Sunday, December 14, 2025

December 14

1:45 AM Why all the owls i ever saw crossing road did it right in front of my car and not in front of the car in front of me? 2 owls on the road, first was very low, nearly hit it, 6 deer in Lincoln City.

1:46 When i got at Road's end i popped the hood to see if the oil on the damper of the right half shaft dried, but it was more. I decided to wipe it with a paper napkin (at this car you can access it from above, only on the right side) but when i tried to do so i looked closer and saw oil way above it on the engine.

In short, my new gasket is leaking, because it is broken. Now i remember that night at Spirit Mountain and the pinched ticket. Was she trying to help me or mocking me or both?

No way could have pinched it myself when i put it on. In fact is quite impossible with that cover, the gasket stays in a groove, like 80% of its height. It is true that the cover was moving a bit, like being 1 mm higher in two opposite corners, but that is either because the gasket was not perfectly regular in size or the cover itself was a bit bent from molding.

Angela was standing next to me, she did some similar stuff at work, was familiar with the parts and process, i remember i put it on and back off several times, out of paranoia, before putting on the bolts, to see if i did not screw anything.

The interesting part is the gasket got pinched in the worst possible place, leaking on the hidden part of the engine, but in front of it, not on the manifold so it goes all the way down and at the filter from where some probably gets sprayed by the fast moving air on the hot exhaust and makes some stench behind but only when i drive at high speed.

The other weird part is the gasket was black, the part that is now protruding is gray.

A few days later i went and re-tightened all the bolts (barely any torque) and after a week they were still tight and they are still today. I unscrewed a couple of those, right and left where the leak is to see if i did not cross the thread and after losing those, they came out and back in by hand.

I remember i checked the oil level after the first longer trip i missed very little oil and then i tightened the oil filter just a bit and i thought i was ok and stopped checking.

If you pinch a gasket i would assume it would start leaking right away. Yeah i know. I replaced the cover because a fabrication defect was allowing leaking (of blow by gas only) and now i got one that it's leaking oil and it took me weeks to figure it out.

At all vehicles i ever had i had at least one leak, including the S10 (designed in Japan) when it was new which had an exhaust leak because of a bracket installed on one of the exhaust bolts was tightened with the nut together with the bracket. I was hearing it but did not know what it was and went back to the dealer and the boss of maintenance said he does not hear anything, nor other mechanics i was going to at the time.

I hope the oil did not get to some rubber parts because it's got additives that damage rubber, including possibly the damper itself and then i would start to have vibrations at that shaft.

Got the old cover with the old gasket (if i did not throw the gasket) and if i still have it tomorrow i will replace it, waiting for a new one that i will order right now.

2:05 Ordered FEL PRO, Amazon choice, delivery Monday.

2:45 Went outside. One poop on the ground, one wide open (green) in the dumpster, one loosely knotted on top of the dumpster. One couch in the no dumping area and... 4 barrels, probably made of fiberboard, about 4 ft each, in vertical position. Dense smoke. One dog barking in the alley while i eat polenta.

Saturday, December 13, 2025

9:47 AM Szia!



2:40 PM Went under the car and took a picture with the position of the filter after i tightened it last night. It never leaked so much and last time i tightened it more than ever before and it was loose more than 1/4 turn.

Judging by the position of that printout it looks like the filter is in a 1/4 more advanced position which means the rubber gasket itself gives in (softens, gets corroded by some oil additive) and was happening to a lesser extent with OEM filters and Quaker State synthetic blend oil. Now i use STP and Castrol synthetic blend. Could it be the late filter gaskets are not designed to resist this type of oil which is a mix of synthetic and the old mineral type.

3:35 When i was outside to take the picture which meant laying next to the car and sticking the phone under for about 30 seconds, ten different fully integrated and totally coordinated allegoric scenes unfolded.

One of them was (a new version) of veteran's daughter who passed looking emotional (red in the face) as i was waiting on the porch for her to pass so i can go at the car, and since i have to go and put the new stickers on, she is watching me from a distance while talking on the phone (they were not here for months), first entrance of building D.

After a similar scene, while i was working at the car, a version of many of the veteran, the only common part is they are all shaven in the head, came and started to yell at me to quit following his daughter.

3:55 Went and took two more pictures. One showing the sticker with the year on my front LPN got somehow erased. One showing the contaminated debris from Apt.3 in the garbage. By the sound of it, they were thrown, intentionally, very hard, dislodging the irritating dust from them.

I made a few steps into the battle zone. A chocking smoke suddenly appeared. An Asian woman acting Latina was taking pictures of the bushes. A similar guy with a hoody gave me a terrified look. Came and measure16-21-11 is the combined PM1, PM2.5 and PM10 index but the smoke is less on this side of the building.

Yeah i got the new stickers (paid 361 bucks yesterday for them at DEQ Sherwood) but wanted to post this one first. A justifiable crime since they want to catch me riding dirty.

3:20 Talking about European/Asian mixture. I have a feeling i saw this guy recently, maybe here at the building. And this one too. He is 6'2 tall.


4:30 We're eating. Jesus started the dreaded black BMW. Upstairs, bass and drums and stomps. Dragging heavy objects etc..

5:45 I went to smoke first time after about 48 hours. A man and a woman with a cap, face down, so i won't see its face most  likely Asian, came with a dog which turned its back on me and then peed next to hydrant. It was a provocation i thought to myself and did not say nothing cause i know they have something ready in their mind to say back.

Then i realized two things. It was design to cause rage and subsequent nose inflammation, difficulty breathing combined with smoking, after the recent heart episode. It was a she dog that peed and that gave me a dose of pheromones. Will see later in the evening cause we're just living for Chinook Winds.

I also added the missing oil (after i re-tightened the filter earlier)

6:08 After they tormented us for the last hours, they came at the car in the same time with us so i just came back to write this.

Friday, December 12, 2025

12:10 AM Finally my pain has subsided for the most part. Went outside to smoke and it was stinking too bad for that and went and found the other giant poop of the evening (there are 2 or more in the morning, 2 or more in the evening, but they came after i was there the last time.

Went to smoke and looked above where that big plane passed earlier, at very low altitude and saw Orion, the constellation of pyramids, with its belt and Betelgeuse at the shoulder.

And an idea came to me and just did a google search by it.

It must go against the idea of an emperor, like that of Japan. Or a king, like Trump. Or a tsar like Putin.

The big, practical problem with the rule of law is you have to have people, or better called heroes that are willing to enforce it or at least citizens that are willing to complain and constantly fight for it.

There are random stomps upstairs after hours, oftenly showing disagreement with what i say or think. It is like having an extra influencer in the same living space. They don't call it School of the Hidden Door for nothing.

Trouble is they (ninja) serve a hierarchy that could originate outside this world, like on a mothership near planet Mercury and all their moves are coordinated in real time (shinshin Schengen shingan) from there.

12:20 Which means you'll never know how much i worked for the last 3 matches.

I hate doing matches. Their charismatic faces made of a mixture of European and Asian charm nauseate me more than anything else. Imagine that. Seeing those faces for 12 hours a day, 3 days straight. And then going out and picking 50 cat poops. Even right  now i have to choose. Eat? Pick? Take a charcoal cap? And every time going outside trying to cheat (with little success) their built in allegories.

(Yeah i know some could have all the matches already done on supercomputers with strong face recognition algorithms but i have to do it by my eyes only. Prime directive? It should not apply since they must be aliens too. Pardon my language but i'm binge watching TNG on Paramount and dr.Crusher just left the scene on S2).

Everything else i do on the other two blogs is relaxation compared to that. And i (almost) had a heart attack last night, from eating too many Hot Flaming Cheetos (out of depression) which kept my heart pumping while breathing on a congested noise, pretty much like real coffee, because of running out of nose decongestant and i'm not completely out of the woods and probably will never be.

BTW every time i get an oil or coolant leak in the car i can feel the taste of oil and coolant on my lips which become oily  like after using a lip stick. I got it on my lips all the time when inside the apartment and hours after. What it is? Could be they put some propylene glycol made deodorant in the basement? It is the oils on poops?

1:08 And why the market goes up when i go in the kitchen area? Because they know i will get sick sicker and maybe have a stroke or something?

And i just ran out of decaf K-cups. 
1:25 PM God i got so nauseated after i ate i am dizzy (High BP).

1:28 Alternate medicine. I once went to a doctor (called doctor Weeks) on an urgent care i think in Tigard (Providence Schools Ferry) i think soon after i stopped seeing doctors all together) and he did some strange chest massage on me and at some point he pressed really hard on my chest, possibly briefly stopping the heart. I got really mad at the time but when i went home i realized my (heart related) symptoms disappeared.
Could it be he briefly reversed blood flow in coronary arteries, possibly dislodging a clot? But the clot had to go somewhere (else) and ease the symptoms caused by a bruised, oxygen starved area and then dissipate or break in smaller pieces? (Sorry, the AI seems to be confused on this one too).
God i wish the young(er) dr.Crusher (S1 would do it) could be here.

I think here like in so many other cases in (not so) modern medicine they (doctors) miss the cause effect relationship (or logic) flow of events. Yes they were times when i went to the ER every time i had those symptoms, the reason i am so broke now.

2:05 Sorry for what i said last night about a transponder, last 20 minutes are missing from webtrack.

This guy came in very low though when i was thinking about going in the battle zone. Earlier there was a base that prevented me to do so.

Alaska Airlines. Yeah and Vanguard, Black Rock and 100 more others so called institutional investors own each other in so called cross ownership or circular ownership unhealthy financial relationships which can only be compared with the unsubstantiated market cap of the big 7 (the bigger bubble).

2:40 Got it. These so called AI and politicians gaffes and mistakes can be voluntary and elaborated and actually be a subliminal mockery like in doubling down mockeries.

Lately i think i discovered the self psychoanalyses, in this form. You write down what bothers you (like for others to read) and then when the emotional makeup is over and all subconscious starts to came to surface, you start reading and evaluate and correct self. Nah, it's been discovered by others.

But at the end of the day it all comes down to...
11:43 Last one first. After we came home i went for a test drive around the building. When i got at the dumpster and Asian short creature looking terrified turned her head around and got hypnotized by my headlights. Rest, later.

10:55 Yeah. We we got back here at the complex i stopped at the locker and Angela went to pick something but could not get the code on her phone. Got at the apartment, the coffee was on the porch.

Good coffee BTW. I think decaffeinating with water leaves more flavor in coffee. Not distinguishable from real coffee. No i won't say what brand cause i want to find more next time.

But when i drove from the locker to here the music was off and i though i heard a noise in the right side of the car (earlier i thought it was a panel). I put the jack and raised it. I looked and saw oil on the half shaft damper. Jesus came and started the loud car right next to me and left a stench.

I think i might have figured his algorithm. He tries to tell me my car stinks on the road (or punish me cause he does it many times when i eat or concentrate to write something).

Then i looked at the oil level and is missing one quarter of a quart. Then i checked the filter and saw the filter was loose again. Don't know what else to do. I tightened the filter back but i know it won't hold.

12:50 It took me that long? Went and checked for poops. Found only about 10  cat poops that i probably missed the first time though a few were new, and one not buried. Could have been the source of the smell.

When i was finishing the battle zone, a very small white dog with little fur probably the one since  yesterday, but not a corgi (why i thought it was bigger) came out of nowhere and started to bark viciously at me, scratching ground with paws, continuing until i got inside.

Thursday, December 11, 2025

3:53 AM Anybody saw the S1:E19 of Star Trek TNG? When Wesley Crusher goes for Starfleet Academy exam? I believe he was tricked by his "friend", the alien with the breathing apparatus. When the (older) man realized he was not going to win he tricked Wes into "helping" him, making Was lose the necessary points.

A similar situation happened in the Titanic movie. Leo and Kate were kissing on the bridge and the two watchers lost precious seconds by watching them. I believe one or two seconds would have mattered as maybe not 5 containers were flooded.

6:35 PM Slept till 6. Wanted to go to DEQ today with the Elantra, got all dressed up, i saw yesterday the schedule was until 7. Opened the door, there was this thick smoke outside, a cute young blonde woman with a dog in her arms looking like a white corgi but shorter asking me if i knew whose dog that was.

I think i saw the dog earlier today together with other dogs and some people in the yard and the dogs passed by my windows, unleashed, followed by a person (the short slow moving Asian woman). I think around the time i ate my Angus burger.

BTW today i re-started the old Lenovo Computer, just in case i wanted to browse the internet while in bed, because of leg circulation being cut while sitting on the edge of the coach. (Reading there, writing here).

I remembered i did not double check the schedule, 7 PM seemed odd, got back inside and saw that was only for Wednesday, today was till 5:30 and it looks like i have to go tomorrow which is the last day of the current registration.

6:50 And Jesus started the BMW, covering (editing?) my thoughts.

10:40 Got Metsubushi? My skin crawls, my eyes hurt and i had this dryness feel in my throat. The result of passing through the Battlezone right after an airliner passed.

First i went and checked. Found one gigantic poop, some fragments next to it at the SW corner of the building. Found a Jell-o cup with some green Jell-o left in it on the grass. I don't know exactly how but food outside on the grass or red dust promotes mold smell inside.

One huge Latino guy passed when i was at the dumpster and one car with the left headlight on only passed in between. Another car with a big base passed.

So i came to take some bags. Picked the two poops, did not find others (they became more rare these days). About 6 Spanish guys where talking aloud in front of the west garages, making what i perceived as threatening onomatopoeic noises. Did not realize i went into the area after that bass passed.

There is a crack about 2-3 inches long i missed when i put in the silicon there and now they are in there everyday from management after the midget woman left. They practically rebuilt the apartment upstairs every time someone left and now i believe they do the same over there.
 
Went inside, grabbed my phone and went at the locker. Was irritated by the dust, i passed a big Asian woman with glasses with a t-shirt with CAT on it, was tempted to tell her something (not friendly). The light at the locker came on while i was approaching. I grabbed my item but when i came back smell a bad smell next to an area beyond east garages. I looked and found a big one with diarrhea well camouflaged.

It was then when i heard an airliner passing above. I forgot and went into the battle zone to check one more time and it was then when i got the dust shaken by that plane, climbing after taking off from PDX. But it was too late when i realized and now i suffer. Upstairs, it was relentless since i started to write this entry but it intensified as i uploaded the two screenshots. First one shows a slight, unnecessary detour, the second a lot of Alaska Airlines flights departing from Portland. 

11:23 Double down. Just finished posting links in the entry above, went outside to search for something in the car, smelled poop again, a huge one passed at 2000 ft, after FAA removed, don't know when, the 5000 ft restriction above densely populated areas. The 100 MW climate changing machine should still be in the air before it lands a PDX.

11:30 It could only be the one arrived at 11:15 but it does not show on webtrack. Transponder off?

Wednesday, December 10, 2025

10:08 AM It was quiet upstairs since i awoke about an hour ago. I thought both left until i wrote an entry (on the other blog) and they dropped something on the floor and scared me. I think i'm gonna eat something and since the rain stopped and temperature is above 55, i'm gonna go for a walk before i become all stiff.

How many times have i been lately? Once a month?

12:32 PM December 10. It's 58 degrees (15 C) outside. A big fat rainbow over the end of the construction of the pathway north of the complex. The ground they've been digging for months with much beeping is there under that plastic foil.

There is a growth in the creek next to it, could have been triggered by the release of nutrients while digging (i don't see a name of the creek on google maps) north of whey they were working or north of the complex and the whole (wetland) area between the park, tennis club and hospital stinks.

I picked some of the poops when i left, there are some more but when i got back there was a guy with a neon vest under the embattled tree, talking on the phone. I can hear base from upstairs.

Did the walk helped with the stiffness? No cause it comes from an infection i had recently that had spread throughout my body. It is an infection of the connective tissue, from bacteria bred in the animal glue (collagen) in the always wet floor.

12:53 I think you all are aware there are many women mocking you, your appearance and style everywhere i go and that is not helping any.

1:08 Just finished to post all i wanted. Was thinking to go outside to pick the rest of the poops when they started the power blowers. Now i can't get anywhere close to that side of the building which is shedding insulation dust upon vibration.

Thinking of going somewhere in the next couple of hours but don't know where. I think i could go at Angela's work parking lot, measure the battery (lately i bought them by size) and then go to Walmart to see if i can find one (they are missing labels on that shelf too). Cheapest there is 109, it was @70 three years ago.

2:22 Feral cat covering its poop next to south garages. There's got to be more poops in that area. I take it the cat did on purpose right after i finished smoking because it saw me what i'm doing and thought it was beneficial for all. 

Man something i wish i didn't have to do. Cause i get to smell them more when i retrieve them from under the redwood dust.

3:20 In a first pass from left to right on the whole length of the garages seen above i picked about 50 cat poops all the size of a small dog poop, mostly soft (one piece only) or 5 large black dog bags (the kind provided by management in now empty boxes), filled to about one pound each.

The poor cats burry their stuff in wet redwood now turned black dust thinking it's soil, but the dust does not absorb (integrate) the poop but keep it intact, indefinitely. They go close to the concrete basement because the dust is more dry there and it's easier to dig.

By digging with a stick in the dust, searching for those, i created more smell which i believe would dissipate in the next few hours/days.

The cats are fed by the people of apartment 1 or 2. They sometimes stay in line to get fed on their patio.

The smell is similar to home made soap out of pork fat and Sodium hydroxide (NaOH), also known as lye or caustic soda i smelled a lot during my childhood in Romania but is sickening and could also have parasites and bacteria that get aerosolized and spread around by vibration like from Jesus' black BMW, as the cats sometimes hunt and eat wild birds and rats and stuff.

3:45 Something similar happened right under our deck when i picked maybe 20 of them about a year ago. Then i put a net around that area, but i still find from time to time one at the stairwell wall.

10:22 PM I've thinking. 50 are too few. There could be some more under those bushes. Opened the door, the whole area is flooded with smoke. There is no smoke on the other side of the building.

Tuesday, December 9, 2025

7:12 AM Eram sigur că am șters asemănarea greșită cu CC acum 12 ore. Am intrat acum din întâmplare pe blogul de asemănări și era tot acolo. De asemenea unele căutări google necesită multe secunde până la un răspuns.

12:48 PM That mat is there since before weekend. It rains upon, and it makes everything stink. Got nausea and diarrhea all the time. On the left, there is the battle zone. Recently there has been always something there, bigger or small. They clean some items, others are being brought. I think they should have a camera in there.  
2:45 PM Too much driving in the weekend. Too much exhaust inhaled on the road. I tried to do a critical match for the future mayor of Bucharest and screwed twice. Finally got it today, when i was half asleep, half nauseated. It was a huge effort given it was only one picture only for the right picture and no obvious name clue.

About an hour ago or when i finished i started to hear items thrown in a van. I thought they came to empty that garage with items collected from the no dumping area seen above (how much cheaper would have been to put a camera) but a huge van with LPN 31222 on yellow tags came and parked in the alley, completely covering building C.

I could not stand the nausea no more and went to pick the poops. I filled three bags with poops half washed from rain, could not tell if they were from diarrhea too but i think they had. When i passed in the battle zone a very white older woman came with two small dogs and kept saying "Come on" "Come on" "do pipi" right next to that mat. 

But when i passed through it, i realized why they were throwing items in that van. They were shaking the building to release dust. But i felt more dust in front of the building. Then the van, instead of moving forward and around to leave from the other alley (the whole alley system is a U shape with a shortcut in the middle, like a rounded A and we are on top, no.

He started to maneuver, right when i was passing, trying to do the impossible, that is turn around, releasing much exhaust and cutting my way towards the door. Then when he left he took a right, climbed with the rear wheel the red painted curbs next to hydrant, i thought he was going to break them. Then i realized. It was all an allegory about my mistakes with the match of the new(ly elected) Mayor of Bucharest...

And yes i believe the average person in not smart enough to understand how sick in their minds these guys are and what are their purposes. It took me 25 years only to begin and i was day and night their target.

 4:58 First attempt.

6:20 Was nauseated, now i'm feeling like i'm floating, powerless. Feelings of missing time (when i was searching, my main activity). Somebody finally grabbed that mat. Found pounds of poops, some around where the mat was, all wet by rain. There is a small pile of litter dust in front of the dumpster. One cat poop next to front door.

When i got back i realized how thick the smoke was inside. Every time i go at night at the dumpster, scenes await. The guy with the RIDGID truck always there. Went and found more soft areas under the bush at the bedroom window but there is the Spanish woman at 4 who is probably high on that smoke, talking very loud on the phone on her balcony, seeing that bush so i'll just wait.

Monday, December 8, 2025

12:50 It smells outside like some people burn coal around here.

1:45 Air is clearing now but i believe they started again to put mole chasing cartridges in the old galeries that still open somehow in places. A few hourrs ago there was this chocking, very weird smell that could not have been fireplace smell or anything else. And yes, it rained and it was weekend and there is a huge wet old bed in the no dumping area. 7:00 AM Slept three hours. After Angela left, he was creaking the floor in the bedroom by shifiting weight from one foot to another for 20 minutes. Then i moved in the living, he came to do the same thing. Then he left, intentionally stepping with more weight then necessary (pushing his feet into the stairs while balancing). Then he went to the car, came back, creaked 5 more minutes, etc.. This after i said they use robots to do it. Yes they use robots but then if caught, they use humans the next day. I can tell the difference, robots have a much faster reaction time.

9:10 Era sub in_fluență împăratul când a spus asta? Singura influență rea care a planat deasupra domnului Drulă a fost însuși numele său, cauză din care santinela l-a executat. În rest, vorba neamțului, toți sunt la fel, unul și unul, Doamne iartă-mă.

9:22 Condamnați să reziste, săracii. Trebuie să se sacrifice pentru a îndeplini termenul de un an, tradiția guvernelor de după 89. Asta e, nu am avut guverne prea multe pe timpul lui Ciuașcă, avem acum.

9:23 Cred că ar trebui renunțat la sondaje. Cred că dacă cineva ar scotoci prin Codul Penal partea cu falsificări poate ar găsi ceva.

6:35 PM If they don't stop the noise upstairs, the s...t and everything else i'm gonna write down what i just found out. But i think it's too late cause i smell a poop.

10:30 After walking above where i sit for about 2 hours he moved in the bedroom where Angela is trying to sleep. Why walk all day and night inside an apartment?

Sunday, December 7, 2025

6:50 AM Patetic Media

7:07 Și totuși cine le plătește salariile sau și ei fac toată treaba pro bono, ca mine.

7:40 I think i heard that before...

7:52 Life after Trump
 
1:20 PM Last night i checked, after 300 miles i had the oil (measured after 14 hours) down about 1 mm, i went under and the filter started to unscrew self.

People of courrse started pouring, 3 adults and 3 babes went at D1, one girl went to talk to anohter girl at the same entrance, but first tried to climb our stairs.

Always other people, must have seen hundreds going in and out that entrance this year (excluding day care drop outs pik ups). Wind brings poop smell, haven't pickd any in 48 hours.

10:00 Dr. who?
 
10:20 Heard it tonight on my 63k songs jukebox on wheels...

11:58 The allegorists came out tonight more than usual (if that was possible). One guy raced me, recklessly endangering. Just because (they think or their targeted audience think) i bad mouthed Tesla. F... Tesla. I don't care about Tesla. Nikola Tesla was a brilliant engineer some say had Romanian roots who invented anything electrical (and many other things) and they stole the name.

Musk though makes electric cars that should be cheaper than combustion. Yeah, the battery. Battery (replacement) is half the price of the car, between 10k and 20k. But then you don't have a combustion motor and a transmission. And he gets them at wholesale or they make their own. 

I love electric cars, yes, because they don't stink on the road and have more acceleration. Smoother ride, no noise, no oil to change or other stupid maintenances. Brakes should last indefinitely.

What i'm concerned with is Musk's arrogance. The reason they launched so many satellites. Their competition has only a fraction of the number but they plan o growing. Is this the future?

The fact they can virtually listen to any phone on the planet given they can figure the encryption keys. Transcriptions, locations, and other information, like intonation, emotions all go in their gigantic supercomputers hosted by the so called data centers. They can figure the state of mind, intentions of whole populations. No one will ever know.

Friday, December 5, 2025

1:15 AM Just started a new insulin pen, taken from the fridge. I dialed to 34 (a lower dose then prescribed, due to high BP) and i pushed the button, however it was going in very hard. I pushed the button all the way down (it has a spring buffer i guess) and when i pulled it insulin flowed on the floor for about 3 seconds.

I tried another new needle and dialed a lower dose and this time it went inside, though kinda hard with a few last drops (unusually) falling on the ground. Until the last pen i was keeping them in the fridge anyways and never had this kind of problem (except once). Insulin looks clear but when i dialed 10 and pushed into the air it flowed in two different direction and it worked only with the third needle.

1:45 PM I knew i had a bad parking light in the left of the car but this morning when we left for Angela's doctor appointment the left headlight was off (and the parking light is now working).

So i had a job to do but when i went to check there was this smoke outside again most likely coming from the mole or rat hole under the bush at the bedroom's window (or from somewhere else). The reason me and Angela yelled at each other all day.

Outside there was also this dead animal like smell coming from the garbate, the poop i disposed of or the closet cabinet they were fixing next door (N Pi) construction from Washington state (by the LPN number).

I went to fix the hole by throwing a jar of cement and then pushing with a stick until the cement mixed with soil. However in that very moment when i wanted to spread the cement over one ft area, a gust of wind came out of a very calm weather (no wind, intermittent rain) and blew my cement some 10 ft to the left in the back of the building.

1:55 Angela had a free room reservation done weeks ago at Lucky Eagle in the same state of Washington and don't wanna loose it.

Thursday, December 4, 2025

12:53 AM They won't stop creaking the floor upstairs. Angela hit the wall, they stopped for now. The strange part is they were in the living and they did not move in the bedroom cause i can hear every of their steps. They just froze where they were.

7:27 The beep has started. Apparently they are ignoring the rules of our complex with quiet hours till 8.

8:45 I started earlier the air quality monitor to check outside and then i forgot to shut it (battery on that one goes fast) and then i heard an alarm, about 8 AM and when i looked the air quality went into unhealthy because of the VOC inside.

Then it went to normal. Upstairs they are both gone. Then about half hour ago i put some earplugs because of the beep and it was then when i realized by BP went off the roof, because i was hearing my heartbeat inside my ears. They i took some lisinopril from Angela's bottle. I am better now.

We both lost recently a bottle of those, Angela had a bottle that came in the mail and was gone from the apartment and one i had with me in my last trip, and then i found an old one of mine. I recently tried to refill it but i got no answer from the pharmacist that does my prescriptions.

8:49 They just started a big engine in the lot. Beep is incessant.

10:40 Got sleepy after i got rid of the poops. There is always someone there to watch me when i go to throw them in the dumpster. Put a Michelina in the mw, was dosing on and off when i guy game with a dog and i shut the blinds. Does that mean for some he got inside and i shot the blinds because of that?

3:48 PM


4:05 Never knew how to pronounce Zuckerberg but the whole scene seems to have one purpose only. To distract from what i'm posting.

8:53 We're eating so he started the tuba.

Wednesday, December 3, 2025

8:00 AM And so it began. As for the past month. Beeping all day while going back (and then forth), digging behind the complex (north). About 1/4 of the total time from 8 to 5. For whom is that beep? there is nobody there in that quarry and there is a guy watching for nobody to get close.

Yesterday it was accompanied by a compressor on the other side (uphill, south). The man was trying, with not much success, the wipe the stains from the leaves on the concrete with a power washer. All day long. 

Yeah i found some old (and dirty) ear plugs but it's all i got. Do i have to wear earplugs in my own place, for several months now (before that there was a construction going on south, i will put some pictures on later).

BTW i can already fill in my throat, the dust that falls from vibrating this building, others.

8:13 I tried to record more of it, like a whole minute, but it moved away, like it knew.

8:30 They moved a bit further and re-started.

8:40 Ok they stopped. Now that i eat i feel a vibration in the floor. Don't know what it is yet.

8:45 I finished eating, opened the door to see what's vibrating. As usually when i'm predictable, three guys came out of that first entry of the building D. It looked like i was opening the door for them, maybe.

8:87 Ok that vibration stopped, another one started, fading in and out.

9:02 As i was finishing breakfast, three loud vehicles started. Two had resonators, of which one was the black BMW, one has a modified muffler all three combined with the beep. I accidentally deleted the record with the first two, i don't feel like uploading the file that i saved because i'm afraid of that skinhead with beard.

I briefly opened the window to record, now i cough. The beeps goes on and on.

4:55 PM They retaliate for what i write. Angela went to sleep, she upstairs went on top of the bedroom and started to creak the floor.

5:52 Around 1:30 PM or when i awoke i saw through the kitchen window a car, gray, i thought i saw the GM cross and a girl, about 8, with one long brown/blond ponitayl getting out from the passenger side and walking alone accross the alley. One minute later i saw two legs of an adult woman with large pants climbing the stairs.

But it wasn't until 4 or when we ate that she started to make noises upstairs. Laundry which i haven't heard in a longtime and creaking the bedroom floor.

I went outside, nothing is in the living except the numerous plants and trees and pink and green light garlands on the walls.

I want to the battle zone, found several on the ground, when the insulation van passed. I went after it to get the LPN but i forgot it. Got to go again.

6:48 I think i got it 542 305 but it is not in the free searchable databases.

I went to pick something from the car, the air was unbreathable. I pulled the analyzer which i did not return, but it took 2 minutes until it started (2 minutes to warm up for VOC) and then i passed the readings to google and air already cleared to acceptable. I think i could go and smoke a cigarette now but lost appetite.

Every time i look through the window i see a car dropping or picking from the day care.


8:08 One good reason they could have given control to Trump Adm. to do their shows with me on Sunday or ever since.

Protecting self from what competition? There are no other casinos on a 70 miles radius.

9:30 New readings

9:40 22 32 40

Tuesday, December 2, 2025

1:30 AM I wish i had a drone that could follow me while i walk (yes, like a guardian angel). Small enough not to be seen by others at 30 ft or 100 ft above, smart enough to avoid obstacles like trees and poles and filming everything, all around 50 bucks. Not needed all the time, just toss it from time to time, when the place gets too busy. Or one that could follow me all the time and film everything. No, two. One is charging and the other flying. Was it too much to ask?

LOL i remember something i saw on a bumper some 25 years ago. DO NOT DRIVE FASTER THAN YOUR GUARDIAN ANGEL CAN FOLLOW!

There are some but they are either too big or too dumb and i bet people would get nervous when seeing one as i do. But i bet some day will be ubiquitous, like taking pictures in a casino was not allowed no longer than 5 years ago, and now nobody cares.

But then i stopped searching when i realized i'd have to have my phone's wi-fi turned on. Forget about.

2:00 There was an ambulance idling in the alley until 5 minutes ago. Got a small screwdriver so badly stuck in the sink i thought i'd have to take it apart but then an idea came to me and i took it out.

4:15 What?
4:40 Katalin Kondor

Monday, December 1, 2025

9:13 AM They brought back the excavator.

9:35 Nóra Réti.

4:11 PM There is a dripping faucet between the two entrances of this building that has already ruined the new paint job, possibly leaking in the basement.

How low can they go? They keep digging and digging, today they lowered that alley several more feet deep.

Talking about vibration, i went to check, found one on the ground, one unkotted in the dumpster. A small plane was lurking as usually, then when i got into the battle zone, it revved the engine to the max and went west. Just to make me breath some of the dust from the wall there.

10:20 Today i slept all day. I noticed this when Angela was doing radiotherapy for cancer back in 2004. She was falling asleep when she was getting home after a session. So i thought i might be vibration from construction sites could release radon from the basement and we live in a radon rich area. I know Geiger counters are not the best tool for measuring radon but there is one on sale at Amazon for 20 bucks and i'm getting it. S..t. Delivery December 23. Will look some more.

11:55 Shall i write or shall i not.

About almost an hour ago i wanted to air the room. However smoke was coming from outside. I was looking for a tool to pull something that got stuck in the sink. Could not find it and looked inside the engine compartment where i used it last and discovered a coolant leak that i fixed. There was heavy smoke outside so i made a few steps.

Smoke stops beyond the first south north alley or about 100 feet from here. I found one bag open next to each dumpster, two water bottles with water still in it that usually promote mold, on top of where leaves are the thickest. Two planes landing ad PDX provided the vibration.

12:00 AM I heard it when i went to check right before 4 PM. It was flying nicely but as soon as i got in the battle zone it revved the engine all the way up. To me at Rolling Hills it appeared right above, at 1000 ft. So who is faking the transponder data?