8:00 AM And so it began. As for the past month. Beeping all day while going back (and then forth), digging behind the complex (north). About 1/4 of the total time from 8 to 5. For whom is that beep? there is nobody there in that quarry and there is a guy watching for nobody to get close.

Yesterday it was accompanied by a compressor on the other side (uphill, south). The man was trying, with not much success, the wipe the stains from the leaves on the concrete with a power washer. All day long. 

Yeah i found some old (and dirty) ear plugs but it's all i got. Do i have to wear earplugs in my own place, for several months now (before that there was a construction going on south, i will put some pictures on later).

BTW i can already fill in my throat, the dust that falls from vibrating this building, others.

8:13 I tried to record more of it, like a whole minute, but it moved away, like it knew.

8:30 They moved a bit further and re-started.

8:40 Ok they stopped. Now that i eat i feel a vibration in the floor. Don't know what it is yet.

8:45 I finished eating, opened the door to see what's vibrating. As usually when i'm predictable, three guys came out of that first entry of the building D. It looked like i was opening the door for them, maybe.

8:87 Ok that vibration stopped, another one started, fading in and out.

9:02 As i was finishing breakfast, three loud vehicles started. Two had resonators, of which one was the black BMW, one has a modified muffler all three combined with the beep. I accidentally deleted the record with the first two, i don't feel like uploading the file that i saved because i'm afraid of that skinhead with beard.

I briefly opened the window to record, now i cough. The beeps goes on and on.

4:55 PM They retaliate for what i write. Angela went to sleep, she upstairs went on top of the bedroom and started to creak the floor.

5:52 Around 1:30 PM or when i awoke i saw through the kitchen window a car, gray, i thought i saw the GM cross and a girl, about 8, with one long brown/blond ponitayl getting out from the passenger side and walking alone accross the alley. One minute later i saw two legs of an adult woman with large pants climbing the stairs.

But it wasn't until 4 or when we ate that she started to make noises upstairs. Laundry which i haven't heard in a longtime and creaking the bedroom floor.

I went outside, nothing is in the living except the numerous plants and trees and pink and green light garlands on the walls.

I want to the battle zone, found several on the ground, when the insulation van passed. I went after it to get the LPN but i forgot it. Got to go again.

6:48 I think i got it 542 305 but it is not in the free searchable databases.

I went to pick something from the car, the air was unbreathable. I pulled the analyzer which i did not return, but it took 2 minutes until it started (2 minutes to warm up for VOC) and then i passed the readings to google and air already cleared to acceptable. I think i could go and smoke a cigarette now but lost appetite.

Every time i look through the window i see a car dropping or picking from the day care.


8:08 One good reason they could have given control to Trump Adm. to do their shows with me on Sunday or ever since.

Protecting self from what competition? There are no other casinos on a 70 miles radius.

9:30 New readings

9:40 22 32 40

1:30 AM I wish i had a drone that could follow me while i walk (yes, like a guardian angel). Small enough not to be seen by others at 30 ft or 100 ft above, smart enough to avoid obstacles like trees and poles and filming everything, all around 50 bucks. Not needed all the time, just toss it from time to time, when the place gets too busy. Or one that could follow me all the time and film everything. No, two. One is charging and the other flying. Was it too much to ask?

LOL i remember something i saw on a bumper some 25 years ago. DO NOT DRIVE FASTER THAN YOUR GUARDIAN ANGEL CAN FOLLOW!

There are some but they are either too big or too dumb and i bet people would get nervous when seeing one as i do. But i bet some day will be ubiquitous, like taking pictures in a casino was not allowed no longer than 5 years ago, and now nobody cares.

But then i stopped searching when i realized i'd have to have my phone's wi-fi turned on. Forget about.

2:00 There was an ambulance idling in the alley until 5 minutes ago. Got a small screwdriver so badly stuck in the sink i thought i'd have to take it apart but then an idea came to me and i took it out.

4:15 What?

4:40 Katalin Kondor

9:13 AM They brought back the excavator.

9:35 Nóra Réti.

4:11 PM There is a dripping faucet between the two entrances of this building that has already ruined the new paint job, possibly leaking in the basement.

How low can they go? They keep digging and digging, today they lowered that alley several more feet deep.

Talking about vibration, i went to check, found one on the ground, one unkotted in the dumpster. A small plane was lurking as usually, then when i got into the battle zone, it revved the engine to the max and went west. Just to make me breath some of the dust from the wall there.

10:20 Today i slept all day. I noticed this when Angela was doing radiotherapy for cancer back in 2004. She was falling asleep when she was getting home after a session. So i thought i might be vibration from construction sites could release radon from the basement and we live in a radon rich area. I know Geiger counters are not the best tool for measuring radon but there is one on sale at Amazon for 20 bucks and i'm getting it. S..t. Delivery December 23. Will look some more.

11:55 Shall i write or shall i not.

About almost an hour ago i wanted to air the room. However smoke was coming from outside. I was looking for a tool to pull something that got stuck in the sink. Could not find it and looked inside the engine compartment where i used it last and discovered a coolant leak that i fixed. There was heavy smoke outside so i made a few steps.

Smoke stops beyond the first south north alley or about 100 feet from here. I found one bag open next to each dumpster, two water bottles with water still in it that usually promote mold, on top of where leaves are the thickest. Two planes landing ad PDX provided the vibration.

12:00 AM I heard it when i went to check right before 4 PM. It was flying nicely but as soon as i got in the battle zone it revved the engine all the way up. To me at Rolling Hills it appeared right above, at 1000 ft. So who is faking the transponder data?

9:15 AM Turkey leftovers in the freezer or still edible in the fridge? Try the Romanian beef salad, the best food ever (followed by zacusca, or vegetable caviar).

Don't mind the name, it is a type of "enriched" potato salad, we have never had time to figure out where it comes from, though we question ourselves every time, maybe because we make only it two or three (very busy kitchen wise) times of year (because we have to have something special for holidays only).

The way i do it today? 4 hard boiled eggs, 4 medium sized potatoes, 3 medium sized carrots,  4-6 medium size pickles, one small bag of frozen pees or less, one pound of turkey breast, up to half jar of WinCo mayonnaise with some mustard added.

Boil, cool and chop everything, add some salt and mix and i guarantee you will will never forget it. Ok i remembered. Can squeeze half lemon in the mayonnaise and mix it with the mustard before you add the mayonnaise to the big mix.

Yeah just burnt the peas while writing here (actually updating the pictures since yesterday) and ignoring the timer. Don't have others, i separated the good ones from top, it will add an interesting flavor to it. Ok burnt them one more time. My mind is not there and Angela is still sleeping.

9:48 What stays on my mind for days. Car's oil filter. A few years ago when i once tried to change the oil the oil filter was stuck and my tools would jump flutters. I had to go to Jiffy Lube to ask them unstuck it. It happened at least one more time. No i did not do anything different as far as tightening before or after.

Then i bought a "jaw" type of tool, universal (for the mid size range) that it may crush the filter but will unscrew it. Like the one i saw at Jiffy lube. But after one use, that too was gone from my pile of tools.

Then i bought it again.

However after i discovered the "OEM" filters i bought on Amazon could have been fake after i used them 11 times and also had a "chronic" problem, with irregular adhesive at the bottom and last time i bought an STP one (the most carried brand at Autozone), and now the filter keeps coming loose causing the oil level to drop (a little) and probably a stink in the back, after oil is sprayed on the exhaust

Which may prompt other guys to get in front of me in no passing zones in old cars or cold engines and choke me with bad exhaust like they always do.

So yesterday in the parking lot at Three Rivers Casino in Florence i got under and did tighten it again (it takes about 10 seconds), no need to pop the hood) and then i took a picture to see if it has anything on the bottom that can be used as reference to see if it gets unscrewed.

10:05 Then i found more pictures on the phone. I saw last night a nice sunset while smoking in front of Chinook (yes i like to smoke in the fresh air as opposed to in the smoking area inside). The clouds were creating a parallel line with the top of the motel but it was going fast. I crossed the street to get a better angle and barely caught it.

But then something weird happened. One of the shuttle vans of the casino that was stationed nearby started and passed (as i was concentrated with taking the picture) and my phone was forgotten with the  flash on after i took that picture under the car.

Were am i getting at? I was too tired to drive back from there and Angela got blinded by 100 vehicles in our way back, most tall trucks some with high beams and some with off road lights while others were pushing from behind and at times she was yelling "i'm afraid!" and hitting the brakes. Retaliation?

BTW they finished work with siding but some dust still lingers. And the pics did not come out as a great compositions either. 

And yes the Austrians always have that pissed look, even when they smile, like Kennedys, Schwarzenegger, Klaus Meine, etc. like they all have hemorrhoids or something. Mark Knopfler is Hungarian but he's got a German name alright. And their women sometimes cry or yell when they talk.

It is a kind of bullying mixed with raising sympathy at your subconscious level.

11:10 I won a little last night but the machine gave me a ticket that could not be read by other machine or cash machines so i had to stay in line at the cashier. The huge mongoloid woman (probably Japanese) used the word pinched, but it was like a slice in time. Could that have been a threat? A code word?

Yes my coffee got room temperature since i made it because i am so pissed with what i have to write). Yes Keurig multi-stream is worth it cause at the hotels with old Keurigs cofee is much... clearer?

And  yes i feel insulation dust on my face after several heavy vehicles vibrating in the distance hours ago (and together with smoke coming from outside causes much silence upstairs, after they flushed the toilet twice on me while sitting there).

3:15 Ok i solved some of the mysteries surrounding my loss of oil. The gaskets of STP filters is softer than "OEM". The result is you have to tighten it more until you get some torque response, maybe 10 Lb ft which is about one turn. But the surface.

After i searched and google told me there could be an extra gasket in there from a previous filter, though i thought it was not possible, because the gaskets are embedded in filters, i saw something strange. The mating surface for the gasket is kinda rough, or unfinished.

One more mystery left. Every time i changed oil on this car i poured about one quarter more than i pulled. Ok, filter could count for maybe 1/3 of quart, a spilled a little (on the panel, which i wiped). I don't know. Ok google says 0.2 to 1 quart. In the manual capacity is lister 4.5 so i figure the filter capacity is 0.5. Some goes in the pan i put under when i pull the filter so yeah. I think i'm ok.

Also i put about 3.3 quarts of the required 5W20 and less than a quart of 10W30, the kind i added lately (cause i was out of the other) when it was going down cause i saw it was running better.

And one guy passed right after i pulled the oil filter and was wiping my hands, leaving the car out of sight for about 30 seconds to one minute.

4:30 PM Disappearance followed by faked death can be a form of ghosting that can be involuntary?

11:33 I don't know where to start but there has been a chain of events in my life tonight that can be explained only by everybody around me and Angela are AI driven.

I spent 3 hours around car or between 12:30 and 3:30 attempting to change oil. I started with the filter like usually but like usually when i tried to go outside a woman stopped with a car to pick a kid from the daycare (i assume) across the alley.

I waited and went in there. I knew the filter was loose enough to not need the jaw tool. I went with the aluminum tool hooked on the only half inch i had, a torque wrench with needle and took out the filter in a pan. Did not make one single drop of oil on the asphalt but a lot went on the inners side of the aerodynamic plastic panel under the car which i wiped later.

So i got from under the car and started to wipe the tool and my hands when i guy, tall, rather well dressed, brown in color, passed real close to me who i was sitting and wiping. I mean, he passed between the cars and i was sitting there on the right side of mine with my hands full of oil. Out of all moments, he picked the most embarrassing.

Then i went and tried first with my fingers to see if there is any gasket left from previous oil changes. With my fingers i felt the mating surface with the gasket real rough. Then i took this picture. As i said, unusually rough surface where the gasket meets the metal.

Again for some reason all pictures i took Sunday afternoon November 30 came with a December 1st date (it was 11 PM when i checked).

I don't know what that thing is on that inner groove on the left, but i believe it's a reflection. Could not be a piece of aluminum from the lid of the jug cause i opened that one later.

Normally i would have asked Angela to come and watch cause they like to come and step over me in the most critical moments. But she was pissed off like she is these days because of her back pain and did not dare.

I don't know how many guys, gals and how many times they passed, but it was a continuous show.

It did not take long to put back the new filter in there after i checked inside real carefully, several times. Had to tighten it a lot cause of the soft rubber gasket.

Then i went and grabbed my pump and pulled the old oil. I forgot to say, i went and drove the car for 15 minutes to warm up the oil cause if it's cold it does not pass through the 5 or 6 mm exterior diameter hose which i insert through the dipstick hole and that in itself was a whole story, with some kids at the end of the street showing the second time where i turned around the first time cause the engine would not heat up enough.

Finally started the pump and oil started to pour. But it was going really slow. It took maybe  more than half hour to pull all the oil. While i was doing so, someone from upstairs, i only saw some hair under a hoodie came with two snowboards and left with the SUV. Surprisingly there was not much poop smell today.

I made a note to myself, gotta get something that works faster. I found manual vacuum pumps which are also quiet, with several hoses of different sizes, maybe i could fit a thicker one and make it come out faster.

Finally got all the oil out, some that fell when i pulled the filter was in the pan, some in the filter, about 3 quarts was in that water jug.

Poured a mixture of Castrol synthetic blend, the kinda i like because full synthetic leaves was in the catch can. 3 quarts 5W20 and one 10W30 or close. Then i did some more other things at the car. Emptied the catch can. Took another picture. Intermittently doing other stuff. The oil change itself did not last more than one hour.

Then i came inside and told Angela. I wanna get out tonight cause i was too traumatized from the whole episode. Angela keeps asking me how much i paid for the oil and filter implying why i don't do it at Jiffy Lube or dealer or something. At Jiffy Lube you don't need an appointment but they screwed me so badly last couple of times i went in there they convinced me i should do it myself.

I mean, why do i have to check oil level every time i go there and check if they tightened the filter, but they did much worse than that and i can't talk about now.

Car did well on my way there or 40 mpg at speeds up to 80 on a dry road. I checked the oil level in the parking lot there and it was unchanged (level adjusted cause here the car sits with the front about eight inches higher than rear) and the dipstick reading is different. But there i kept turning around in the parking lot hunting for a fresh space and ruined the total mpg for the trip. I think. The oil was clear.

We went inside, had too small drinks (we went out). In there, Angela told me to make another card which i first declined and she went to sit in a long line for free gifts which she was not qualified for.

And not start the interesting part. I went to get a card and saw someone at the front desk. But the automated machine was in the way and stuck my drivers license in there. But then none of the numbers i use as pins in the casinos would not work. So i turned towards the desk, someone was still there, and then i remembered one more pin and turned around and that one wasn't working either.

But when i finally went for the desk, the desk was closed. So i got left without card.

Then i went to play at several machines. I had 40 dollars in one of my numerous pockets of my ZeroXposur jacket which i wear because of back pain (which is subsiding). I almost lost it all then i won it back, lost it again etc. In the end got at 64 bucks and was craving some of the wine like the one i had earlier.

I was thinking to go at the 360 bar in the middle of the casino but they were three cops (tribal Police, fully armed) joyfully conversing in front of the bar and i remembered i had a bad conversation with a bartender there once and also felt guilty because i had to drive back home.

The place is also elevated and visible from a good part of the casino.

So i went to another bar, next to stage (the place is huge, has several) and ordered something pink. The man was very talkative, and also looked familiar. He had an AC/DC red T-shirt and kept repeating the phrase from the song "Jenny got a gun".

He gave me something for 12 bucks +  2 dollars tip a glass that was better than i usually get Bota Boxes at WinCo or Walmart for 13 bucks, 3 litters.

But i said to myself, i won 24 buck, i can afford it.

Then not having anything better to do i put my ticket inside a machine sitting on top of the counter. A 3 lines green dragon game. And guess what. I started to win. I won like 60 free games and made like 50 bucks on 50 cents a hand, playing of course without card. At some point i saw i had 109 dollars.

But while i was playing a couple came and he kept saying "no more" "no more" looking at the TV screen above, i did not pay attention, they were maybe sports bets or something. And his very short wife instead of sitting on the chair between me and him she came real close to me and was standing, looking kind of scared. They both reminded me of gypsies from Romania or Hungary whatever.

Then i started to feel tingling in my legs and face and when i looked he was talking on the phone. Then i knew i had to move cause that phone was starting to cause me pain. I pulled the ticket, i moved around the casino a bit looking for Angela, then i went back at the bar to give them the glass back and i asked the bartender if he could show me the bottle and then i looked and was saying Mayhill wineries on it.

I asked him if it was the same Mayhill as in the museum and he said Willamette Valley and then a woman in her thirties looking too good for that place sitting there, on a chair in a lower position, submissive, started to say she worked there and i ked her where can i get some of that wine and she said "Vancouver waterfront, 20 minutes drive from there" and she kept smiling, which made her somehow unrecognizable.

Then i went to meet with Angela to tell her about my big win. She was mad cause i used the beeper (radio tags we use as pagers) and she had to come from the other side of that big place to tell her about my win

Then i realized i lost my cigarette packet and went to buy another one from the gift shop that was full of little Asian people, some checking items i knew they were not going to buy (Asian people are smart, then don't buy stuff from gift shops in casinos).

One Japanese looking guy though taller got in front of me and started to check things. Lots of them. Finally got at the counter and bought my cigarettes.

Went outside to smoke and then i realized i don't have the one hundred dollars ticket anymore.

I went at the bar and looked at the machine i was playing at. I asked one of the bartenders. Went inside the gift shop. Went outside where i smoked. No ticket.

Went at the bar and talked to the same bartender and he went to talk to security. One blond woman came outside and talked to me. Then it started. An investigation that lasted about one hour, and i felt like they were investigating me for false claims. Kept telling them to check the security tape.

The woman seem to know that woman that was standing next to me. I asked  her if she was watching the scene on their security cameras and she did not answer that. But i once lost my wallet in there and the security gave it back to me like they knew. They probably have AI to recognize pickpocketing. But that did not work or they did not use it last night.

They kept asking the same questions over and over, made me show the machine i was playing at, and then the guy she called came and pulled the list with tickets in the last hours and he found one for 99 dollars, the closest to what i told him.

Then he went with that ticket number somewhere and came back and asked me if i played more after i won the 100 bucks and i said  no cause i had no more money to play. Which was true cause i had to leave because of pain from that cell phone and then when i wanted to play some more i had no more money.

But then he said someone played that ticket at a machine left to where i played, all the money down to 34 cents which implied i played all the money and now i was falsely claiming somebody stole it.

And he said 99 dollars is the threshold for which they review security tapes. If it was 100 or more they would have done it.

Driving back here. I was in the left lane on I5 and was trying to pass this semi that had some cage like enclosure on it that was rattling really scary and he was going speed limit +10 and i had to overspeed to pass it, exactly when the speed limit changed with 10 mpg lower and the vehicle in front of me slowed suddenly while i was staring at that thing.

Should get this out of my mind. Ilani is not a place where you can go and relax after yet another traumatizing oil change.

And yes, it could be linked to the "pinched ticket" i posted about earlier. Retaliation, cover, branching new realities all in the same time.

1:45 I guess they would not allow me to review the security tapes even if i said the security guy looked like...

8:50 AM I am awake since 5:20 after 5 hours here at Travelodge by Wyndham in Florence. Ever since i've been counting steps stomps on the ceiling and guys comming down the stairs and there have been at least 4 in a one king size bed room. I have fallen back asleep and awakened, like then knew the moment, about 10 times. One of the guys left with a semi with the logo Westco, with a Volvo trailer head. Next to our back window there is a bus size AV.

Same happened yesterday when i got here half past dead tired, after sleeping in the car at 7 feathers after a similar night there so i could drive the 120 miles here. But i am not sure if there's anyone left upstairs, i still hear stomps. Dogs barking viciously.

They gave us one card key only and when we left for the Casino, after several hours of "resting" Angela found another one under the door mat, with one corner barely visible, but it was expired.

Hotel is near 101 with lots of traffic. I made some noodles soup that caught the smell/taste from inside our apartment that is now apparent after 2 days on the road. A combination of mold form the always wet floor (from vapors in the basement) and dog s...t.

9:05 Almost positive he is Austrian, by the looks.

9:12 BTW i have been thinking me too, some of the Scythians were red headed.

9:33 I believe some of the so called celtic symbols look similar to avar. Need to do some more research. when i get home. And  yes, got nauseated (obviously) after i ate that soup.

12:58 AM This guy certainly uses more than half MW of energy, which is half of the output of a medium sized wind turbine, enough power for 100-500 homes. I saw many of its cousins in my way from Portland to here (3 hours, 198 miles).

The man got tinted windows too. How in Las Vegas can you see the smaller cars and pedestrians around you?  

1:45 Gingerbread houses contest at 7 feathers.

10:27 Seven Feathers is decorated for winter time. They got a digital tree however is not as rich as the one at Indian Head (fewer LEDs, maybe half) but still. Camera: Moto G 2024, 40 dollars at Walmart, 40 MP, 30 at Best Buy. BTW got really excited when i saw this two days ago but 9k? And then, you'd have to carry a camera with you everywhere you go! Pretty elegant though. 

3:05 AM How i killed myself with ice-cream

Angela made a few days ago a dish that is very popular in Romania during cold season, especially around holidays. It's done by boiling meat with much garlic and other spices like pepper and adding carrots for flavor (no need for adding gelatin in the original recipe).

I used to hate it when i was a kid but now i find it delicious. It can last up to several days in the fridge. (Yeah i know it's Christmas fasting time in Romania, here we have Thanksgiving).

For Romanians. In the US the stores do their best to have frozen turkeys for about 10 bucks a 15 pounds one around this time. And we got it for free with a coupon from Ilani. But cooking it, that is a completely different story.

Yesterday the Turkey was completely thawed after several days in the fridge and i said we should do it because it cannot stay for a long time in the fridge. So i rubbed it with spices put the whole thing (15 pounds) in a glass pan, covered it with foil that was removed after one and a half hours and it was done in 4 (the "thermometer" that came with it popped, then i used my own, it was 180 degrees F or 82 C).

But for that to happen i needed the glass pan and in it was a little bit of aspic left. So i ate it. About half hour later i started to have the same back pain i had in the last days, especially after driving, drinking brandy, other things that irritate my stomach and cool my back. And because of it i started to wear a back support belt that heats my back a little.

Yeah. Slept 4 hours after 2 the night before, awoke with back pain, did the dishes, had some chamomile tea (the most difficult part of making tea is having to wait for it to cool down, i set the stove's timer to ten minutes). Got that back pain that started after i ate that thing, some chills, etc..

Then i remembered. When i was in Lake Oswego smoke was coming in our apartment from a hole in the wall in bedroom's closet that i tried to fix 4 times, one in the bathroom and probably others.

There was a fireplace at an apartment below us (7) but God knows what they were  burning cause we were high all the time (pretty much like here until about 2 years ago from smoke coming from mole and rat holes until i covered those).

Here in the last picture there is a the hole in the bathroom there which i fixed but you can see in the last picture, the drywall turned brown because of smoke inside the wall.

I had a filter in the living pretty much like now and would go in the morning in the bedroom where Angela was sleeping and i was choked by smoke but she said it was ok and now i believe her.

Every time i went to WinCo i would buy one gallon of ice-cream for 2 bucks something (basically the price of milk that cheap i scream was made of and when i was going to bed i had this pain in the right side in front under ribs (pretty much like i have now in back). Sometimes i would take backing soda and would get better, in my foggy brain i thought it was my old duodenitis but no, it was pancreatitis.

Until one day in 2014 i realized my urine smelled fruity and went and bought a blood glucose monitor for 15 bucks or something and my BS was near 300. That after i sent my monitors in Romania several years ago when my BS was running in the 50s.

Now i take a combination of metformin and insulin and can hardly lower by BS to @200 on fasting. I lowered my insulin dose because it does not make any difference after 30 (and my blood pressure went a bit lower) and restarted metformin which i take when i eat starchy foods.

And i told the doctor about this back pain thinking it was kidneys but he said it was something else.

And yeah, i think the woman with two big dogs and green truck that was "living" at 7 was Linda the martial arts cop from Hungary. Who among other things, once unleashed the dogs on me (knowing i had the flashlight in my pocket) and once tried to run me over with her truck, when i was barely walking being high.

BTW one day when i first started to be conscious about dog poops and i gathered several kg from around the building.

Yeah the back support does not do the magic this time, i still feel a bit of pain and a bit of chills after that tea. I know i have an infection there but cannot take antibiotics orally because it irritates my pancreas even more.

And yes, Kelly Clarkson, my favorite singer back then was showing from time to time pretending living at 9 or next door. Yeah i still think she's a great singer. But i have to ask her a question. Is this song about me? Was it supposed to be be but never happened cause i was too high and shy all the time anyways?

4:25 H..l yeah!

5:00 Right on!

5:10 BTW got to get out.

5:38 Found a few, not much noise, one guy was hitting the bumps with a trailer shaking some cause now i cough. The dumpster was crawling with racoons, could not get there to see.

6:00 AM

6:15

11:33 Not sure if i can remember the exact flow of events. Didn't want to write all these but something in the end of my trips outside made me.

Awoke after 3 more hours, nauseated bla bla. Looked through the news, other sources of information. As suggested, i went first in the front and there was cat poop buried in the only dry area under stares, though deeper than usual and with no obvious signs (little mounds) on top.

Found several in the rear, missed some, mapped then in my mind, came back for more bags. The woman with big fat but at E4 came and left a fresh one on the track i was supposed to retrieve those i saw earlier.

I noticed further on the upper valley a carpet cleaning van was vibrating the air and the buildings, including ours, providing irritating dust.

On a hunch went to the dumpster near the new "park" i knotted some, there was a poop bag with something else instead, a square envelope from a toy maybe, i knotted that one when i saw suddenly saw next to me, real close, the woman who was cleaning her blue car next to the insulation van i wanted to take a picture of. Scared me really bad but did not give me a palpitation.

Went back inside to get my fishing pole cause there was one more in the dumpster unknotted i could not reach. The woman was still cleaning her car, flaunting here sexy butt. The man with the blue eyes ad the one level apartment where the religious figure from Romania with the black SUV with LPN DEU lived was smoking and staring at me.

I decided to go for a walk and also to get more bags cause i saw one more at the corner of the South garages. I did so and in my way got this huge diesel Ford, filling the alley with diesel exhaust. Went past it, grabbed the bags from the dispenser near the entrance and came back.

I noticed the old man dressed in kaki and camouflage with the Ford now sat at  his entrance, resting from maneuvering that truck (he looked frail). He was staring in the direction of an Amazon van parked at the locker with side door wide open while the man was at the locker.

Then the reason i needed to write all these. A white SUV, probably a Ford, with antennas and displays in front (seen through tinted windows) and yellow LPN passed me. I went to pick one more poop at the corner of those garages i knew it was there when i ran out of bags and saw that white SUV parked near the park dumpster where i was before and a woman dressed like a cop looking rather like a model, a bit embarrassed, climbed in that SUV.

Now i need to go and take a picture of the "INSULATION" van that vibrated the building for me in the past days.  BTW i forgot something. Sunday afternoon when we left for Indian Head the van was coming in the complex from somewhere.  Sunday. It was raining, but he caught me with the fan on and some dust gut inside from shacking that van at bumps (there are 13 i guess from here to the entrance) which hurt my eyes all the drive there. 

10:53 While i was finishing here, i heard the black BMW coming back home (he left about an hour ago) and remembered to write something.

Once, the mail man or woman left an envelope addressed to that apartment (4) in my box and saw the name. It had four Spanish names and one of them was Jesus. I know i should have taken a picture of that envelope but i guess during those days i was still high shy.

My eyes hurt a little from the dust when searching for the cat poop under stairs, passing the other side of the building with the crack that was not completely covered.

12:08. Went outside, i noticed the area was filled with some smoke. Forgot to lock the door. Forgot to look at the signs. The INSULATION van and the blue car are gone. The carpet cleaning van is still on, vibrating everything. Main reason why my eyes hurt now after being outside with that think on.

12:27 Your 401k. Usually the market rallies on black Friday/Thanksgiving and i understand that when i look at Walmart, but what that has to do with Nvidia, Microsoft, TSM and Broadcom.

12:40 Swastikas, everywhere.

12:45 PM This happened after that, right? I used to feel very bad in the past about all these coincidences but now i know i don't have to because they are not real and they are meant just to boost one's popularity of approval whatever at the price of pooping on everyone's holiday. Who can verify this really happened?

These shows are designed for the vast majority and the vast majority don't have a clue.

1:03 Have you ever tried to sneeze and cough in the same time? This dust does that to me. Almost chocked after trying to eat some turkey after breathing that dust and smelling that s...t outside.

1:11 Finally tamed my new phone. After fiddling with lots of settings, i reduced battery consumption for that Moto app launcher and all the others to 1%. One of the problems is was turning the display on when picked and of course was on in the pocket all the time. One of the settings was lock screen/gestures/wake display on moving the phone.

But the "40 MP" camera doesn't do better in low light than the other which i found and now keep in a drawer. Ok maybe i'm wrong. I was looking at the pictures the day after and as always they could not beat the real images in my memory. But a few days after they look ok, as always.

One of the black feral cats just passed my patio, after being fed at apt. 2. Soon it's gonna poop under the stairs.

6:40 Tried to go back to sleep after Angela left, they started to creak the floor, obviously intentional upstairs. Got a high BP episode, took a lisinopril. Last night i put some orange peel on out port of the hepa filter, but this could not feel a bad smell, just the fact i was chocking. Went and found first four pouches with hot sauce in the alley, flattened by cars. I unknotted one bag in the dumpster, 2 big fresh ones soft with diarrhea in the battle zone.

I remember i once had a gallon of solid deodorant with the appearance of ground orange peel that lasted several months up to a  year but now i figured it is not made of orange peel since it has several flavors. Maybe. All i am missing now is some propylene glycol or other chemical deodorant in this place.

As i was cursing them in my mind, a big exhaust started and was still idling a few minutes after i got back inside and did a reverse search on his LPN. Lately i see lots and lots of vehicles with the letter Q, probably from Queer in their LPN. Now sneezing uncontrollably.

BTW last night when we came from Indian Head over Mt.Hood there was a festival of blinding headlights, an unusual number of vehicles (nobody was going my way, everybody was coming, like one every 15 seconds) with at least two guys having those off road LED bars in front of their vehicles, many others with high beams on.

At least ten times i went off the road on the shoulder, being blinded. Then i started to flash my headlights high/low real fast and i know this is equally annoying and guess what. They all stopped doing it after. Like they were in touch or something.

BTW about half of the road i ran in puddles of water from rain again watching in disbelief the traction control lamp on dashboard coming on/off which led of course to very poor mileage (about 35 for the round trip. On a good day i did 42.

They installed again the digital Christmas tree with thousands of LEDs, many colors and combinations that runs different shows in cycles of about 15-30 minutes with music and stuff. I don't believe there is any other on Oregon, unfortunately it's a 2 hours drive over Mt.Hood from Portland and the road is going to be real difficult after first snow. For people in Europe. The guy in the video is a real Indian (Native American).

7:28 The tan Yukon just started but it left so i did not have time to get the LPN.

9:24

9:25 Went and picked a few more, big and soft. It wasn't raining this morning. So how come ALL the poops are soft and making me so sick inside the apartment, i can smell them when i open the door or in the back on the patio which is 50 ft away from the battle zone? Ok, 62 ft or 20 yards or meters.

11:05 Misterioșii jurnaliști anonimi din România. Luiza Dobrescu, o singură poză, cu ochelari, nici un CV, nu putem ști vârsta. Studii superioare de jurnalism, asta poate fi Universitatea Apolonia din Iași sau ceva asemănător.

Angela mă înnebunea de două săptămâni cu Australian Bee Gees, am fost (condus peste 200 km) sâmbăta trecută la Chinook Winds, doar ca să iau bilete (gratuite) care de fapt erau în jur de 30 dolari. Probabil subvenționate de cazino căci nu cred că o formație din Australia ar cânta aici în Oregon (și poate la alte cazinouri) pe bani mai puțini.

Însă ghinion. Lângă noi a stat o tipă care la un moment dat a scos telefonul și a început să-l defileze în sus și în jos și apoi la stânga-dreapta și iar în sus și în jos. Am spus de mai multe ori că nu pot să suport să stau aproape de un telefon care merge mai alese pe date, deci la vreo 5 minute am început să am dureri, în general pielea, în anumite zone mai sensibile unde am fost expus în trecut masiv la wi-fi.

Deci m-am ridicat și am plecat, Angela a rămas, am găsit alt loc nu departe de masa de mixaj din spatele publicului (singurul liber, a fost cel mai mare nivel de ocupare la un concert la care am mers acolo, deși formația a fost cea mia slabă) dar am impresia că și aia mergea pe wi-fi (nu prea înțeleg, apare un lag, ok, e vorba mai mult de volum la mixaj) mă rog, alt semnal și acolo și până la urmă am plecat din sală la jumătatea spectacolului.

Pentru că acum am ajuns că simt semnalul de la un telefon sau wi-fi în aproximativ un minut de la începutul expunerii iar la aproximativ 5 minute încep să simt durere.

Tipa de lângă mine (de fapt Angela era între noi) avea ochelari, ca și Luiza Dobrescu din poză, care a trântit azi un articol de importanță națională, plin de aluzii și coincidențe. Nici măcar vârsta nu i-am putut-o ghici, ar fi putut să fie de 31 de ani, cu studii la Viena și Budapesta totuși. Dar nu putea să aibă 15 ani de experiență în presa scrisă din România, decât dacă ar fi început la 16 ani când nu avea nici un studiu.

Cazinoul Chinook Winds este veșnic în construcție, au lucrat odată la podea, acoperiș, scările rulante în interior și apoi tot exteriorul, având de cele mai multe ori zone expuse cu praf in ăla mineral.  Totul păstrând cazinoul deschis pentru public. Angela vrea să meargă acolo fiindcă pierde mai puțin ca în alte părți.

Mă gândeam că acum când vin ploile vor termina (apa poate să infiltreze izolația aia expusă) dar nu, au mai lăsat o bucățică sus sub acoperiș să fie vibrată de basul de la concert.

Apropo când am intrat în sală am trecut pe lângă o boxă ceva și tipul de la sintetizator a băgat o frecvență de bas că m-a vibrat cu totul.

Ok deci până la urmă m-am mai dus în mașină, unde treceau numai chinezi și alții. La un moment dat mi s-a părut că îl văd pe tipul de la bas din concert, care părea asiatic. Angela câștigase o mână de peste 1000 de dolari jucând la 25 cenți și era în extaz. Deci am fost în mașină, am mai luat o gură de rachiu și una de cafea, mă durea stomacul de la praf, și mă uitam cu groază la peretele dezvelit după care m-am dus iar înăuntru.

Praful acela pe mine mă irită groaznic. Deci am intrat, un tip mi-a blocat calea și a trebui să trec printre două rânduri de mașini unde erau 8 persoane, 4 la stânga, 4 la dreapta, spate în spate și un spațiu îngust între (cazinoul acela e foarte înghesuit). Când am ajuns la ultimele două persoane, o tipă, micuță, blondă-maro la vreo 40 de ani s-a ridicat brusc și a trebuit să fac o piruetă energică să n-o lovesc.

Fiindcă eram foarte iritat, nu m-am putut abține și i-am spus. "Watch out where  you're going!" la care tipa mi-a dat o privire arogantă super ofensată și superior zâmbitoare, și m-a întrebat , "what?" la care eu mi-am dat drumul i-am mai spus odată, "watch were the f... you're going” la care ea a luat-o în altă direcție.

Am mai avut acolo o altercație cu un japonez care a început să facă figuri de karate spre mine și în schimb, la vreo 3 săptămâni după, mi-au dat ban 6 luni după care încă 6 luni fiindcă m-au văzut în parcare.

E acolo un tip pătrat la security cu creastă de cocoș care pare japonez și a fost unul din cei care mi-a dat ban-ul a doua oară când mergeam pe cărarea din spatele cazinoului spre plajă și care de câte ori mă vede, îmi zice George, și se uită la mine ca și cum m-ar întreba, ce ai să mai faci azi. Din când în când tot la security mai apre un tip care seamănă cu Gino Iorgulescu iar la bar apărea o tipă care semăna cu Marjorie Green.

Da mă gândeam că banii ăia care i-a câștigat Angela nu sunt pe degeaba. Te manipulează psihologic, te face super confident și împreună cu iritarea de la praf, alcoolul și cofeina te pun într-o stare de "pus pe harță". Tot ce mai trebuie e o provocare de genul cu tipa aia.

Am mai stat acolo vreo jumătate de oră, așteptând să apară cei de la security, dar nu a venit nimeni așa că am plecat la Spirit Mountain (pe drumul înapoi spre Portland), la insistențele mele.

Acolo am luat benzină iar Angela a mai câștigat 300 de dolari. Ne-am urcat în mașină și ea își număra banii, am aprins parcă lumina, în noapte, zare și ceață am văzut parcă o mașină cum ocolește pe dreapta altă mașină care era oprită pe drumul cu o bandă imediat după cazino, fără lumini, fără nimic reflectorizant. Dar în momentul când mi-am dat seama, dintr-o dată a aprins luminile și a plecat.

După care a început să miroase a eșapament, am depășit-o, cred că era un SUV mai vechi, micuț, Suzuki, cu număr WMP 121 sau asemănător, pe care însă nu-l găsesc în baza de date. Angela era parcă în transă, nici nu a văzut faza, ea se gândea doar la bani. Spunea ceva că bine că am câștigat că nu ajungeau banii de chirie pe 1.

Am răsuflat ușurat fiindcă știam că după banii aceia urmează ceva, ca de obicei, am fost atent tot drumul la animale pe drum, și am depășit faza cu bine.

La un moment dat am început să am palpitații dar Angela mi-a dat niște apă cu bicarbonat și mi-au mai trecut până acasă. Ce legătură poate avea stomacul cu inima, alta decât că sunt unul lângă alta?

Acasă am uitat iar să iau insulina, deși eram cu 3 ore întârziere. Am luat-o pe la 3 dimineața, 6 ore întârziere după care am avut o reacție foarte nașpa care a durat vreo oră. Credeam că mă ia naiba. După care am dormit vreo 4 ore după ce m-am învelit cu super geaca mea cu aluminiu reflectorizant în căptușeală fiindcă nu reușeam să mă încălzesc.

12:18 Și o chestie. Cum poate să scrie un jurnalist 7 articole în aceeași zi, 23 noiembrie?

7:50 AM Slept only 4 hours. The poop smell keeps me awake so i went outside trying to find the culprits.

When i entered the battle zone, they started the tan Yukon with 5 liter V8 and modified or broken exhaust so i ran back inside and grabbed my phone but they started to move away. I caught a few seconds and played it back several time on my phone. Tried to copy the file on the stick with the SD card to move it on the computer, it said file was copied but then it went zero bytes. The phone is not connected to anything like network, wi-fi or bluetooth.

8:10 Went back, another one started. Bright blue pickup, could not see any brand on its back or LPN. I mean, it's a quite Saturday morning, nothing moves and here there are, the loudest vehicles around synching with my activities.

Louder than the first one, it also filled the whole area with exhaust. I think i did not wait enough to go in there, there was still some dust floating in the air that i got to breath. Found enough poop to fill two bags. But every time i go to the dumpster to throw the poops and look inside, there is a vehicle with high beams on me.

8:15 Just because i said it was all quiet, a loud base started outside.

8:22 No dollar amount or use of debt ceiling increase expression after the last government shutdown in October-November 2025. Can't remember why i believed the government shutdown was over a new debt ceiling increase.

Ok since a government shutdown occurs because of lack of funding, then why they shut down the government in 2018 over a rather financially insignificant issue.

Ok so i was wrong. Debt ceiling limit increased in 2025 by 5 trillion only, but it does not equate the deficit of that year, it rather "pays for past decisions". But if the government pays for past decisions this year, it should be included in the spending budget which is 7 trillion, right?

But we can't be sure since there is no dollar amount for the bill passed after shutdown which was caused by a different issue. Warning, should not believe everything you may read below. 

9:17 As i slept only 4 hours i start to get dizzy but i think they are right. Printing out bonds in the amount of 5 trillion is a source of revenue, not expenditures for the government. But now i have a new question that i can't answer to myself. Who is buying those?

9:44 I believe Elon Musk, out of patriotism and altruism could sell his 400 million worth of Tesla shares and buy government bonds instead. Others. Warren Buffet. Bill Gates. 

10:55 However the portion of Domestic Private Investors is debatable since we cannot know exactly who is behind guys like Musk or Buffet or Bezos or Bill Gates etc.. 

10:24 I went again at the dumpster and was trying to fish the second unknotted bag when an European looking 10-12 old unsupervised kid in the middle of the alley with hundreds of vehicle passing a day with a huge ball (similar to those used in gyms) came walking towards me and hitting the ball, like in spite.

I was mad for what i had to do and other reasons. I looked at him and was almost about to say something but i turned around and left. But behind me he left the ball and ran away, like scared.

He looks familiar, but the level of arrogance of that smile corresponds to that of a kid of a Hungarian politician that may be here again on a diplomatic passport.

I was searching just for a face like his among the kids of Hungarian politicians when i ran into the flag of Georgia, a country withing the laboratory of European migrations in Europe, at the right border of the Black Sea.

Then i remembered i saw that type of cross on a flag of the military order of Knight Templars.

Where am i getting at? I recently discovered both crosses used as Templar Knights and Teutonic Knights symbols on a coin of the Avars. However on that page it is said it was inspired from a type of Byzantine cross from 6th century, the Justinian Cross. No doubt it was at the origin of both Templar and Teutonic knights crosses, others, which in turned have inspired the design or Iron Cross in Germany that BTW is still used within German military while in the US is on the list of symbols used by the right extreme.

BTW Trump recently said Germany should assume leadership of NATO in Europe. The NATO treaty does not contain anything about having a leader being a rather decentralized organization, though the US has assumed leadership and contributed most to its infrastructure. 

11:50 I recently said... Could this mean it is true?

12:05 PM A recurring memory keeps coming in mind these days... Back in 1972 in Germany, on a beach of North Sea during a trip with the director of the camp, Klaus (most likely Klaus Meine from Scorpions)... It was a dark, cloudy day, with ceiling at maybe 1000 ft and suddenly i heard a thunderous sound and saw several shadows passing at an incredible speed right above the sea level.

It took 1 or 2 seconds to enter in our view and few more to disappear in the clouds, leaving me really scared (i was 12). I also remember Klaus saying with a bitter expression on his face... Die Amerikanische...

4:00 Bringing Trump back again was a right extremist transpartisan conspiracy. They pulled Biden and left Trump with an unelectable counter-candidate. A deja vu since Hilary candidacy.

If all this is real. No. It is all a higher level game letting the poor extremist think they are now on top while the majority (the demos in democracy) has no clue at all and the US (government) is bankrupt.