In 2014 (at the beginnings of this blog) after a post where i shown my frustration about some of the public persons were looking like (Hungarian) an ex-colleague (or someone in his name) sent me the pictures which some i made myself or by someone else with my camera, and i did a post with the name of my HS as title showing the resemblance of some of them with known celebrities.
One of the teachers (chemistry) looked like Jane Fonda. She was speaking decent Romanian and did decent lessons of which some i even remember. She also spoke frequently about fashion and how actors benefitted from makeup artists and how the voice of singers benefitted from high quality microphones and processing.
One day in the summer of (let me think) 77 i guess, towards the end of the school year she came to me and started to ask me how come i did not have a girlfriend bla bla and she said i should took towards the little gees in the first year who could be an easy catch for me.
During the days of June and even before i was spending lots of time with 3 other guys from the class, also present in the picture, of which one was the great John Travolta himself at the public pool (behind the Unirii palace in Iași). There was an Olympic size pool and a smaller one.
The days after they changed the water were best (though water was coldest)(they did not have filter and stuff and hundreds of people were getting there every day)
So one late afternoon i was inside the Olympic pool next to a ladder. A tiny girl came and descended that ladder but then got surprised by the depth of the water and literally hanged on my neck.
I turned she was from the first year at Tehnoton and she became my two days girlfriend. The next day we went to a movie (Silver Streak) and in the Botanical Garden. Then i went home in Câmpulung, exchanged letters with her all summer long and in the fall at school she dumped me, saying it was her math teacher who prohibited the relationship. But now that i think i don't remember seeing her again and she left that HS at the end of that year.
I think it was less than a year ago when i figured who she was. The most iconic, recognizable Christmas singer in America, 10 years my senior, Karen Carpenter. She died in 1983 or four years later.
8:53 The TV in the room does not accept HDMI input anymore. I put the same cable at the computer and it works.
10:50 Earlier i discovered some large gaps at the AC and between the AC and the wall, possibly communicating with the inside of the wall. This morning i discovered the toilet seat has no caulking and it moves around.
I taped everything and went inside the casino to breath some air. In there, among several old guys with white long bears when i was about to leave something blocked my way towards the elevators and turned around and i saw a guy looking like mr.Z who went to play at the craps table, standing in my view. He looked distraught and ill, worse than me. It could be the (dead) actor playing him was tortured to do what he is doing, pretty much like me.
They now want me baddly to go inside the casino but i have absolutely no reason to be there.
When i got back i discovered some of the tape has been removed. I put it back but stopped the AC altogether. Finally put a mask on my face, but i am coughing due to that dust, especially after i smoke.
Other than that. It is my perception there are very few people in the hotel (though they told me it was full when i wanted to change the room). However those few manage to slam doors synched with my emotions (reactions) as i try to watch movies on my computer's monitor, sending in the room waves of that pollution coming from wall and around the toilet seat.
It could be they evolved from the old fashion psycho meter to something remote. I am nauseated, have chills and i am in pain because of insulation dust and i shake. I count every breath. My BP is too the roof, just took a lisinopril.
The blue sweater belonged to me after i stole it from my father and he probably took it as proof we were were close, after we lived together for 3 months in an empty apartment in Iași during HS.
Friday, December 26, 2025
12:11 AM In the doctor's office by BP was 158/88 without taking lisinopril for days. After that i took lisinopril 20 mg for three straight days and my BP right now is 200/100. I believe is from doors slamming in a synchronized way, exactly like they do noises at the apartment but here the sound is much stronger.
8:05 We're at the 5th floor in the hotel @7 feathers in Canyonville Oregon. Got awakened by door slamming. Somebody somewhere near the hotel started a fireplace fire, some got inside and i was sneezing for like 5 minutes.
8:08 Nu știu alții cum sunt dar pe mine m-a lovit ieri seară un dor puternic de România. Mă gândeam. 30 de ani. Pentru ce? Azi dimineață însă am citit știrile, oh boy.
Cine poate ghici unde sunt greșelile (grave) în titlurile acesta are un IQ peste medie. Primul e nesemnat, al doilea, de un Adrian Teampău.
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8:55 Planul (roșu) este un protocol. Din 27 de persoane, una a ajuns la spital. În mod evident, a fost un accident la viteză mică. Oare l-au făcut niște cascadori ca să poată pune iar o știre cu ceață?
6:05 PM House keeping entries.
We were for 2 (free) nights at the 7 feathers hotel in Canyonville. I was really scared when i got there not to be able to sleep, being that tired. Was sick from eating molded ciabatta. I slept however but only with earplugs. But the second night i did put earplugs on and slept only 5 hours.
I will write more about but i have to write something else now. Got here at the Three Rivers hotel and for an entire hour now i hear noises there as from housekeeping. I went upstairs to figure if the were maids but the door was closed and there was this gentlemen with room delivery asking me if there was a a problem and the he said probably the maids but the door was closed.
Angela made a salad but my nose is now itching from the dust and i know that if i was to eat i will get sick right away.
When we first got here, at 4:30 like last time, they said they don't have the room ready. You can't ask much when they give you a free room (though at 7 feathers Angela paid fully, by her losses at the games), Then Angela gave them the phone number. Then i made a mistake. I lighted a cigarette like 30 ft in front of the motel and somebody right away shut their window.
In that instant Angela's phone rang and they said the room at 3 (that was not ready) is next to utilities and they have one ready at 2. There was a maid working at the next room and they were noises for a while. But then the noises moved upstairs and never stopped since.
Yeah i could very well pack my things and leave but i am too tired. I picked the phone and tried to call reception but the line is always busy. I will go there now.
6:33 I went to reception and they first said something about quiet hours policy. But then i was telling them. What not quiet hours means, besides, walking from one place of the room to another, talking, watching TV, stuff like that. Partying. But not tearing the room apart.
She sent two security guys upstairs (i saw them) and then i heard the same type of noise on the hallway upstairs as i came here. Inside was more quiet for about 5 minutes but they started over.
6:42 Ok they stopped for about 5-10 minutes now.
6:55 Ok they re-started over as i'm eating. At a lower level though.
6:56 Maybe they are trying to make me forget what happened at the gas station in Canyonville. I thought i saw an old buck i posted about a few days ago.
They were lines, i chose the shortest. He was at the first pump trying for like 5 minutes to pull a card out of his wallet. A much younger, tall, strong built woman (probably his bodyguard) came out of the passenger side and did a short show then she went back in that tan Nissan mini-van or SUV with California LPN.
The guy in front of him, taller with a longer also white beard, left and i went around at the second (closest to convenience store) pump and finished before him and left.
Covered by my car's very thick window frame came a woman from the convenience store, i thought i saw a piece of her and stopped while Angela was yelling.
The drive was quite ok till Coos Bay, with few cars and no problems. But after there, they started what they do. Push me from behind, popping in front and stinking. Especially the guy towing a boat. A big old pickup, was stinking uphill. I tried to pass him, he started to race me. I finally did but then he started to tailgate me really bad with high beam on. At some point i started to have a headache because of exhaust and got very tired in the end of the trip because of it.
7:06 Trying to imagine what are they doing upstairs. Like at the apartment, have no clue. What people do in a hotel room. Walk, talk, watch TV, eat, drink, party. None of these. There are endless, incessant random stumps.
Actually not that random. I opened the news, looked at the market and then "kaboom". The dust released made me cough.
8:20 The balcony door isn't looking. The next balconies are about 4 ft away. The AC works fine for a while then i hear a click and it starts making a loud noise. It seems also out of place or it's just the front cover moved a little.
8:45 My pulsating bulge in the right carotid for which i went to ER once had increased a little. Was trying to check mb BP when i know it's low (i feel it). Was standing and it came 160/90, without the necessary 5 minutes cooling period. Then i laid in bed and waited for 5 minutes and when i tried again, "kaboom" from upstairs and it came 184/82. It looks like i cannot know my own BP.
10:01 Got so sick i crawled to the casino to grab Angela. As it happened every time, other people popped from their rooms to accompany me in the elevator. But i was smart and took the stairs. However, outside i got disoriented and thought i was about to faint. Finally found the door back in, went and paged Angela and she agreed to come in the room.
I could not help but notice the smell of the carpet in the casino but when we got back on the hallway of our level, i noticed they used earlier a deodorant. So they did in the room. I went in the restroom where t here is ozone from my UV lamp and when i got back in the room i realized it smelled pretty much like the one at 7 feathers. But there i let the UV in the room for a couple of hours.
Shock waves by stomping mixes the air in the room and brings to one the bad smells from the floor, dust from picture frames and light shades, etc.,
I had the UV lamp in the bathroom where there is no door but around the corner. When Angela opened the balcony door to air, a car alarm sounded in the parking lot until i shut that UV though it was not visible from outside (out of sight) and could not possible be dangerous at that distance.
And then i remembered. When we first got into the room, there was a maid in the next room making big noises.
They knew my behavior. I looked behind the TV stand for plugs for my pc and monitor. So i moved the thing a couple of inches and found an extender with 3 free plugs but accidentally i unplugged it. Then i could not plug it back so i went to the car to grab the flashlight. Then i finally plugged the extender and moved that thing back. Then it started all hell broke loose upstairs.
At 7 feathers the TV wall fixture allows to move the TV from the wall and look for HDMI plugs. At Reno they even have a hanging an HDMI extender hanging from behind the TV. So i can hook it to the computer and watch paramount. But here it is not accessible and my little flashlight which was charging all night is now without power though i haven't use it much.
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Thursday, December 25, 2025
5:30 PM Angela bought Monday 22 around 1:40 when she came from work some... Cranberry ciabatta at reduced price. She put them in the freezer in that day and took them with us. At home i was putting them in the toaster but i saw they have green and thought it was some other fruit (haven't seen the label). They thawed on the road and we ate them here. I was sick with diarrhea yesterday. Today i realized they taste like mold.
Other than that, every time i come here and stay alone in the room i get very high blood pressure episode, today due to the very irritant barely perceived smoke outside (i call it ninja smoke as it may be from the recopies found in the book of ninja) and synchronized slammed doors (with my typing and posting activities)
Could it be Fredy Meyer now owned by Kroger (an Arian store) and in fact at the highest level owned by ninja have retaliated on me after i posted about this? (can't find where right now but i know it was on December 22).
7:40 But let's look at the bright side. The whole episode cleaned my bowel. The pressure i was feeling on my heart for days if not weeks is mostly gone. My BS and probably BP is gone.
Wednesday, December 24, 2025
1:17 AM For Lantus insulin high dosage starts when you take your body weight in kg by 0.5 units. In my case, at 106 (108 on the scale today minus to pounds shoes and jeans) high would be 53 units and my currently prescribed dose is 46.
Ever since i started insulin i could not reduce my BS under 160 and that was in rare instances. This, as the pharmacist said at our last appointment qualifies as insulin resistance.
In my case i noticed no improvement over 35 units. I also noticed when i went beyond 35 that my BP increased significantly and BP medicine had no noticeable effect.
8:45 After i finished writing the above i did a search and then i tried to watch a Star Trek episode when i felt i had very high blood pressure (though in doctor's office i had 150s over 80s, measured a couple of times). I have some signg like pressure in the neck, sinuses, i can feel my pulse in my chest etc..
So i took my BP and it was over 200 with over 100 and i took 20 mg of lisinopryl (from an ER prescription), the same i was given at the ER when i went last time with a similar episode.
Then i realized there was some very irritating smoke in the air, and there was an engine revving in the distance (pretty much like the one which awoke Angela at 5 AM today). Then i used a nose decongestant and started to breath better.
Then i layed in bed and the high BP would not go away and i finally fell asleep and awoke in the middle of a nightmare with again high BP.
11:53 I, android.
After (binge) watching three seasons of TNG and well into the third, i was intrigued started to get bored with the massive presence of Data on the screen and did a search. Some say he is second only to Picard, with 2100-2300 on screen hours but i believe he is nr.1 in providing decision making information in the whole movie, by far most important member of the crew. That after he was nearly dismantled in episode S2:9.
12:00 Lucky Data!
10:10 I have been here before at Christmas time but haven't seen this. They turned the parking lot into a huge magic forest. Pictures can barely do justice to it and to me especially cause i suffer from this syndrome, i don't like pictures right away, after i just seen the real thing but i tried. And yes i like fog at night under street lamps.
Few people, all getting in my pictures everywhere which delayed me. Cheer up, Merry Christmas!
Tuesday, December 23, 2025
10:30 AM Surprise. They came to blow the leaves today instead of Wednesday. Just when i heated my Michelina in the mw. That means one to one and a half hours of 60-70 dB inside.
10:45 Just realized yesterday i made a huge mistake. Instead of searching for LaVey in the range of his birthyear (30) - 4, i did it started with 37. Not even 36 as would have been normal. And found this ballet dancer, right away. Could had been such a luck i found the right guy by mistake? Now searching the correct range, did not find anything so far except for a guy who looks normal. No makeup, no goatee, just glasses.
Ok there's something here. (Much) bigger, distinctive ears. 1926.
11:00 Yeah. As i said before, nose and ears grow, eyes become droopy with age. Missing area in right eyebrow (left, viewer). Sorry.
6:44 More base. I take it it's retaliation for this. I take it in the US the'r apex, nobody messes with these guys. I had that feeling when i first came in and lived at John Mladin (possible dr. John) and worked at Sheridan.
Monday, December 22, 2025
1:55 PM 30 years ago, one sunny December day the manager (Tom Barwick) asked me to clean the paint of those windows in the bulk section. It was still fall related colors. I tried with a box cutter blade and would have taken me weeks to do it.
But then i brought some warm water to clean the peeled paint from the glass and... voila! any paint touched with warm water would peel away like it was not there and then i finished in a few hours. From all the people there i believe Liviu Gorea (probably Dragnea), my colleague could confirm.
A few days later after i moved to Vancouver, hoping to get a job at Kyocera (which i finally did, 5 years later) my car broke and Tom fired me over the phone (i missed one or two days before that). I also missed the interview at AVX near the apartment because Tom would not give me a few hours off, so here i was, freshly moved in an apartment in Vancouver (Washington, across the Columbia river from Portland, not to be confused with BC), without a job.
Had no idea Nelu Ciorbă, a tech who promised me a job there, was Viktor Orban.
Back at Sheridan. The interesting part about that place was the building behind it, at Oak and 3rd. While i was working there somebody told me in that building was the Satanic Church of Portland.
There was this guy who once came at the store and stood in front of me while i was kneeling to arrange cans on some shelves. All dressed in black, with a goatee and walking like a goat (pretty much like in this very moment someone is hitting the floor upstairs). His woman next to me could have been her, Zeena, white bleach hair, also dressed in black.
I saw then many times punching a keypad at the door visible from behind the store where sometimes i was doing chores like breaking boxes or counting empty cans. It is true, Liviu told me once they were drug addicts and prostitutes.
2:35 Saturday i fixed the leak at the gasket by adding RTV at the leaking point. Drove the car 170 miles to Lincoln City and back and did not leak. Yesterday night after i started to work at the headlight and ran out of battery for my solder iron though i let it charge all night before after i charged it again i found the hood cracked in the first position after i fixed the headlight, after at least one hour.
Don't know if i left it myself. Today the gasket is leaking again. I'm going to NAPA to buy a different RTV than the one i got online which hardened very soft.
4:30 Went to O Reilly's (what does it have to be so hard to write) to buy a new tube, and this time i read the instructions. It says to put the parts together, let it dry for an hour and then torque. On the other tube it said to let it form a skin, for 10-18 minutes and then torque. Haven't done either way.
But i think i'm done for tonight. I hate to work at flashlight light. It is more... head turning?
11:38 I went in bed with Angela so she can fell asleep, about half hour ago. Somebody upstairs started to creak the floor but i cursed them in my mind and they left. Then 5 minutes ago they came back and started again and i started to record and they stop.
Today it was about 10 hours of floor creaking. Maybe they got tired.
Sunday, December 21, 2025
1:15 AM December 21. Shortest day of the year. About a couple of hours ago or around 11 i was hearing rhythmic sounds upstairs. I wanted to go outside anyways so i just went through the back and saw them upstairs doing something first i thought it was some fitness exercises. After 11?
They were two young women pretty close to the floor to ceiling window, facing East, one of them quite slim and i thought i recognized AlexaCrush body from videos, bouncing on their legs with their hands extended forward, parallel to each other, palms down, and moving them up and down from shoulder and bowing like i saw in comedies when people mock giving praise to a person like to a god (could not find a name to that motion no matter how much i googled it).
I think they were laughing and i heard no music and there was also a guy behind them doing about the same but not sure. Could it be possible they were performing some sort of ritual?
2:00 Kinda like this but second and third pic, not that much (not touching ground or raising hands all the way above head, about half of the whole motion in picture 2 and 3).
Saturday, December 20, 2025
4:25 AM The difference between the propagation of a static purely electric field and light is light is made of photons but the electric field is not though if the field is constant like generated by a punctual metal sphere the first front wave is a variation of an electric field and should generate a magnetic one thus light or other EM radiation. However what i said remains valid. The manifestation of this field continues (like in the case of light) when the source is discontinued for the time need for extinguishment which varies according to distance.
4:45 People who read my blog posts must be familiar with one of the most important, about my HS classmates who now i believe where different people of different ages who were not who they say they were.
One of them was my room mate for 3 months, a guy who could have been the actor Adrian Pintea.
El părea la acea vreme foarte avansat în yoga. Odată m-a pus într-un fel de transă și mi-a dat niște sarcini și informații despre viitor.
Chiar în prima zi când l-am cunoscut, la o coadă la cantină, unde am stat și vorbit vreo oră, mi-a spus că dorința lui cea mai mare era să învețe cum funcționează un calculator (computer) iar după liceu spunea că a intrat la Automatizări și Calculatoare, însă după am mai vorbit foarte puțin cu el deși eram presupuși vecini în Tudor.
În 1975 știa chestii care s-au discutat abia în timpul recent și mi-a pomenit de Egiptul antic în legătură cu manipulări genetice, însă nu-mi amintesc foarte clar. Voi sări peste multe chestii care dovedesc că ce făcea era cu aprobarea securității, partidului bla bla. Da, citind aici îmi amintesc că mi-a povestit despre existența corpurilor astrale.
Vreau acum să vorbesc despre alte două persoane despre care mi-a povestit, sumar. De HelenaBlavatsky mi-a spus că găsea chestii scrise într-un dulap și de Nina Kulagina că putea de exemplu să separe doar cu mintea un albuș de un gălbenuș la un ou care plutea în apă.
Why is this important now. Given the idea of equivalence between matter and energy, as stated by the famous equation E=MC2 (Energy equals mass by speed of light to the power of 2), and we all know that thoughts can generate complex electric and magnetic fields like those seen in EEGs, caused by the circulation of ionic currents in parallel, reconfigurable thus unique neural networks, it is possible that a type of photons or maybe even closed loop string particles are created during the thinking process.
I cannot help myself realizing the efforts of those around me put into what i call doubling events which imitated my writing which of course express my thoughts, one of the latest being tonight.
After writing about a possible violation of the conservation of momentum during the phase of extinguishing or collapsing of an electric field at the source, with the field still existing at a distance (until the wave of extinguishing that starts with a speed of light at source passes) and possibly moving charged objects after the cause ceased to exist, they enacted at least two different allegories.
I was in the parking lot at Ilani eating and thinking to go for a cigarette and then join Angela inside the casino when i saw a woman who left her car and then saw the taillights flickering which is not likely since they were out when she left. Then she popped the hood and did something and they stopped.
But when i left, i saw on the dashboard again a warning light about my left front low beam lamp which i just replaced a few days ago. It was cane on and off, probably during rough areas of the road, like in my thought experiment about the collapsing electric field when shorted to the ground.
Inside the casino i played at a machine where i quickly won back the 100 dollars i complained as being stollen from my pocket last time when i was there. And exactly as they said it happened, that ticked was played by someone to the last cent, so i did myself tonight. I was even sitting next to a short Asian woman, like the one who was close to me when i lost that ticket.
So yeah, i think thoughts may become material, like creating vortices in ether that usually are eternal if not met with similar vortices but somehow mirrored or in opposition with the first, when they can annihilate each other.
11:00 Went to bed at 5:40 AM (slept all evening yesterday) and slept 5 hours. Awoken by the unbearable (a)base upstairs. The same reason we left last night.
But i cannot leave right now. A few days ago i ordered a tube of RTV to finish fixing the valve cover. I did not pay attention at the delivery date and the next day i saw it was Friday. Kept wiping out the oil ever since. But on Friday it got delayed by Amazon for today after 12:45 (i am sure they nowadays take into account holidays and everything). At least one hour and a half. They also creak the floor on a continuous base.
But i will not wait for the RTV. First i will attempt to fix the left headlight. Probably a contact somewhere. Both headlights are aftermarket and the left one was bought and installed by me after i bough the car which was totaled the second time at an auction. Can't remember exactly but i think there was a short and a wire was burnt so i hat to cut the wires and soldered others instead. But first got to go and remove any poop that might be outside cause it causes me nausea.
But a question haunts me. What if they messed with the car in the parking lot at Ilani? Yesterday the phone turned on (off of airplane mode). I know once i lost the phone at Peppermill casino in Vegas and found it at Security one hour later and i think it was used to order some mobile mechanics which messed with my brakes, making them brake ( a little) continuously.
And when i got there i saw two guys, waiting for something, in the car behind us (i parked in the next logical or predictable spot).
11:30 Two stray or feral cats are in front of the floor to ceiling glass sliding door in the living. But unlike this one, these look clean like they have been given a bath. One of them looks similar to the one i took a picture of a few days ago though it has more white on the chest (like St.Dominic's dog) but this one is clean (another doubling?).
11:50 Base has stopped a while ago but the creaking of the floor continues.
12:42 I found several pounds of poop of which half was cat inefficiently buried in wood dust, of which 2 or 3 were under the stairs enclosure, ft away from our door.
The connector for the low beam on the left side of the car was arching and now is partly melted, there is not much i can do. I tried to spring back the contacts but one of them is buried in melted plastic. Ordered one, it will be here tomorrow.
12:52 My RTV order was delayed by one more hour.
1:37 I somehow fixed the light (will work till tomorrow) but cannot fit the socket back in the headlight.
They upstairs came. I heard them talking on the stairs. Young and shy, less then half our age. First steps seem shy and random.
My suspicion is, the reason they don't talk is they are being replaced with other people coming through the attic while they leave. Not always maybe.
Angela cooked something (our late breakfast) and they started.
Yeah it could be them today cause i don't hear much creaking, just coughing and some loud talking.
1:44 Half more hour delay for the RTV. Now it's 2:15. Holiday factor Amazon AI doesn't know about. But it does know the number of packages in that van and the time needed. If it doesn't then it's a very stupidAI. (I bet cell phone radiation plays a very important role in this).
2:10 Upstairs coughing has replaced the creaking of the floor.
One more half hour delay for the RTV. Will be here at 2:45. Smells like fresh poops.
3:10 Ok it came. One hour and 20 minutes till sunset. At 49 degrees (9 Celsius) children in t-shirts and shorts and pajamas came to play in the alley, not far from my car, yelling and shrieking.
5:05 It was relatively quiet when i started. But then exactly when i took all the 12 bolts (actually 9, i let 3 at one end) out and about to raise the cover (with releasing of some smell, presumably, a few old women showed at the next entrance, going into a car.
I was thinking to just raise the cover at one end and do it without taking it apart, would have been much faster but i was already too nervous. My hands were shaking. Could not put the right amount in the right place working with a mirror and a flashlight (at the right side or firewall side of the engine). Not even on the left side or front of the car which is straightforward with enough room (cover raised one inch at one side).
Tried several times, thought i did it but when i tried to put the cover back, it wasn't closing, because the gasket was moved already from its place. In the mean time, night set in, heavy smoke set in, dog poop smell set in and i started to loose track of what i was doing.
So i took the remaining 3 bolts, the coils, the sensors, the two PCV lines etc.. and took the cover off. That gasket came with the cover and was not coming off, but now it was and i could not put it back in the groove easily, it was like it changed shape.
Anyways by the time i was going to take a picture and put it back, a number of big younger guys came from building D with some laundry baskets and got into an SUV, at a pace excruciatingly slow and had to wait to do a pic with the flash. About 5-10 minutes.
Put the thing back on after the picture but i saw the alignment in front was different from the one in the rear, took it out one more time, added more silicon, this time on the edge of the gasket itself, put the gasket back in the groove (cause it came out again), and now it fit perfectly and finally tightened the bolts and put it all together.
But at least it wasn't raining like last time.
It wasn't leaking on the left side because the two surfaces, engine head and chain housing were perfectly aligned, at the far side there is one mm difference.
I read on forums, need to wait at least 1-4 hours to drive it but best would be 24. Adding RTV on top of a gasket sucks, thank you H.
Friday, December 19, 2025
9:33 AM Went to bed at 3, would have slept more but someone started to creak the floor upstairs and awoke me after 6 hours. Thee is someone left but more shy. I said last nigh i will continue to write what i know about the consequences of the Universe being filled with ether, either in "free form" like an incompressible, frictionless fluid which creates vortices due to speed gradients.
Though the direct, physical implications are countless, including explanations for phenomena unexplained before, there are philosophical consequences that are as important.
One of the consequences is of course when a motion occurs in on point in the Universe it translates into a pressure variation in ether that may transmit as a wave that could propagate at speeds greater than light. And the consequence of this consequence is of course, everything in the Universe is causally interconnected, though this interconnection weakens with distance.
This way all of our actions and even thoughts participate and theoretically can determine actions at a distance. This participation may be very small but when distant systems are in balance, it can influence changing it, like a decision making and/or thinking process. Again it all depends on the moment and in case of brain waves, frequency.
If gravity waves propagate instantaneously, the whole Universe may be like a pulsating mass of ether.
BTW here is another clear contradiction within the EM filed theory. Can an electric field travel alone (at the speed of light) without creating its magnetic counterpart? Yet we know from practice, when we are charging an electrode all we get is an electric field.
11:45 Image on the left seems distorted by cheap lens, he has a dimple (made of fat) in the chin but look closely at the eyebrows.
A while ago i though i recognized Japanese dancer Akane Takada as the last woman living upstairs together with the guy in the video. However today when i saw the picture of the Hungarian actor whose face could have been used in recent news, i saw him next to a woman who could also be the woman upstairs.
Posted a few things about Satanism in the US in the last days.
12:12 PM They had several thousands documents on him?
1:05 Ok so what else violates relativity? I have always been intrigued with the propagation of the electrostatic field. Like when you apply a high voltage to a sphere of metal. It gest charged and the electrostatic field suddenly extends to infinity.
But is this even possible in practice? You cannot instantaneously charge an electrode, it takes some time due to limitations of the current that has to flow in it.
So yes, maybe the propagation of pressure in ether is instantaneous and the gravity is due to the sum or low pressure areas created by vortices the solid matter is made of.
Truth is, modern physics after relativity theory became an infinitely tangled mess.
1:20 Purely electric fields around non moving charged electrodes are a reality (though nothing is still in this Universe). They can be generated with a Van de Graaff machine in a lab (and of course they can raise your hair). They extend to infinity though they are obeying the rule of intensity decreases with square distance.
Question is of course how fast they propagate after you apply a charge to let's say a sphere of metal. If they propagate with the speed of light, thus finite, they should generate a magnetic field as they advance and when we have magnetic and electric field together, there should also be photons so there should be a burst of light coming out of a metal ball when applying the charge to it, right?
A metal sphere in a lab is moving with the rotation of Earth and the speed at surface is pretty high and they should create a magnetic field, right?
As i said before, i suspect Earth's magnetic field is actually created by all atmospheric charges which are huge, rotating with the Earth.
No. I don't believe Earth's surface is charged. It's neutral as it is conductive for the most part. That is the reason why we stick pieces of metal in the ground and connect them to the ground electrode in our plugs.
1:55 Here's another question. There are EM fields generated by the radio antennas (all around us). They propagate with the speed of light. They are created by applying a high frequency alternative current to an antenna. So the fields increases and decreases as they travels. So at a certain point from the antenna we would have a front wave generated by the speed of moving fields combined with the variation of the EM fields at source, right?
2:23 Ok i think i found a better question. Let's say we have a static charge on a sphere of metal and we suddenly short it to the ground. The electric field around it would cease to exist instantaneously or the "extinguishment" front wave will propagate with the speed of light, and until the "extinguishment" front wave reaches a point in space, the sphere will still be able to attract an object in that point charged in the opposite way?
So a charge in the not yet collapsed field will still be attracted by something though the cause has ceased to exist? It seems it would (briefly) violate the law of momentum conservation.
We know the shape of a field for a dipole, but in the case of a radial field collapse in the "kink" phase, i don't even try to imagine that field's shape. But i think it's also a dipole because you have to have a wire to connect the sphere to the ground.
BTW in the shape of the link above the electric field being radial and not accompanied by any magnetic field at the poles. I wish this animation that tries to represent electric and magnetic fields variation vectors had a better resolution.
7:55 I put earplugs and slept all evening. Then they went somewhere and when they came back they started to talk. Outside, on the stairs. Then i remembered. They do talk on the stairs but rarely inside. How rarely. Less then once a month.
Wednesday, December 17, 2025
10:17 AM Quiet upstairs. Until i went to the bathroom. Then, they flushed the toilet on me.
1:14 Pictures from here, from the road, after the big storm. Tree cutting businesses are going to have lots more business these days
7:37 Upstairs there was base on and off all day. There is smoke coming from outside. I have been searching Alexa's stream for the word worship, i am pretty sure there was a post saying "you should have worshiped me sooner", but there is still one saying "you look good down there".
10:30 They don't have a fixed time when they come to pick the garbage. It's usually Thursday around this hour. But they have an interval of several hours in which they come. It's not like picking garbage from bins in the street near houses. Nothing like that. The dumpsters are huge and the tucks are the same, like 20 tons maybe each.
They grab the one ton (empty) dumpsters with a forklift like device and then they raise them on top 20 ft high and shake them, and then through them back on the ground, making small earthquakes and huge noises, for about 30 minutes. There are 4 dumpsters around this building.
But i don't know how, they always come at the worst possible moment. Like when i concentrate to write a post.
Posts are usually easy to write if it was only for typing. But most of the time i add links, searches, screenshots and pictures. Have to think a lot. And then it gets tricky cause blogger by google which i use is an old free platform with minimal automation. I have to do lots of workarounds to post an image at original resolution, to position it inside the post before or after others, scale it, and i have to use both graphic interface and html code.
And then, kaboom. The garbage truck on Thursday which throws me out. The high speed 200 mph blowers for several hours on Wednesday. The excavator. Construction at the park, all summer long. Upstairs dance. Modified exhausts. Slammed doors, which all to me seem synched with my activities.
Is quiet now, they're finished. But my brain is still vibrating from the shakes. There are creaking sound upstairs for every word i type.
Yeah and if i complain then they will start make changes to blogger, not pick the garbage on Thursday next week, not pick the leaves like they done every time i complained. Now that i'm done (with the other post) trying to relax, thinking of breakfast, they just started the base upstairs.
11:50 Starting my own music in here makes it more bearable. I am currently listening to my list of yearly top 100 hits i started weeks ago in the car and just got to 2016 Chainsmokers Closer. This is the first song in my playlist (from my 6200 songs sticker) i heard having AI generated voices (and fabulous non existent instruments) which is easy to recognize since the technology was at the beginning in those years.
And that is the year when we can say the music died cause nowadays all we have is AI music which is harder and harder to recognize as such.
Also got some numbness (paralysis) in my jaws, spine, etc.. could be clostridium bacteria from shaken dumpsters that came in here even easier with vibration from base.
Yeah this song is a reference for AI generated music since the man declared himself.
Culminating nowadays with...
12:55 Because i can't find any bags in the dispensers here at the complex and i waste too much time searching for used grocery bags in my garbage bin, a few days ago i bought from Amazon a box of doggy bags.
Yesterday before i got those i was in the park and when i was about to get back i had an idea and went for the dispenser and they were only 2 or 3 bags at the end of a roll identical with those i bought and i grabbed them.
And yes i am overwhelmed with the smell so i got to go outside and check.
1:25 PM Mai bine verificați câți rahați de câini sunt pe străzile Bucureștiului. Câinii acum în perioada rece se îmbolnăvesc și ei și pot transmite bolile lor. E suficient unul singur în fața scării blocului ca să îmbolnăvească pe cei mai vulnerabili. Dar pot fi și mai multe cadavre (de câini fără stăpân) decât de obicei. Întrebare. Are tot stăpânul de câine pungi din alea ca mai sus sau similare?
Fiecare câine mai mare are nevoie de 2 plimbări pe zi pentru a-și face nevoile, cei mai mici de mai multe. Deci trebuie de la 60 de pungi pe lună. Ca cele de mai sus ar costa 10 dolari (euro) pentru 10 luni. Însă degeaba ai pungi dacă nu știi să le folosești. Nodul trebuie făcut foarte strâns, alftel ajunge în tomberon punga deschisă sau semi și e mai rău decât dacă ai lăsa chestia pe trotuar.
8:05 Are they positive those are not real heart attacks?
I believe hiatalhernia can be caused by the combined action of gas retention (due to sitting for too long) pushing the diaphragm (muscle) up and nose congestion (due to dust and rage) which creates vacuum in the lungs and suck the diaphragm up, pressing on the heart that sits on it.
Smoking (nicotine) causes instant constriction of large skeletal blood vessel including coronary arteries (i can literally feel it), adding to that effect but can have beneficial effects (tarr) coating dust and aerosol contaminants possibly neutralizing bacteria in lungs which are normally eliminated in the digestive system.
8:15 2015, year when Ariana Grandeburst on the scene. She likes (to be loved) harder.
9:03 I like coffee, i (don't) like tea. Can you all explain this? What does it mean for... most? Too mee at the time it represented a request to write more on gravity and the indestructible vajra and the origin of light. Was i right?
9:55 I work all day, write two long blog posts with dozens of searches, links, screenshots etc. and at the end i make a mistake, maybe forget to click update after last added link or maybe even i'm sabotaged and can't prove it not even to myself and then it comes out like something else that totally ruins my posts and reputation and everything. Can anybody please stop the stupid, useless noises that distract me?
Or else i will post what i just found out.
11:50 I wrote many times before and i still believe it. Now that i started to write this they again exercise their right over us and started to creak the floor on top of Angela who is trying to fall asleep, to convince me to stop writing.
Before the Michelson-Morley experiment scientists believed all space was filled with the so called luminiferous ether, a very fine substance what was like a medium of propagation for light. Thinking of course light was an elastic wave in this substance and that was proven by interference experiments.
That experiment was meant to prove (or not) the existence of ether. However, it started with a wrong assumption.
Light may be (not) an elastic wave in ether, or not even a wave. Einstein, others, stated that light is (also) made of photons, particles that cannot exist at rest and only have a moving mass, as a compromise meant to satisfy experiments like the double slit interference proving the wave quality of light but also the photoelectric experiment which proves not only light is made of particles but also those particles are quantified.
I recently enunciated a theory that says light is neither particles nor wave, but is made of whirls (vortices) in ether that may act as a superfluid. In superfluids, (incompressible, frictionless) vortices are eternal though they can be stopped by interaction with with other vortices and quantum (they exist in stable form at certain speeds only and interacting with others) and when unstable they can transfer energy to create others nearby, and thus jump to one place to another, like in the case of light (light itself does not travel at speed of light).
Many experiments and phenomena can be explained by this theory, which i wrote about and would not insist anymore.
I believe ether is made of tau neutrinos (smallest known particles) which normally do not interact with anything.
However, when they are caught in vortices that rotate at relativistic speeds their mass increases by the Lorentz factor and they can interact with each other like attracting, repelling, combining, etc..
What i wanted to write about tonight is while particles are made of vortices only a small fraction of ether is turned into those, rest remaining "free" and there can be elastic waves in ether though they are not light and probably are the much sought for gravitational waves.
If the whole universe is a soup of ether in which float all the vortices, stable or unstable, making the solid mater and light, we might imagine than any disturbance, ever, propagates throughout the whole Universe, though decreasing by the square distance.
Since the speed of light is given by the jumping of one vortex or pair of vortices (or creating another pair by transferring rotating energy) that needs some time, the propagation speed of an elastic wave in ether could be much faster or even instantaneous.
Rest is all about frequencies. Even minute movement like ions in our neural network can create a disturbance that can travel and with tuned circuits, that can be other brains, they can be "received" at a distance.
However. Though it is thought ether does not interact with matter, as probably having a much lower density than vortices, it is contained in all mater (vortices) and gross movement of matter can create gravitational pulses or waves that can interfere with that type of communications.
If they keep doing it (creaking the floor during quiet hours, etc., i will write the rest of what i know.
BTW i had another talk with Angela and we concluded they upstairs very rarely talk (less than once a month and less than an hour heard in total time since they moved here).
It looks like they are here more like in a mission and not actually living here and because of harsh environment they may not even be here when the cars are here and after they climb upstairs they move through the attic in other apartments and/or leave the building, etc..
Either ways, the are unlawfully creating sometimes unbearable distress to both of us.
Tuesday, December 16, 2025
3:24 PM My new gasket came in. It is even thinner than the (blue) Fel Pro. I decided to go with the "incompatible" and do it. Got to take the ignition coils first, there is one stripped nut at the ignition coil at nr.1, i can get it, then 20 screws (haven't count them), two sensors out, then the whole thing.
Then re-place the blue gasket, put it back, looking for "pinches" then the coils and the sensors. Should not last more than 30 minutes in total and already asked Angela to watch me.
But when i opened the door, first thing. Poop smell. So i went for those. A plane was on this time. Got back. The guy with the garage is now here, like always when i work at the car. Speaking Spanish with an Asian woman who also came to watch. Other people in the distance. But i will proceed cause it's gonna be the same if i wait and it's gonna dark and that don't help anybody.
Temperature is 58 again, like it's been in the last days. If it wasn't dark at 3:30 i couldn't say it's December 16.
6:58 Don't know how other engines are, but this one has a timing chain housing that meets under the valve cover with the engine head, resulting in a mating surface and a possible leak. There is a trick i saw in a video i thought it was optional. A couple of drops of ATV before putting the new gasket on. And then, i forgot (i got more that 7 women on my mind of course).
When i put it last time i saw there was ATV there and did not add some. I removed it today in the leaking area.
The new gasket did not mate perfectly with the old ATV.
No pinched gasket. My apologies. But how can i be sure it wasn't leaking at first and then messed with?
I made it very difficult because i dropped one of those special bolts in the fan's housing. Came inside, searched for the borescope camera to find it. At this car everything is crowded and if you drop something, then most likely won't find it easy.
Anyways. There was no need for new gasket. Got to order a tube of RTV (in only need a couple of drops), but this time i don't need to remove the cover. Just unscrew most of the bolts and raise it a bit, keeping everything in place. The guy in the video added a lot, after squeezing the gasket some would have certainly got inside.
8:53 Went outside, tried to wipe a bit of the oil that leaked on many things near the engine but some people there made me very nervous. Every time i open the door there's a new car in theire. Some are flashing. Short guys are talking. While i had the hood open i saw the guys upstairs coming home and now they are dancing.
3:10 There was a big wind in the area about an hour ago that awoke Angela. An unhealthy tree has fallen covering a big area next to the battle zone. I found 2 cat poops buried in dry dust and 3 semi-open bags next to SW dumpster. There is also a freezer with meat still frozen in it next to that one. At the no dumping area there is a cat tree, other items.
10:05
Monday, December 15, 2025
8:25 AM I went to pick the poops. There was a thick smoke outside. Found a big fat one however the woman at 4, talking on the phone on her balcony kept point the phone at me and peering from around the corner of the balcony.
Every time i wanted to bend and pick it, she would appear looking at me and that was 3-4 times. Then i got mad, pulled my phone and took a picture in that direction but she was hidden in that moment. Good thing cause my phone was forgoten with flash on since yesterday at the car.
I got tired of her talking on the phone in the balcony when i go outside and her black BMW with her son Jesus and her white killer dog so i just took her picture, after i turned the flash off, this time plainly in her face while she was pointing her at me. Thoug not so clear about 20 meters distance, with a phone with no optical zoom, her image is compatible with one member of the Japan's Imperial Family.
8:30 Many people leaving here have businesses trucks (i assume since they have ladders and barels and stuff in their trucks) and leave in the morning but there is a guy who comes, including at this hour in the morning, every time i go there to pick the poops. He just backed up when i got there, he could have forgotten something. Her voice talking aloud on the balcony is heard from all around the building and the poops stinks and can't get near it to pick it.
8:32 All kinda cats pass all day in front of my living wall size window, going to get fed at nr.2.
What got me realy mad when i went outside was this car's LPN. It is new around here, after i said a few times in the last days that i had heart problems which mostly went away after i bought and used twice a nose decongestant (yesterday and this morning). Then the bycicle.
Email sent yesterday at 2:19 PM
This is crazy. All people have gone mad. What do they care if i don't use the phone since i'm (pre)paying every month? (I'm gonna ask Angela to make a call for me today, i get pains all over for 24 hours if i make one).
6:25 Got my new gasket. It fits (loosely in my old cover (wouldn't put it on. Waiting for the other tomorrow cause this one it says "does not fit" (Amazon compatibility). What do you understand from this screenshot? Left is the one coming tomorrow, right is the one i already got.
Yeah this one has a tendency to fall from the cover's groove when it turn it upside down, but still pinching at that level is not possible (it is too thick).
Fel pro gasket fits loose in the grove, showing the impossibility to pinch it. If released, would go back in the groove. The size of the blog left outside shows it should have been raised the cover 4-7 mm, which would have made difficult if not impossible for the screws to go in.
Fel pro Gasket is preformed and fits loosely in the groove.
7:30 It stinks but it had become nearly impossible to go outside to pick poops. Once i project in my mind that desire, they dispatch all kinda people in my way. Big noises when near that wall, if not planes, then bump hitting trailers, exhausts, bass, even airhorns on the freeway.
The pooping bandit.
9:55 Today Angela deleted everething in onedrive, in an hour or so it got filled again. So i went and searched and found out how to get rid of it. But attention, if you try this do not uninstall it cause you will not be able to delete again and then you still won't have room for email with which it shares the 5GB. Use first option, unlink, instead.