9:26 I know some of what i'm gonna write here today may sound gross to some but i have to write it so people can really understand what i'm going through and the ways of the hidden door
school and also to document and for me not to forget.
I have said many times before, shall not bend and disturb the superficial layer of dust covering the bulky poops of some cats after they unlike pets who are given certain amounts, they eat all they want and can in the buffet next balcony.
I would think traditionally cats would burry it in sand (being desert creatures) or soil, dust is not good enough. This way i have been breathing some fine irritating dust and some got into my esophagus. Also the dust that comes from the
because of the vibration of that excavator across the alley.
Also was preparing a traditional type of
liqueur out of frozen blueberries and grain alcohol by my own adaptation. Traditionally, it needs two months of maceration. I crushed the berries with no sugar added but until the alcohol gets well mixed with the berries, the strength of that liquid is above 40% and i tasted some of that.
It is good for digestive problems like diarrhea. I tasted it and indeed was very strong which also irritated my esophagus.
Angela is sick and very grumpy and constantly criticize everything i do.
30 or 25 years ago i taught her how to drive. Now when i drive with her she is constantly teaching me back with indications at every turn. Yesterday when i drove her to physical therapy (she is tired, did not sleep well in the last days for obvious reasons, including cat smell and bacteria) on rain and darkness at least a couple of times she told me to change lanes when i had a vehicle (waiting) in the blind spot. And i almost did.
She could not do the injection in the spine due to high BP in that day and she is in pain because of that and has to go to work.
She has a weird sounding cough which i attribute it again to the cats passing our balcony or door and dust and oil leak in the car (BTW i got the plastic snakes in the locker, don't know if it's gonna scare the stinky cats).
Yesterday i bought a big bag with frozen chicken breasts at Wellmart and put some in the little oven. Boiled some rice. Put those in a bowl and started to eat, being all aggravated and stuff. Standing in the kitchen in a hurry to finish cause i had stuff to do at the computer.
I started to hear some weird noises upstairs while i was
chewing and swallowing. My stomach sphincter (
chakra) got stuck (contracted) and i kept swallowing not knowing until my esophagus was full of food.
I know in situation like these food might go down if i take a sip of water but it was too full already and water only made it more painful.
Though a little buzzed with alcohol, i decided the only way to get rid is try to induce vomiting. There is always the risk of getting some stuff in your airways, especially if drunk. I would assume when your BP is high and you try to vomit you may blow some arteries (including inside the brain), i don't know, let me ask
google etc.. But above all is very uncomfortable to say the least.
So over the next hour i tried 5 times with small amounts coming every time. Every time after, i tried to swallow a bit of water and from upstairs i was hearing the same frantic, muffled sounds and the sphincter would get closed again and again. Until there was nothing left in my esophagus and did not drink water anymore.
This morning the area was sore from the experience. I was in bed trying to remember things i did yesterday when my mind ran into something and started to think things inappropriate (opening the lover's gate i recon) and they started.
It would not stop until she left and those stomps and creeks blended into the beep across the alley (yest they started again, don't know what they're trying to accomplish with that little excavator, for more than 2 months now).
Should i had been less fit (those long walks, the relatively healthy diet really pay out) or lucky could not be here right now to write all these.
No wonder the Japanese folk attribute supernatural abilities to
ninja. I think they are capable of remotely killing or at least heavily influencing someone with just sound and one may not even notice.
9:55 For the last 15 minutes there has been a loud blower blowing though it's not Wednesday.
10:03 Dropping a heavy object right before the second peson exiting the door upstairs. So it was him who left earlier though he usually leaves at 6:30. Like all previous occupants, they adjust their schedule according to needs. To have time for one more try this morning i recon.
But last days were special because they are pissed about what i just posted about whirls and stuff. The blowing sound moved further but i constantly hear it.
Thinking all the time of what i call "democracy paradox". I know they have approval from a large audience for what are doing here. But the large audience doesn't understand what is really happening and the subtle (hidden) ways they manipulate reality.
10:20
Walmart had find its own subtle ways of modifying reality too. They pump fat and broth in meat under
pressure. Just tried some (with sips of water or coffee after every swallow).
That meat last night released one pound (16 ounces of it by cooking 2 pounds) of it in the tray below and the cookes lean meat tastes like chicken fat (got some left in the bag, will come with pictures next time). The weirdest tasting chicken i ever had. Gross.
10:27 Yes i know. They were three trays with cat food and now after i commented there's only one and there are peanuts for squirrels as well. There was a cat house and now there are two chairs.
But nobody ever sits on those chairs that replaced the cat house. I have not seen the old woman in at least six months. I saw instead the guy who lives in an apartment further away who acts like another carrying son (besides the one with the red Jeep who now is gone for about the same time the old woman is missing).

10:45 No i don't live in Metzger which is like 5 miles away? That is the last IP address
Ziplie gave to me.
11:00 Besides limiting searches by google mouse wheel scroll doesn't work anymore in blogger (by google) editing panel after i add pictures in html mode which is very annoying and time consuming. After adding at least one picture i have to scroll while editing with the little arrows or slider next to scroll bars.
So it has been 3 hours since i awoke and still dealing with "housekeeping issues". The beep is driving me nuts, i tried to record it, it comes to faint on the recording.
1:45 I recon it was a great opportunity for them to fix me after i bought that stuff from the liquor store.
And yes i once ingested by mistake a small amount of undiluted 190 proof (95%) alcohol and though it burnt my mouth, throat and esophagus (a bit) nothing else happened also because i had water handy and had a drink of water right after.
Grain alcohol (95%) is cheaper than the Paul Mason (40%) next to it and if you dilute it preferably with distilled water you can make 2.5 times the amount of 40% (or 50% if you like) of the purest vodka. Can add some juniper
flavor or wormwood and make gin or absinthe. Have a nice weekend everybody!
Yeah i remember that day years ago when i showed in Vegas with the other Elantra and everybody on the streets were carrying 2 ft long glasses in the shape of fuel bottles for
NASCAR (without the bent part), just because i had some cherry or blueberry liqueur in 750 ml bottles with that EVERCLEAR label in the trunk and did some incredible mileage suggesting i was adding alcohol in the tank just to impress or something.
10:43 My microphone is broke and can't make google voice calls from my pc using a google voice number. While waiting for a microphone today i installed google voice app on the phone to make a phone call on wi-fi (and get 10 times less microwave exposure than cellular network).
So i turned on the wi-fi on the router (i normally use
ethernet) by typing 192.168.1.1 in browser's address bar (the password for admin is on the bottom of the router) on 2.4 Ghz but after i installed google voice on the phone, something strange (and good) happened.
Google voice could not make a call until i set up
wi-fi calling on the phone providing the address for emergency services. And then i tried and saw i can make phone calls with the phone app itself with my phone number while only on wi-fi only (with cellular network off that is) with far less exposure to microwave radiation (also saving battery).
The whole process took about 10 minutes and of course got enough wi-fi exposure to feel it in the sensitive areas (lap of course) exposed in the past to that d...n laptop.