliate for what i just wrote, trying to prevent me from writing further.

According to my theory a photon is literally made of one electron and one positron, which both have masses and opposite spins however the photon as a whole is said to be massless, also because it cannot exist as a stationary object, being almost in transition from one position to another. To be continued...

Now trying to sleep (again 4 hours last night), he stumps.

2:48 Now they left, talking loud.

6:32 I slept ever since. Awoken with nausea and a weird taste in my mouth. Went outside, there is so much smoke i can barely breath. I think i culd use my air quality analyzer i bought recently but it's out of battery. I will try and charge it a bit.

6:43 I cannot identify the type of smoke outside. Got it on my clothes. The meter shows 20-30 for 1.0 micron particulate sizes, 30-40 for 2.5 and 40-50 for 10, translating to an AQI index of over 100, but subjectively it feel like 200, or more, impossible to breath without, hard to breath with a mask and i cannot identify what they are burning. The smoke is fading away outside the backyard enclosure.

8:05 After trying a number of broken links on various (official) sites i finally found the DEQ complaint form and just filed this complaint. Just checked, got the right email address and i remember i hit the submit button that was active after i filled all the required fields however did not get an email confirmation within a couple of minutes.

From upstairs they just took off. Checked outside, smoke is still on.

8:30 Bullying additction. Wanted so say this for a longtime but could not find the words. When one misses social interaction the way i do even being bullied can be fulfilling.

11:35 I knew i heard or read that verse somewhere. However Blues Traveler's genre is not blues.

8:30 Woke at 5 or 6 up after 4 hours of sleep, confused. After about half hour i started to feel nauseated. Finally went outside, picked 6 or 7. Then Angela started to yell and i knew. There was again smoke coming from under the bush. I probed the soil under, still soft with possible holes. Pushed some with a stick to cover the possible holes. Got better.

Started to pick the leaves, Angela was yelling why, caue i'm not supposed to do this. Wednesday blowers have stopped at this side of the building. I tried to remind her of the years when leaves were left, feet high, all the way to spring when the gathered bubbles of mold and stuff. I picked leaves in the whole yard in winger and spring at least a couple of times but have not doccumented as well back then.

While the leaves started to disappear, they came at the day care with a kid while i was carying that green bag in my back. Then i started to feel nauseated again and went and found two fresh ones. When they did it cause half of the time i was outside. Maybe they caught me inside, maybe it was coordination. One of those is worth mentioning below. The biggest i've seen lately. For the Romanians. Those are inches, not cm. 9:10 They brought one more, got nauseated again. A car landed next to the area, was waiting from them to leave.

9:30 Making @10 today and it's only 9:30 AM.

Must be Orban in Washington again effect 😇😇.

9:45 This is as much as i could do today. Maybe if i can eat and get some more sleep i'm gonna do more. 11:47 Da bine mașinile sunt la vreun muzeu, banii sunt în bănci iar el doarme pe o saltea găurită. Nu-l blamez că doarme pe la prieteni căci hotelurile americane... Nu vi se pare suspect că totuși nu are mai multe locuințe așa cum se zvonește despre alții... Cândva presa română a inventat o expresie, "miliardar de carton". Sau mai bine zis în cazul nostru, de operetă.

11:00 Păi... luați-vă de mână cu domini_cânii și mai stați! (Gata pauza, capul la fund).
 

4:10 Ok. Transferring files from camera to PC via card reader doesn't work anymore. Doesn't want to. It says it copied the files but the files are empty (0 bytes). So i did it the old fashion way, pulled the card from the phone and got it into the card reader.

Here are the pictures. I gathered 10 more sacks with leaves mainly from in the back of next apartment. It looks very little when looking on the ground, but believe me, it was about 200 pounds in total plus 200 more in the morning. You can see that in the dumpster.

It was a good idea. At first i thought the leaves were smelling and they were smelling like some kind of alcohol, maybe wood (methyl) alcohol. The layer was thickest in the area between the bush and the patio, up to 6 inch. But the smell. The smell coming from that apartment. Like an American apartment with calcium sulfate walls where they are cooking and never aired. There is no comparison. And the wind was blowing from that direction. So i found out the reason of my nausea.

She (the old woman) has an AC in the window and that one aired the bit (through leaks) but now the summer is over and the smell outside the apartment got unbearable. Every once in a month a young guy or two (probably her sons) come to attend, but haven't see them in weeks. I hear her snoring next wall.

Yes she's got a cat house on the patio and several cat feeders with food and that explains the mystery of cats passing all the time in front of the glass sliding door but they won't sleep in the house and i understand them. No she never did that in the past years.

While i was taking the last leaves at the dumpster, a towing truck came and picked the red Mini next to the white car. Some guy with a very small motor bike like for kids making much noise and smoke started to roam the alleys (mocking me, the little engine that could pick the leaves with a tiny sack that was ordered on Amazon and was supposed to be 60 gallons and in reality is no more than 10 see how huge it looks in the picture).

4:20 While i was writing the above i heard a kid crying like he was being eaten alive by a snake. Went outside to look. A young woman at last entrance of building D (yes where the mystery woman leaves and were the day care is) was out and watching a kid throwing a tantrum in the alley and she was kinda putting with the kid, let him cry because he wanted or didn't want to do something.

„9:25 Am citit chiar acum o statistică, procentul populației care are animale de companie în România ar fi acum de 50%.

Pe vremea lui Ceaușescu puține persoane care locuiau la bloc aveau cred animale de companie. Și mai puțină lume s-a întrebat vreodată cum rezolvau problema deșeurilor.

Ce puteai să dai să mănânce unui câine în ultimii 7 ani ai epocii Ceaușescu, cu un kg de carne pe lună rație pe o persoană? Da bine se mai găsea salam.

O pungă de plastic pentru alimente costa 1 leu și bănuiesc că putea fi refolosită pentru colectarea deșeurilor după plimbările obligatorii care au ca prim scop ușurarea animalului. Punga era refolosită de obicei la cumpărături până se rupea. Nimeni nu cred că-și permitea să pună pungă la găleata de gunoi.

Eu am cunoscut două persoane/familii care aveau câine la bloc pe acea vreme dar sunt sigur că lăsau deșeurile în stradă, sau chiar în jurul blocului. Nu îmi amintesc să fi văzut vreodată culegând, cu atât mai mult să înoade punga. Una din familii locuiau pe aceeași scară cu mine.

Să zicem că ei colectau în pungi sau chiar în hârtii sau ziare pe care le duceau la tomberon care nu era prea departe, nu-mi amintesc cât de des se golea tomberonul. Dar erau în continuare sursă de miros.

Ieri citeam o știre, încă mai sunt câini vagabonzi în București. Puțini s-au gândit vreodată la efectele sanitare asupra tuturor.

Eu am ignorat această problemă până acum 5-10 ani și am învățat "the hard way" ce coșmar poate să fie prezența unui singur rest în apropierea locuinței, care în cazul ăsta e o clădire cu șase apartamente (unde am găsit și 20 pe zi). Primul efect, insomnia, apoi schimbarea florei intestinale.

Mai mult de jumătate din resturi sunt de mărimea celor de la oameni mai constipați. Imaginați-vă ce ar fi dacă jumătate din oamenii din România, conform procentajului de mai sus, ar merge afară și nu la toaletă și ar lăsa chestia acolo.

Nu toate deșeurile de câine sunt la fel. Cele de la cățele în călduri pot conține feromoni care să atragă masculii și să-i condiționeaze pentru procreare (sex).

Ca să nu mai vorbesc de patogeni.

Stau și mă întreb care era numărul de resturi din jurul blocului când eram în România, care rămâneau active (miros) până la o săptămână sau mai mult? Sau dacă era mereu aceeași cățea? (Puteau fi mai multe, aproape identice, cu diferite perioade de călduri și schimbate).

Căt despre pisici, cred că era imposibil să ții pisici la bloc fiindcă nu exista praf sau cum se numește în România pentru litieră pentru pisici. Eu am încercat cu nisip dar nu l-am schimbat o perioadă lungă fiindcă nu știam iar când a crescut pisica și a intrat în călduri i-am dat un diazepam, am pus-o într-o sac și am dus-o la țară. Cu trenul.

În alte cuvinte, una din cele mai mari și ignorate probleme sanitare din mediul urban. Lipsa regulilor și ignorarea din partea autorităților pot contribui la existența unui mediu din care cei mai mulți vor să scape sau să plece în țări unde aceste probleme sunt mai reglementate sau există mai multă conștiință civică, totul la modul subonștient.

Mai mult decât atât. În apartament aveam în baie un fel de aerisire comună care era un tub vertical cu ieșiri în fiecare apartament, totul bazat pe convecție și am impresia că vecinul de jos, etajul 3 (care amândoi aveau figuri de japonezi deși spuneau că erau ceangăi) fuma în baie și avea instalat un ventilator care pompa în acel tub.

De foarte multe ori auzeam zgomot ca de ventilator și simțeam fum ca de țigară care ieșea pe grila aia de "aerisire" din baie și de foarte multe ori mă simțeam "high" de dimineață fără să înțeleg de ce. Noi aveam instalat în bucătărie un ventilator într-o gaură în perete care trăgea aerul afară, deci crea presiune negativă în interior, ceea ce atrăgea și mi mult "aer" din baie.

La parter locuia un călugăr ("șeful de scară") care semăna cu Arsenie Boca însă nu avea mai mult de 50 de ani, cu părul și barba negre (nu mai țin minte de ce credeam că era călugăr dar noi așa îi spuneam, călugăr). La etajul 1 locuiau trei milițieni (din 4 apartamente).

11:05 (local). Market today.

11:35 To counter what i just wrote about dog waste (i guess) The City came with pumps and started again working on the sewer (for how many times this year and recent years) across the alley, much vibrating everyting.

12:00 PM Update. Market turned around around the time i visited a certain user on X. She is now pissed because i called her a goddess. She herslelf said on several occasions i should have worshipped her sooner.

2:00 PM Also...

2:20 Cred că voi fi bântuit întotdeauna de aceste articole de follow up care calcă pe urmele ideilor mele.

Da, un laser e în mare parte format din două oglinzi paralele (așa numita cavitate laser), din care una e semitransparentă iar cavitatea este umplută cu diferite materiale pentru care se comportă optim la diferite lungimi de undă emise.

Pentru un laser cu rubin de exemplu, oglinzile sunt depuneri de metal de diferite grosimi pe două fețe paralele la capete opuse ale rubinului. Calitatea razei deci distanța la care raza se păstrează colimată este determinată de geometria sau finisajul suprafețelor (înainte de depunerea metalului) celor două oglinzi.

O sursă de lumină punctiformă între două oglinzi paralele este reflectată de multe ori între ele și amplificată dar cea mai mare parte a razelor nu sunt paralele și scapă după câteva reflecții iar cele care sunt paralele se sting fiindcă sursa, ca de exemplu un bec este în calea lor.

Pentru un laser se folosește o sursă externă perpendiculară pe direcția razei sau chiar paralelă care provoacă luminiscență în materialul (mediul respectiv) (excită) din care raze se selectează și amplifică prin reflecții succeisve razele paralele care sunt apoi emise prin oglina semi-transparentă când ajung la o anume intensitate, iar celelelalte sunt reflectate înapoi pentru a mai fi amplificate.

(Da încercă să-mi imaginez complexitatea câmpurilor EM în interiorul unei cavități laser unde fronturi de undă reflectate se suprapun peste cele directe venind din sens opus și crează interferență  constructivă și destructivă iar altele neparalele sunt pe cale de a fi eliminate dar sunt prea obosit acum (4 ore de somn).

Ok, cum călătoresc fotonii înainte și înapoi prin undele EM staționare? Și aici AI s-a încurcat. 

Păi or să spună că fotonii există sau nu peste tot prin acele câmpuri staționare, dar nu se poate ști exact unde din cauza lui Heisenberg și cei mai fericiți deoadată (aleatoriu) capătă materialitate ca Madonna și zboară afară cu viteza luminii. Nu ei nu pot câștiga energie că și-ar schimba lungimea de undă. Denumirea de amplificare a luminii (Light Amplification, primele două litere din acronim) este improprie. Este vorba de selecție. Am trecut sau am picat, domnule Pasnicu?).

Eficiența este foarte scăzută, motiv din care lasere de puteri mari (rază intensă) cu rubin sunt greu de realizat. Laserele cu CO2 (bioxid de carbon între două oglinzi din care una semitransparentă) pot ajunge până la o eficiență de 30%.

Un tip de laser ieftin este laserul cu diode luminiscente (LED ), care se folosește de exemplu în (acum desuetele) cititoare de CD-uri, unele tipuri de mouse de computer sau în senzori de analiză a calității aerului, etc..

4:35 Here is where i get lost. If the photon's energy is used, where from do whe get two photons thus cascading effect and amplification which BTW should occur not only in lasers but in any transparent excited material?

7:20 As seen in the linked video, (the old Young's) double slit experiment proves the wave side of the dual nature wave/particle of light  according to mainstream theories.

First, we have to have an EM field that is carying more than one photon within a wave length and that can indeed happen when using a coherent, in phase and one single wavelength theoretical source like a laser with an extremly low output measured in a few photons per wavelength.

Interestingly enough we cannot have a front wave without photons which can happen if few photons are emitted randomly at the source, in which case the EM field will be missing a wave or crest and we cannot call it EM field anymore. (This cannot happen within a wave within an elastic medium).

Or if the number of photons varies from one frontwave to another, we will have front waves of different intensities or some sort of modulation which is also interesting.

But what if we can have a wave crest with one single photon? What happens to the double slit experiment in this case? The answer is kinda scary. The photon interferes with itself, in time maybe?

First, how can a single photon predictibly pass through any of the two slits? Those slits are designed to be hit by countless photons and few will pass to difract and create those interference patterns seen on right. Ok let's say we shoot enough single photons for some to pass after being "difracted" by the source itself. What i would like to try is do this again and cover one of the slits. If there are still patterns it would mean the difraction angles is itself quantum.

If he can prove every single photon can still pass through (who knows what slit) that can certainly convince me of the dual nature wave/photon of light but he already said that photon is "one localized point" and cannot pass through both (have to watch the video again to see if he says how many photons he shot and how many landed on the interference screen). After i go to dispose of the... you know what.

8:44 Ok check this one out. A photon does not have a set direction. Then how a laser is possible? (or maybe it's not possible but only highly probable?)

9:32 Just been at the locker. Had to go twice because i could not open two doors with one code only which i usually could so i only took one code with me (on my old phone which is now without number). Walk did me good though cause i sat here all day only my brain to be creaked by the guys upstairs which seems they take turns, every day the other car is here.

At the loocker there are doors that do not close right anymore or have been forced. Each time i went little scenes were provided. When i got back i felt fireplace smoke alright. So much it was visible in the pole lamps. One of the items i got is a specially designed dust pan like sack for leaves cause i wanted to gather the remaining leaves by myself to prove i can to it faster than three guys with blowers. It was supposed to be 60 gallons but when i look at the pack it seems awfully small... (have not unpacked it yet).

9:36 We all know what is reduction to absurdity from grade school math, right? The direction of a photons in a laser beam is know since its creation... 

9:53 Going to the locker twice, observing...  Some guy came and parked near the locker and i waited for him to leave. Was this scene some sort of quantum superposition with my thoughts after i read this earlier today that seemed full of misspelings? Yeah i know it's from Iraq, it came on a search and i read it and stopped when i saw that mistake... And i thought about.

7:00 I thought it didn't make sense for a laser beam intensity to decrease with square distance. The reason light (or any EM wave) from conventional sources does so is light spreads in a sphere like pattern while laser rays stay parallel and stay so for a long time or distance after emission (does this also contradict a bit the EM theory of light).

So it should, in a certain measure, the 5 G beam, which more is similar to a radar beam emitted by a phased array antenna though it is not as perfect as a laser ray is. Near, far, km.

Anyways we can be sure a 5G beam does not spread in all directions like a sphere but much more focused thus having much more energy for the same emitting power at the phone, thus being much more dangerous if one (or your head) gets inside the beam, especially near the source (phone).

6:24 Mostly absorbed by the surface of your skin. Most of pain symptoms i am experiencing are at the surface of my skin. How the signal will reach the tower if your head is inside the beam or at that distance (zero), should better say the beam is inside your head?

6:30 Laser is an EM wave with a plane front instead of spheric (yes with abrupt edges). If it wasn't so it would not keep its intensity over long distances. But doesn't it contradict the EM field theory of light?

Right. They spread. Diffraction. Wave nature of light. Real and ideal planar waves differ fundamentally.

Must form (looseles) loops and non uniform patterns (turbulence like maybe).

Must be the waves spread beyond the collimation region but photons do not.

(Waves are spherical and do not end abruptly. Laser light does not spread).

7:50 She has been on top of my head for nearly an hour and then she left as i was dressing to go outside to check. Now he made a little synchronized creak that made me forget the next phrase i wanted to write about the current (fake) theory of light. Grease is not grace.


7:40 I asked because i got 3 rather expensive items to return all deffective and don't know what to do. 40%, isn't that a waste?

We all live in A_materasu world.

3:45 PM Yesterday when i could not stay here any longer went for a walk in the rain. I saw on the other side of the buildings 3 leaf blowers two meters apart from each other, creating a front wave like with a phase array emitter, pushing the leaves.

Don't ask me for the dB i think they were 100 from were i was watching. I pulled the phone and recorded and i think they became pissed because of that and did not finish the area behind our apartment (how could they know what i was doing with the phone). Or maybe they were too many leaves and left them for next week, after 4 hours of noise inferno with much dust shaking from the walls.

Angela just came and finally went outside to see the source of the nausea. The whole enclosure between buildings (south of building F i call it the bakyard) was still is full with some sort of smoke with a pungent cayenne like component that i believe it's coming from the bush next to the Aucuba next to our bedroom window (first picture).

Yes the camera is nicer. In the dumpster there are/where whole unnopned packets of fresh meat and huge sacks with garbage that could not come from an apartment. On the fence there was a wet vynil jacket promoting a weird smell all the way inside. 

6:45 While dizzy, nauseated, grabbed a rack and a small hoe and went and racked the leaves from under that bush/shrub whatever and then i poured a generous amount of concrete mix (sand + cement) that is hardening in a bag in a closet anyways in the soft area with holes around the turnk of that thing and mixed with the hoe.

Most of the smoke subsided right away, but i take it they (rats, moles, whatever) will attempt to dig one more opening of their gallery before that mix hardens (before they are evacuated themselves by the smoke).

I lived in smoke for many years before i started doing this with every hole (up to 20) i found and every time i did it i was dizzied by the smoke. The reason i made so many mistakes in the blog with matches.

Firs time i found 100% cement which i mixed with soil also bought at Lowes but this sack is a mix with much less cement (all i could find).

But this vent under the bush is tough to reach.

Then i went and retrieved a number of bulky poops softened by the rain. As they did this morning they predicted my movements and dispatched men, women (and kids this morning) in my way everywhere i went. The pressure of smell softened.

There is an open one in the bottom of the now empty dumpster i plan to knot, but then a truck came near the dumpster, now i hear slammed doors all around. I take it they protect their s...t as it costs a lot to them.

5:05 Traficul de droguri din România sub regimul Iliescu, asasinul lui Ceaușescu. Anumite lucruri nu se schimbă.

4:42 PM I found the only way to transfer pictures from my phone to the computer is via micro SD card which involves the award action of pulling the tiny drawer with the tiny card (and SIM card with it) out of the phone and then carefully putting them back on.

Today i tried once more all the different possible ways. It looks like i can't do a USB file transfer because of "safety issues" and i find this plain stupid. If one has access to my phone it can see whatever files they won't with or without USB download, like using an SD card and this is an Android issue.

Then i tried a bluetooth connection. Though i could (briefly) pair the devices, they get disconnected.

Then Windows says i have to have a Microsoft account to do it. I don't want to have a Microsoft account cause it starts transferring files by itself on the so called DriveOne and then when it gets full (I believe 5 or 10 or whatever GB) it starts asking you for money.

By trying this i got of course "excited" that is i feel some pain in sensitive areas, just by starting the bluetooth which uses hundreds of of times less intense (microwave) signal than a phone which is a teaser for the next story i'm about to write after i transfer those pictures (via the card, of course) (yes i am that behind and more).

Honestely i don't know how other people manage to transfer pictures from their phone to post them in a blog. Via uploading and then downloading them from somewhere which i don't want to cause again i choose which files i post only after i see and evaluate them in a full screen mode on the PC monitor and would mean uploading all of them of which most are useless (and of course starting the harmful (to me) wi-fi or cellular network)).

I want that and the auto-doc. This movie (series) is yes so ahead ot our times which seem frozen (no major advances in a meaningful time period aka stagnation).

5:22 Bingo! My card reader has an USB-C connector. Just plugged it into the phone and was accessible right away. I can transfer files on an SD card without needing to put it in the phone and then i plug the same card reader in the computer!

5:52 Here it comes. One from Indian Head on Saturday night. After i accidentally got in the women's restroom last time, they put Lorena Bobbitt Darth Vader to guard those doorless entrances with his light saber. Fair enough.

On the beach Sunday i was curious to see if the 40 MP camera of my new phone (the old one was stollen by a neighbor mdiget ninja from my pocked at the dumpster) makes a difference. It does but it was foggy.

And here comes the story.

I needed that picture transferred in my computer for the time stamp (4:42 PM local). We went of course at Road's End to eat (i told Angela many times we should start changing spots cause they are sure we are going there and wait for us with the setting ready). That is a place to park between chosen vehicles and scenes already written.

After recent findings, the constant tingling in my feet, other symptoms) come from sitting on the very uncomfortable chair of that car that was also set in the lowest position and on couch at home, i decided to go for a a walk on the beach as Angela was preparing the food. One couple, she short with yellow hair was kinda matching my moves).

Right behind us, a SUB_AR_U and a literally square guy (as wide as tall, ok, maybe twice as tall as wide) with a kid and a weird haircut, with lower part shaven. He apparently was remote controlling that kid that got in my way when i left for the beach, when i came back and crowded my mirrors with his jumps and runs back and forth near that SUBARU for the whole time i was eating.

Then the square guy pulled a phone and while leaning with his butt against his car he started to swipe it or scroll it up and down.

After about 5-10 minutes i realized what was going on. I was right between his phone and the (unseen, over the hill) cell phone tower. I figured he had a 5G phone and his beam (stronger signal than 4G) was passing right through our car, which somehow but not enough, protects, like the signal is smaller inside the car when in a parking lot near a tower (measured it many times when Grocery Outlet was till under the tower, they moved it there on a hill in Lincoln City next to the other tower).

Then i started to have pain and Angela to get flushed. From the drink i had, the pain was dulled but it became near unbearable when i got at the casino, where i took two ibuprofen and bought cigarettes (to me they are a bit of analgesic). Became very talkative, i talked to an unknown guy who of course was prepared and was mocking me.

Got pain throughout my body all day yesterday and even today some. That is the reason why i tolerated the weird smoke smell coming from outside (i guess from under the bush not far from the back door), cumulated with other influences like psycho-active dog poop, yeast from a wet mat near the dumpster, etc..) i have become psychotic towards the end of the day yesterday. I knew it but simply could not get out of it, also because i had stuff to do, i needed rest and meditation and then sleep.

6:30 Mm waves? Could not have been detected by my meter even if i had it with me cause it only measures in the range of 2.4 - 2.5 GHz (12.5 cm). These things are getting really frightening.

6:38 Finally pictures taken on good weather today. Though resolution is good, contrast is quite low and can hardly understand what's in the pictures. Need to see what i can tweak.

But now i need to get under that bush today to mix some more cement with the soil on top of those holes (don't know if it rained enough today to hardened that soil mixed with cement yesterday but i can still feel some smoke). 

7:25 From Reagan to the Bushes, from Clinton to Trump II, America is on its way, with a muslim mayor of New York. Was thinking maybe it's a consequence of the recent war in Gaza, but then i remembered, it's a dejavu. 

8:05 My old jacket was wet from walking in the rain and wind with a broken umbrella today. I took the newer jacket (old  Navy) from the closet and... found my lost phone in it. Still on (disconnected from network).

However, i think i searched in that one like 10 times too in the days before i bought the new one (i think October 31st, enough days not to be sure anymore where i searched for it). It's a dejavu, i lost and then found the phone in places i searched before, like under the car's seats.

So i figure my phone was not stolen but only borrowed and then returned... A stunt with deep psychological impact, especially after i decided to write about cause i hesitated for 5 days cause i thought it was a trick with a follow-up.

8:43 I swear next time when this happens i will make a list with places i looked for...

9:44 I have an idea. I will use the old phone as a camera to film everything it happens in here. This way i will know what i did or how i was dressed in a certain day. Of course like any idea i could be tricked and all be used against me...

10:45 She was a true midget, about 4 ft tall. She shows every few months at Apt.3 in this building (a guest star i guess). Probably not the same over the years.

In that day they could not pick the garbage from the closest dumpster (near mailboxes) because of a truck parked on a no Thursday (30) next to it. I took a picture with the old phone when we left, should be possible to retrieve it.

There was an open blue or green bag troning on top of the garbage in the dumpster when we left and when we came back from the several places we went to the first think i've done was i went to knot it.

Before i knew it she uncomfortably snuck behind me in the narrow space between that truck and the dumpster and started to search for something in the bags on the ground and i got surprised and almost forgot my telescopic fishing pole i use to pick the bags to knot so in that moment there was no visibility from many angles. I bent to pick the pole while she was very close behind me.

That's all i know.

It was several hours later i searched for the phone (everywhere) and could not find it.

11:25 I think tonight i figured why i don't like the foods i prepare myself. It's from seeing and handling the raw ingredients which most are gross, like raw flour, yeast, raw uncooked peperoni smelling like pork, even salt for pizza, smelly, runny eggs (yuck!), jelly like smelly meat, dirty spotty potatoes, etc..

I eat it alright when i'm hungry or frustrated, just like a caged animal would eat his rations or even worse. But do not truly enjoy anything i cook, (i kinda like heated pizza from the fridge the next day).

Is this mental? Could it all be because of the constant poop and mold smell?

4:38 Don't know what the truth is. We all know there was a GM test-project deployed in California and two other states with hundreds of electric vehicle strangely resembling later Tesla Model 3 while Roadster, first Tesla car, by Toyota Camry Solara.